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Re: My path to sanity... chevrah, help me with the way 11 Sep 2015 18:21 #263757

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aryehdovid85 wrote:
Just want to post my recent struggles & progress with the hope that others will be inspired to take actions of recovery. This is my way of generating zchusim for Klal Yisroel in these last few day before the Yom HaDin!


Over the past few weeks I have been falling deeper into the lust (SSA) where i was texting & calling "lust partners". We seasoned addicts are fully familliar with the progressive natrue of this disease. Just in case we are not convinced.... I Never thought i would give my number to a total stranger for the purpose of lust....



Finally yesterday at the prompting of a program brother who suggested that I "bookend" with him ,finally after two years of struggling with using my cell phone for lust,had it locked by the carrier..for only authorized contacts.
i know this is only part of the solution but it certainly makes a very clear acceptance of the fact that i am powerless over lust...i have a disease and need help! amazing after over five years in SA! Thank you HASHEM for sending me a Shliach from GYE/SA to bail me out of this prison!!!
Wow your on the right path and Hashem is with you on every step of the way! Keep it up and AL TISYA'ESH!!!
May you have a happy healthy Kiddushah'diga year!
Last Edit: 11 Sep 2015 18:23 by ZDuvid.

Re: My path to sanity... chevrah, help me with the way 13 Sep 2015 01:45 #263783

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aryehdovid85 wrote:
Just want to post my recent struggles & progress with the hope that others will be inspired to take actions of recovery. This is my way of generating zchusim for Klal Yisroel in these last few day before the Yom HaDin!


Over the past few weeks I have been falling deeper into the lust (SSA) where i was texting & calling "lust partners". We seasoned addicts are fully familliar with the progressive natrue of this disease. Just in case we are not convinced.... I Never thought i would give my number to a total stranger for the purpose of lust....



Finally yesterday at the prompting of a program brother who suggested that I "bookend" with him ,finally after two years of struggling with using my cell phone for lust,had it locked by the carrier..for only authorized contacts.
i know this is only part of the solution but it certainly makes a very clear acceptance of the fact that i am powerless over lust...i have a disease and need help! amazing after over five years in SA! Thank you HASHEM for sending me a Shliach from GYE/SA to bail me out of this prison!!!


Your perseverance is amazing!
We look forward to hearing even greater steps.
B'hatzlachah
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Re: My path to sanity... chevrah, help me with the way 30 Sep 2015 04:58 #264866

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Reached today my 90 day clean streak!
For all members that helped me in any way I want to thank you personally from the deep of my heart for giving me the courage to keep clean and break through my monster.
The first three weeks was crazy. I was cranky anxious moody and nervous. it was like breaking through a steel door. But with Hashems help and you guys I was able to do it. and its far from over! but at least now i know I CAN do it.
and for all new members that are joining now YOU CAN DO IT!! i promise you it pays! beat the heck out of your self the first few weeks and the light will start pouring in like a tsunami when you break it! you cant imagine the calmness your soul and body will feel.
Keep it up and may we be Zochah to meet our one and only Moshiach very soon!

Re: My path to sanity... chevrah, help me with the way 30 Sep 2015 05:02 #264869

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Amen!
Congrats!
Kot!
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Re: My path to sanity... chevrah, help me with the way 30 Sep 2015 05:30 #264873

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Mazel tov! Mazel tov! What a wonderful occasion!
Much Hatzlacha!

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--"ולא המדרש עיקר, אלא המעשה"
--"To promise not to do a thing is the surest way in the world to make a body want to go and do that very thing." Mark Twain
--"If, when you honestly want to, you find you cannot quit entirely, or if when drinking (or lusting), you have little control over the amount you take, you are probably alcoholic (or sexaholic)." AA Big Book P. 45. Parenthesis added.
--You hit rock bottom when you decide to stop digging.

Re: My path to sanity... chevrah, help me with the way 30 Sep 2015 14:24 #264886

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Mazel Tov! Keep it up!
Let Hashem Do His Job!

We need to jump off the conveyor belt of life and walk on our own.

You cannot make yourself feel something you do not feel, but you can make yourself do right in spite of your feelings.

Life begins at the end of your comfort zone.

Re: My path to sanity... chevrah, help me with the way 30 Sep 2015 14:28 #264888

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Mazel tov!!! Kein yirbu!! A Sach Yiddish nachas!!

My first 90 also came out on the second day of Sukkos (4 years ago). Isn't it wonderful to make a Shehecheyonu and say Hallel? (And it was the Ushpizin of Gevura! )
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
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Re: My path to sanity... chevrah, help me with the way 30 Sep 2015 14:36 #264889

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Mine came between Rosh Hashana and Yom Kippur. It was a nice boost coming into the Yom Hadin. You can't be blind to the signs from above. They are there if you are willing to look for them. Mazel Tov again!
Let Hashem Do His Job!

We need to jump off the conveyor belt of life and walk on our own.

You cannot make yourself feel something you do not feel, but you can make yourself do right in spite of your feelings.

Life begins at the end of your comfort zone.

Re: My path to sanity... chevrah, help me with the way 14 Oct 2015 19:32 #265927

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A belated but hearty MAZAL TOV!

Re: My path to sanity... chevrah, help me with the way 31 Jan 2016 17:50 #276065

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Hi everyone. Im about 200 days clean and i most probably going to give up this week.
My wife had a baby 12 weeks ago and didnt have relations yet ever since.
Was suppose to be mikvah night long ago but unfortunately couldn't go.
Finally tonight was the night till she just told me she got her period.
I hate god

Re: My path to sanity... chevrah, help me with the way 31 Jan 2016 17:54 #276066

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ZDuvid wrote on 31 Jan 2016 17:50:
Hi everyone. Im about 200 days clean and i most probably going to give up this week.
My wife had a baby 12 weeks ago and didnt have relations yet ever since.
Was suppose to be mikvah night long ago but unfortunately couldn't go.
Finally tonight was the night till she just told me she got her period.
I hate god


Welcome! Forgive me, I didn't welcome you - we never met yet...

Just something to think about

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Last Edit: 31 Jan 2016 18:08 by Markz.

Re: My path to sanity... chevrah, help me with the way 31 Jan 2016 18:16 #276068

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markz wrote on 31 Jan 2016 17:54:
ZDuvid wrote on 31 Jan 2016 17:50:
Hi everyone. Im about 200 days clean and i most probably going to give up this week.
My wife had a baby 12 weeks ago and didnt have relations yet ever since.
Was suppose to be mikvah night long ago but unfortunately couldn't go.
Finally tonight was the night till she just told me she got her period.
I hate god


Welcome! Forgive me, I didn't welcome you - we never met yet...

Just something to think about

Do you hate yourself / your life?
1%?
if yes, if not?!

Re: My path to sanity... chevrah, help me with the way 31 Jan 2016 18:29 #276070

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ZDuvid wrote on 31 Jan 2016 17:50:
Hi everyone. Im about 200 days clean and i most probably going to give up this week.
My wife had a baby 12 weeks ago and didnt have relations yet ever since.
Was suppose to be mikvah night long ago but unfortunately couldn't go.
Finally tonight was the night till she just told me she got her period.
I hate god


Welcome back.
Mazel tov.
Much nachas.
Sorry to hear that.
Life can be tough at times.
B'hatzlachah
My email: thenewme613@hotmail.com
My threads: Mikvah Night - Page 1, Page 2, Page 3, Last Page

https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/210029-Tryin
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My job: Punchin' bag of GYE - "NeshamaInCharge"
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Re: My path to sanity... chevrah, help me with the way 31 Jan 2016 18:32 #276071

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I echo what Cordnoy wrote!!

ZDuvid wrote on 31 Jan 2016 18:16:
markz wrote on 31 Jan 2016 17:54:
ZDuvid wrote on 31 Jan 2016 17:50:
Hi everyone. Im about 200 days clean and i most probably going to give up this week.
My wife had a baby 12 weeks ago and didnt have relations yet ever since.
Was suppose to be mikvah night long ago but unfortunately couldn't go.
Finally tonight was the night till she just told me she got her period.
I hate god


Welcome! Forgive me, I didn't welcome you - we never met yet...

Just something to think about

Do you hate yourself / your life?
1%?
if yes, if not?!

If yes - we sometimes blame something that it isn't
My Story---------Dov Quotes




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Re: My path to sanity... chevrah, help me with the way 31 Jan 2016 18:56 #276076

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markz wrote on 31 Jan 2016 18:32:
I echo what Cordnoy wrote!!

ZDuvid wrote on 31 Jan 2016 18:16:
markz wrote on 31 Jan 2016 17:54:
ZDuvid wrote on 31 Jan 2016 17:50:
Hi everyone. Im about 200 days clean and i most probably going to give up this week.
My wife had a baby 12 weeks ago and didnt have relations yet ever since.
Was suppose to be mikvah night long ago but unfortunately couldn't go.
Finally tonight was the night till she just told me she got her period.
I hate god


Welcome! Forgive me, I didn't welcome you - we never met yet...

Just something to think about

Do you hate yourself / your life?
1%?
if yes, if not?!

If yes - we sometimes blame something that it isn't
there is no way that god would be the good one here when he knows that i didnt masterbate so long and he still does this to me. Unless he wants to make from me a srack of bones
Last Edit: 01 Feb 2016 04:27 by ZDuvid.
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