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Re: Big Steps 17 Jan 2016 23:03 #274643

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Ouch! I can relate. One can never be too confident.
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Re: Big Steps 17 Jan 2016 23:09 #274645

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I feel pained for you - it happens when you're trying so hard to help, and then get stabbed in the back - I know all about it.

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Re: Big Steps 17 Jan 2016 23:27 #274648

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My heart goes out for you.
May you continue reaching out to God.
Please let guard or mods know.

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Re: Big Steps 17 Jan 2016 23:41 #274653

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Thanks for the kind words. I am not trying to portray myself as a victim, but this incident is hitting me hard. It's making me physically sick. I have been incredibly nauseous since the incident and I feel like throwing up. This disease is more than just in the mind, it's a physical disease and I believe I am either going through withdrawal symptoms or the toxicity of it is affecting me. Or both.
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Re: Big Steps 17 Jan 2016 23:50 #274655

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I feel for you and can't imagine how unsettling it must have been. Just remember that you have many people behind you here.

Re: Big Steps 17 Jan 2016 23:55 #274656

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Shlomo24 signature wrote:
Don't Worry! BE HAPPY! | "I can't do it, God can help."
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Re: Big Steps 18 Jan 2016 04:47 #274680

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You can get the courage to get back up and continue your journey to recovery. No matter what happens dust yourself off and continue. KEEP ON TRUCKING as we say.
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Re: Big Steps 18 Jan 2016 15:03 #274704

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Hi Shlomo,
I didn't see your post until today. I hope the new day has brought relief from yesterday's upset.
I don't know if this will help you, but at times like this I am sometimes able to appreciate the perspective that in the past I might have had a very different reaction. It is a measure of tremendous progress accomplished that you are so distraught by it.
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Re: Big Steps 18 Jan 2016 15:07 #274706

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eslaasos wrote:
Hi Shlomo,
I didn't see your post until today. I hope the new day has brought relief from yesterday's upset.
I don't know if this will help you, but at times like this I am sometimes able to appreciate the perspective that in the past I might have had a very different reaction. It is a measure of tremendous progress accomplished that you are so distraught by it.
Wishing you continued hatzlacha.
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Re: Big Steps 18 Jan 2016 15:08 #274707

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Re: Big Steps 18 Jan 2016 16:05 #274716

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Stop thinking about it and keep going, just ignore it.
It's no secret that there are a lot of lost souls in the world, but we try not to be part of them.

Re: Big Steps 18 Jan 2016 16:34 #274722

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Thanks guys. Much appreciated. I'm still obsessing and fantasizing about it.
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Re: Big Steps 18 Jan 2016 16:42 #274728

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Just adding my suport and encouragement. IY"H this will pass. Hang in there.

Re: Big Steps 18 Jan 2016 17:01 #274733

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Ok I slipped a little, I tried contacting him. He deleted his email though. I feel very ashamed.
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Re: Big Steps 18 Jan 2016 17:06 #274735

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