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OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 21 Feb 2021 21:37 #363898

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Day one.

This is my brand new thread for my brand new journey towards purity.
I will keep with me the lessons learned so far and keep my eye on the ball.

Today is the first day of the rest of my life. 

A porn and masturbation free life.

A life of positivity and happiness.

A life of Torah and Avodah.

The life G-d intends for me to live.

Wish me luck.
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).


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Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 21 Feb 2021 22:16 #363900

Wish me luck.

Best of luck overcoming your struggles.

We're all rooting for you!
:pinch: Warning: Spoiler!
Think about how good you'll feel if you say no to desire and compare that to how bad you'll feel if you say yes.

Desire is unique in the way that it is never fulfilled -  if you give in the desire comes back even more powerful in just a few days. Telling yourself that its ok because this is really the last time doesn't work because you are just adding new images to your head that will cause future falls.

The Joy of triumph over the yetzer hara is worth the effort it takes to win. It IS worth it! Keep fighting!


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Aiming to be better

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Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 21 Feb 2021 22:47 #363906

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שבע יפול צדיק וקם.

I don’t know where to find the famous R’ Tzaddok on this possuk, but the point is that a Tzaddik is defined by his persistence in getting up again.

:pinch: Warning: Spoiler!
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).


My current thread 
Last Edit: 22 Feb 2021 00:54 by oivedelokim.

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 21 Feb 2021 23:17 #363909

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OivedElokim wrote on 21 Feb 2021 22:47:

שבע יפול צדיק וקם.

I don’t know where to find the famous R’ Tzaddok on this possum, but the point is that a Tzaddik is defined by his persistence in getting up again.

:pinch: Warning: Spoiler!

 (Tzidkas HaTzaddik, 49): If one particular issue keeps getting in the way, forming an obstinate roadblock, don't go into reverse. Look again at the signpost. It does not read, 'dead end'. It says, 'Here lies your maximum potential for excellence.' So please drive this way. You have just chanced upon your particular field of endeavor. It is the very purpose for which you were created."
"If I am not for myself, who will be for me? But if I am only for myself, who am I? If not now, when?"
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Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 22 Feb 2021 06:13 #363933

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Hatzlocha on this wonderful journey!

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 22 Feb 2021 06:17 #363934

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Ahh, such a Yesod Gadol in Avodas HaShem. To “Never give up.”
My Rebbi in Yeshiva who I’m close to, who is very much an older litivish and a shtikl intimidating type of guy (meaning, not someone to give “inspiration”) told me that “the difference between guys that are matzliach and guys that aren’t, is that those who are matzliach accept there chesronos and get back up.”

Keep moving forward and keep shteiging buddy.

With much admiration,

 YeshivaGuy
Last Edit: 22 Feb 2021 06:18 by yeshivaguy.

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 22 Feb 2021 20:23 #363972

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Hatzlocho on your new journey. Make sure to add a link to this thread in your signature.
My Thread:The Road To Being Honest With Myself (and others:)

My other Thread: My Daily Inspiration

I'm not a slow learner, I'm just quick to forget" - Eli Nash

A bit of honesty and less over confidence might help me - Imperfection

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 22 Feb 2021 23:36 #364001

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I’m under a large amount of stress right now. 
But I’m clean today.
Gotta count my blessings.

Thank you Hashem!
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).


My current thread 

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 23 Feb 2021 00:25 #364005

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 (Tzidkas HaTzaddik, 49):



Didn’t find it in 49. You sure it’s not a different one?
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).


My current thread 
Last Edit: 23 Feb 2021 02:03 by oivedelokim.

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 23 Feb 2021 14:56 #364053

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Day two 

Good morning!
Got a pretty good start to my day.
Have a very stressful event happening today. 
Otherwise I should be good.

Thank you Hashem!
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).


My current thread 

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 24 Feb 2021 06:19 #364122

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Day three:

Just updated my tracker. I’m on level 2!

I need to learn to celebrate every clean day. Cause it’s value is infinite to Hashem.
Even if to me success means never falling again...

See Tanya chapter 25 regarding each and every Mitzva
״ויחוד זה למעלה הוא נצחי לעולם ועד״.

Good night.
Looking forward to a great, clean day tomorrow.

ODAAT.

אין עוד מלבדו
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).


My current thread 

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 24 Feb 2021 06:24 #364124

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OivedElokim wrote on 24 Feb 2021 06:19:
Day three:

Just updated my tracker. I’m on level 2!

I need to learn to celebrate every clean day. Cause it’s value is infinite to Hashem.
Even if to me success means never falling again...

See Tanya chapter 25 regarding each and every Mitzva
״ויחוד זה למעלה הוא נצחי לעולם ועד״.

Good night.
Looking forward to a great, clean day tomorrow.

ODAAT.

אין עוד מלבדו

Keep shteiging buddy, ur doing great.
Im not sure what ״יחוד למעלה״ means. As well, I like how u slipped in the big sugya of אין עוד מלבדו in there
Geshmak bro, keep it up, keep positive, and stay in touch!

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 24 Feb 2021 07:03 #364125

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Learn the perek and you’ll find out...

As far as אין עוד מלבדו- it’s a reference to a famous story about a yid named Reb Binyomin Kletzker. Maybe I’ll post it tomorrow...

GN
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).


My current thread 

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 24 Feb 2021 14:04 #364143

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OivedElokim wrote on 24 Feb 2021 06:19:
Day three:

Just updated my tracker. I’m on level 2!

I need to learn to celebrate every clean day. Cause it’s value is infinite to Hashem.
Even if to me success means never falling again...

See Tanya chapter 25 regarding each and every Mitzva
״ויחוד זה למעלה הוא נצחי לעולם ועד״.

Good night.
Looking forward to a great, clean day tomorrow.

ODAAT.

אין עוד מלבדו

Congrats on level 2!

If you don't mind. Please explain for the עולם how the יחוד למעלה helps you when your למטה. I mean practically.

It may be beneficial to you and the other users here.
My Thread:The Road To Being Honest With Myself (and others:)

My other Thread: My Daily Inspiration

I'm not a slow learner, I'm just quick to forget" - Eli Nash

A bit of honesty and less over confidence might help me - Imperfection

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 24 Feb 2021 15:22 #364149

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I fell last night, after all that...

So I rise to fight another day.

One day at a time.

I don’t have a concrete strategy to deal with intense urges. I need to write something down today. All ideas are welcome!
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).


My current thread 
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