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HI 23 Jun 2016 00:20 #290550

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I was one of the top buchrim in yeshivah , when one day i was bored and i typed the three letter word in the google search engine. and my life change since then. latter on when i got my first cellphone i was in the chatroom were i chated with girls and they sent me pics that i didnt even ask for and didnt even know what it was, as a teenager i was in a home of an older singel guyand must of his movies were in the shelve backwards, when I flipped them over I fliped out ! he ws like " oh you never sow a wommen and showed me a porn movie of a guy that never sow a women naked and his friedns  show him one.
 the i was hooked onto web chats I loved getting a girl to smile and iv been clean for a while but latly shidducim were not working out and i felt hopeless so I went on kangaroo life and othe website. now im on jewish websites like yitzchak and rivkah jdate. and im trying to stop
Last Edit: 23 Jun 2016 00:28 by cordnoy.

Re: HI 23 Jun 2016 00:29 #290553

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Recovery and dating should be B'hatzlachah.
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GYE Handbook | Gibbor's Insights | GYE FAQ - Thanks Skep and DMS123456789 White Book | Big Book (Alcoholics Anonymous)

If one gives up at the first sign of a struggle, he is really not ready to be successful."
"Tryin' and doin' are two different thin's - tryin' is hopin'; doin' is succeedin'.
"The right thin' to do and the hard thin' to do are usually the same."


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Re: HI 23 Jun 2016 00:33 #290555

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Welcome!

Are you still in yeshiva?

I heard cordnoy you're opening new sites, wow upgrading to an AdmorAdmin!!

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Re: HI 23 Jun 2016 02:16 #290566

Welcome! Stick around and take out what you can get from people who relate (me) and the experts (). 
Seriously, you will be surprised by how many people are like you around here, even top bachrim in yeshah. 

Re: HI 23 Jun 2016 04:56 #290587

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Welcome to gye,

Like Shmiras said, we have many chashuv people here.

Keep posting and asking questions. Ain habaishun lomed.

Hatzlacha!

Re: HI 23 Jun 2016 13:16 #290597

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Karl Marx wrote on 23 Jun 2016 00:33:
Welcome!

Are you still in yeshiva?

I heard cordnoy you're opening new sites, wow upgrading to an AdmorAdmin!!

Mazel Tov

You care to spill the beans ?
Aka -  Mischadeish075

Re: HI 24 Jun 2016 05:04 #290637

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bobgold wrote on 23 Jun 2016 00:20:
I was one of the top buchrim in yeshivah , when one day i was bored and i typed the three letter word in the google search engine. and my life change since then. latter on when i got my first cellphone i was in the chatroom were i chated with girls and they sent me pics that i didnt even ask for and didnt even know what it was, as a teenager i was in a home of an older singel guyand must of his movies were in the shelve backwards, when I flipped them over I fliped out ! he ws like " oh you never sow a wommen and showed me a porn movie of a guy that never sow a women naked and his friedns  show him one.
 the i was hooked onto web chats I loved getting a girl to smile and iv been clean for a while but latly shidducim were not working out and i felt hopeless so I went on kangaroo life and othe website. now im on jewish websites like yitzchak and rivkah jdate. and im trying to stop

I think you are making all this up. I have been on line for the last two days looking for kangaroo life and Yitzchak and rivka jdate, and they do not exist.
Have a corny day ... and if you do have other plans, change 'em!!
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Re: HI 24 Jun 2016 05:08 #290638

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Mggsbms
I just cracked your name

"My google golly son's brother's mother's spouse"

PA kindly just answered your question
 
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Re: HI 24 Jun 2016 10:47 #290641

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I see that our esteemed Admor/Admin edited the original post. Maybe he changed the names of the sites to keep curious members out of trouble. 
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And every day that you want to waste, that you want to waste, you can
And every day that you want to wake up, that you want to wake, you can
And every day that you want to change, that you want to change, yeah
I'll help you see it through...


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Re: HI 24 Jun 2016 15:47 #290652

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Darn, I've been searching for the yitzchak and rivkah site.
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Re: HI 24 Jun 2016 15:49 #290654

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Re: HI 24 Jun 2016 16:35 #290663

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And if you're already married, a note from your wife.
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וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל

And every day that you want to waste, that you want to waste, you can
And every day that you want to wake up, that you want to wake, you can
And every day that you want to change, that you want to change, yeah
I'll help you see it through...


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Re: HI 24 Jun 2016 18:34 #290674

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Welcome!  Keep posting.  Your story is not uncommon.  Keep posting.  We are here for you.

Re: HI 24 Jun 2016 19:23 #290678

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bobgold wrote on 23 Jun 2016 00:20:
I was one of the top buchrim in yeshivah , when one day i was bored and i typed the three letter word in the google search engine. and my life change since then. latter on when i got my first cellphone i was in the chatroom were i chated with girls and they sent me pics that i didnt even ask for and didnt even know what it was, as a teenager i was in a home of an older singel guyand must of his movies were in the shelve backwards, when I flipped them over I fliped out ! he ws like " oh you never sow a wommen and showed me a porn movie of a guy that never sow a women naked and his friedns  show him one.
 the i was hooked onto web chats I loved getting a girl to smile and iv been clean for a while but latly shidducim were not working out and i felt hopeless so I went on kangaroo life and othe website. now im on jewish websites like yitzchak and rivkah jdate. and im trying to stop

Hmmmm....

Now I've been Google searchin' the beginnin' of his post.

Sun.....nope, that wasn't it.
Car....but which one? There are so many models.
Bat.....the animal or the baseball? Perhaps a combination.
Sew....Nothing there that perked my interest....wait, is that my wife, or her mother?
I give up!
I'll stick to words with four letters.
My email: thenewme613@hotmail.com
My threads:
GYE Handbook | Gibbor's Insights | GYE FAQ - Thanks Skep and DMS123456789 White Book | Big Book (Alcoholics Anonymous)

If one gives up at the first sign of a struggle, he is really not ready to be successful."
"Tryin' and doin' are two different thin's - tryin' is hopin'; doin' is succeedin'.
"The right thin' to do and the hard thin' to do are usually the same."


Disclaimer: I am not a cheerleader; B"H, there are many on the site. I am here to change myself, and with God's help, by some mistake, I might even help change others.

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Re: HI 28 Jun 2016 02:18 #290854

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Thanx guys. 
I feel better that I haave your support, honestly I amm a bit offended by some of the comments that were pposted.

I just fell again, and I after a few days clean, I fell again and watched and jerked off. 
How many  times have I promised myself, this wont happen again. 
and yet I fall again and again and again.

I felt like giving up


 
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