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TOPIC: Starting again!!! 3507 Views

Re: Starting again!!! 11 Jan 2021 22:22 #361086

  • OivedElokim
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Hey there.
We have a bunch to catch up on.
Life is great. Life is hectic. Life is messy.

But I’m clean as an whistle...
Day 42. Onwards and upwards...

P.S. Any opinions on starting a new thread?
Its getting very hard to find my thread. The name is too generic...
All the best, dear friends.
Over and out.

עובד אלוקים
״עובד=לשון הווה״
For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו.
״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״
-Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress...
Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can.
- Arthur Ashe
“Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”.

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Re: Starting again!!! 11 Jan 2021 22:32 #361089

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OivedElokim wrote on 11 Jan 2021 22:22:
Hey there.
We have a bunch to catch up on.
Life is great. Life is hectic. Life is messy.

But I’m clean as an whistle...
Day 42. Onwards and upwards...

P.S. Any opinions on starting a new thread?
Its getting very hard to find my thread. The name is too generic...
All the best, dear friends.
Over and out.

עובד אלוקים
״עובד=לשון הווה״

How the 20 day challenge going so far?

Maybe bookmark this thread if it's hard to find, unless you feel you've turned a new page and davka want a new thread

Re: Starting again!!! 11 Jan 2021 23:29 #361093

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OivedElokim wrote on 11 Jan 2021 22:22:
Hey there.
We have a bunch to catch up on.
Life is great. Life is hectic. Life is messy.

But I’m clean as an whistle...
Day 42. Onwards and upwards...

P.S. Any opinions on starting a new thread?
Its getting very hard to find my thread. The name is too generic...
All the best, dear friends.
Over and out.

עובד אלוקים
״עובד=לשון הווה״

There may be a way to change the name of the thread. Click edit on your first post. See if you can change the title. 
I lost a 6 month streak. I will get back there. Not if, but when. When? Now.

l can be reached at: Grant.400@yahoo.com

Re: Starting again!!! 12 Jan 2021 02:55 #361104

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It was a dismal and abject failure.
Not gonna say how far i made it...
But I’m clean.
@Grant400 sort of predicted it. Maybe he didn’t mean it that way
For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו.
״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״
-Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress...
Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can.
- Arthur Ashe
“Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”.

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Re: Starting again!!! 12 Jan 2021 06:03 #361123

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You can also link your thread in your personal homepage.
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(עשה רצונו כרצונך (אבות,ב:ד

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Re: Starting again!!! 12 Jan 2021 12:14 #361133

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Don't change the name of the thread. guys are following you and are subscribed. Nobody pays attention to thread names - just to you and your journey.
Feel free to contact me at michelgelner@gmail.com

My threads: Lessons Learned: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/335248-Lessons-Learned

                    My Story and G-d Bless GYE: guardyoureyes.com/forum/17-Balei-Battims-Forum/303036-My-story-and-G-d-bless-GYE

Re: Starting again!!! 13 Jan 2021 00:48 #361187

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I’m very happy 
Not facing any urges
But when they appear-they will face purges.

Hope that made sense...
For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו.
״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״
-Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress...
Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can.
- Arthur Ashe
“Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”.

My old thread

My current thread 

Re: Starting again!!! 18 Jan 2021 19:36 #361506

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I saw a quote on here awhile ago
Sort of fell in love with it

”Lessons in life will be repeated until they are learned “

And they are only truly learned when they are learned the hard way...

Lets just say I’ve learned a lot in the past few weeks 

Things I never knew 

Primarily about myself.

also about the world

about G-d

Gotta go

KUTGW
For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו.
״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״
-Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress...
Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can.
- Arthur Ashe
“Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”.

My old thread

My current thread 

Re: Starting again!!! 20 Jan 2021 16:45 #361642

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Day 51.

Staying busy. I’m out of yeshiva for now. Going back soon, iyh. I’m staying away from triggers as best I can and keeping in touch with my GYE chevreh. Thanks to all of you!

Don’t have much time to spend writing here, but I will say this:

I was a member here for years. I only really saw progress recently.

So if you’re lurking around here-stick around. Post. Pm guys. And one day the dam will burst, and your inner strength, your neshama will emerge and shine.

Hatzlacha!
OivedElokim
For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו.
״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״
-Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress...
Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can.
- Arthur Ashe
“Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”.

My old thread

My current thread 

Re: Starting again!!! 24 Jan 2021 00:21 #361753

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Day 55.

Had a very nice shabbos , bh

Trying to focus on the pavement when I walk the busy streets. Makes it easier for me to not fantasize. It’s not an option, anyhow...
For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו.
״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״
-Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress...
Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can.
- Arthur Ashe
“Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”.

My old thread

My current thread 

Re: Starting again!!! 25 Jan 2021 19:13 #361915

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Got diagnosed with a severe mental health disorder today. I’m sort of reeling from it. Shocked and relieved. Strange...

But I’m still clean. Day 56. No plans to get dirty again. It’s just not for me.
For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו.
״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״
-Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress...
Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can.
- Arthur Ashe
“Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”.

My old thread

My current thread 

Re: Starting again!!! 26 Jan 2021 02:56 #361955

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Thank you to all those who reached out to me after my last post. I will attempt to respond to all in due time. It means a lot …

Let's keep trucking.
Let's show the inner beast who's boss, 
And show Hashem how much we love him...
For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו.
״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״
-Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress...
Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can.
- Arthur Ashe
“Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”.

My old thread

My current thread 

Re: Starting again!!! 26 Jan 2021 03:47 #361959

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Whatever diagnosis you have, know that you’re normal - NORMAL!!!

If you want to change the name of this thread. Simply change the name of the 1st post.

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Re: Starting again!!! 27 Jan 2021 04:57 #362059

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Just want to follow up on Markz post. Absolutely nothing has changed from day 55 to day 56 except you continued to do something amazing! 

We are here for you and you have alot of potential!

Re: Starting again!!! 05 Feb 2021 19:19 #362826

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Day 67

Thanks to all those who responded to my last post. Your support and encouragement is very much appreciated...

Almost fell late Tuesday night. Texted Zedj and he saved me. Thanks
For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו.
״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״
-Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress...
Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can.
- Arthur Ashe
“Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”.

My old thread

My current thread 

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