I was one of the top buchrim in yeshivah , when one day i was bored and i typed the three letter word in the google search engine. and my life change since then. latter on when i got my first cellphone i was in the chatroom were i chated with girls and they sent me pics that i didnt even ask for and didnt even know what it was, as a teenager i was in a home of an older singel guyand must of his movies were in the shelve backwards, when I flipped them over I fliped out ! he ws like " oh you never sow a wommen and showed me a porn movie of a guy that never sow a women naked and his friedns  show him one.
 the i was hooked onto web chats I loved getting a girl to smile and iv been clean for a while but latly shidducim were not working out and i felt hopeless so I went on kangaroo life and othe website. now im on jewish websites like yitzchak and rivkah jdate. and im trying to stop

Recovery and dating should be B'hatzlachah.

Welcome!

Are you still in yeshiva?

I heard cordnoy you're opening new sites, wow upgrading to an AdmorAdmin!!

Mazel Tov

Welcome! Stick around and take out what you can get from people who relate (me) and the experts (). 
Seriously, you will be surprised by how many people are like you around here, even top bachrim in yeshah. 

Welcome to gye,

Like Shmiras said, we have many chashuv people here.

Keep posting and asking questions. Ain habaishun lomed.

Hatzlacha!

Karl Marx wrote on 23 Jun 2016 00:33:

You care to spill the beans ?

bobgold wrote on 23 Jun 2016 00:20:

I think you are making all this up. I have been on line for the last two days looking for kangaroo life and Yitzchak and rivka jdate, and they do not exist.

Mggsbms
I just cracked your name

"My google golly son's brother's mother's spouse"

PA kindly just answered your question
 

I see that our esteemed Admor/Admin edited the original post. Maybe he changed the names of the sites to keep curious members out of trouble. 

Darn, I've been searching for the yitzchak and rivkah site.

You need special permissions and RSVP pass and a 62 page Shidduch resume with all your FFB contacts included

And if you're already married, a note from your wife.

Welcome!  Keep posting.  Your story is not uncommon.  Keep posting.  We are here for you.

bobgold wrote on 23 Jun 2016 00:20:

Hmmmm....

Now I've been Google searchin' the beginnin' of his post.

Sun.....nope, that wasn't it.
Car....but which one? There are so many models.
Bat.....the animal or the baseball? Perhaps a combination.
Sew....Nothing there that perked my interest....wait, is that my wife, or her mother?
I give up!
I'll stick to words with four letters.

Thanx guys. 
I feel better that I haave your support, honestly I amm a bit offended by some of the comments that were pposted.

I just fell again, and I after a few days clean, I fell again and watched and jerked off. 
How many  times have I promised myself, this wont happen again. 
and yet I fall again and again and again.

I felt like giving up