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Re: My Kosel of Honour 02 Dec 2013 19:00 #224323

Pidaini OFFLINE Platinum Boarder פדני מעושק אדם-מיצר הרע העושק את הבריות-רש"י Posts: 2189 Karma: 107	Do you have someone you can talk to? thst's helped me many a time. as chesky wrote, today is no different than any day!!!.....it is actually....because no other day is TODAY!!! Give TODAY all you got, get in contact with someone if you think that left to your own devices you will fall. KOT KUTGW!!!!
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Re: My Kosel of Honour 03 Dec 2013 05:01 #224360

israel613120 OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 267 Karma: 10	Thanks, no I have no one to talk to in real life about this. Unfortunately I did fall, looked at p*** and fell further today, not been able to break free at the moment. The day was good, no great, but in the evening my desires got worse till... Tomorrow is another day, I feel I'm missing out on the holiness of chanuka that leaves me upset
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Re: My Kosel of Honour 19 Dec 2014 00:58 #245408

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Well....from Chanukah to Chanukah...you are here again.
B"H for that.
Perhaps write down the areas that you have progressed in over the last year, and the areas that perhaps are not so good.
What have you learned?
Is it time perhaps to do somethin' different?
We shall continue iy"H.

b'hatzlachah

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Re: My Kosel of Honour 19 Dec 2014 08:21 #245429

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Thanks for bumping my thread, I read some of my post over, from 'last year', interesting. I seemed to be much more open then. I'm thinking over what to write, where I've progressed, slipped, what I am doing the same, what different. I definitely don't feel like the same person. But can't explain why. Let me think on it.
One things for sure, this Chanuka is better, I've not attained any lofty kedusha or insights, but I am clean.
I did make a conscious decision in the lead up, to חנוכה to be clean. I even said 'no movies' like I kept to in Elul. Alas I didn't keep that promise but BH I have been clean, one day at a time. (and don't want to brag)
Have a lichtiger chanuka everyone.

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Re: My Kosel of Honour 19 Dec 2014 15:56 #245432

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Thank you
My pleasure
Great news, and we are lookin' forward to the rest.
Not sure if you have my email; it's thenewme613@hotmail.com

b'hatzlachah

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Re: My Kosel of Honour 12 Jan 2015 04:58 #247014

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O.K this is my thread so this I guess is the best place to write it.

I'd been slipping around for weeks, and today finally admitted to myself that I fell, I lingered too long looking at what I shouldn't.
So I've reset the 90.
Also it was Mikva night, and I'd been doing so well, with my wife. I even got her in the mood, tired as she was, but then I had a P.E. Inevitable most likely especially what I had been looking at earlier in the day.
Sorry if this is too explicit, but I wouldn't know who else to tell.

We are not fighting the YH as a process to get through in order to be able to get back to normal life; the fight wih the YH is the essence of our existence - Hopeing

Re: My Kosel of Honour 12 Jan 2015 06:00 #247018

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Thanks for the share.
it's important.
We feel for you, but are confident that you're workin' the recovery.
Continued hatzlachah

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Re: My Kosel of Honour 10 Sep 2016 22:57 #294953

israel613120 OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 267 Karma: 10	OK I've dusted of this ole thread of mine Recent news; been up and down last few months, but have not made more than 30 days without a slip/fall I just wanted to tell the guys, that on ערב שבת, I got myself a kosher phone, no email, whatsapp, or internet, not even any games. You tube on my phone had been my main source of falling.
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Re: My Kosel of Honour 11 Sep 2016 00:55 #294954

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Re: My Kosel of Honour 14 Sep 2016 16:23 #295101

gibbor120 OFFLINE Platinum Boarder NEVER EVER GIVE UP! Posts: 5251 Karma: 166	Mazal tov on the change! Keep us posted on how it affects you.
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Re: My Kosel of Honour 23 Sep 2016 18:38 #295530

tzedekchaim Current streak: 2239 days OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 187 Karma: 28	Join the retro-phone club!! Do you by any chance have the nifty flip-open-to-answer feature that smart phones are dying to have Hatzlacha!! For today and for the next day, and the next one, and the ... (you get the point )

Re: My Kosel of Honour 23 Sep 2016 19:10 #295532

trysohard Current streak: 2809 days OFFLINE Expert Boarder clever avatar goes here Posts: 97 Karma: 7	Great move on the phone! But remember the Y"H has been around since long before smartphones, so we can't get too complacent Hatzlacha!
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