hey guys thanks and yes very little bit is a zechus. But I still call myself "waydown". i ma far from a bal teshuva on an aggregate sense. But if you wnat to meet tzadkim on this site I'll refer you to Dov, Cordnoy, Watson, Gibor120 Serenty for starters. Sorry if left others out. There are many more both hidden and non hidden tzadkim on this site.

May we all have a "hielliga" Shabbos yidden!!!

waydown wrote:


You also put in those who don't belong....referrin' to myself, who is far, far removed from bein' a tzaddik.

And yes, I agree...May we all have a hellaga Shabbos.

Waydown I have a suspicion your name was gonna be VayDown
One time too many you fell in lusting, and you said
oy VAY I fell DOWN
To hide your identity somewhat you changed the Vay to Way... Down

But it's too late we all know who you are. A chassidishe yungerman with waydown wrote:
. And a chashuve one too. Too late mein chaver.

Now please 'tu ins alle a toive un toish dein nicknummen hecher, odder nitz dein echte hilige nummen'

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markz wrote:


Bring it on!

Cordnoy IS the moderator!!

Markz

Hey don't make fun of my baldness and cholent boch or actually chulent (the chasidish way). I thank hashem that I ain't that good lookin. It saves me from sinning. And the same is true for wealth. If I was a rich man... unlike tevel from fiddler on the roof, I would prob indulge alot more in lust. Unfortantley for the right price one can get what they want in this crazy world. This does bring me to an interesting question, is it OK to look at a rich guy in ones community who seemed to be brought down by lust (yes its often rumors and pur loshon hara)? He was king and top askan in the community. And lust brought it all down. Do I want the same? Again I am not knocking this wealthy guy, even if rumors are true I would not be better and I would probably worse. It takes one to know one. But is it OK to look at it and chap a tziter?

So last nite, I had strong itch to sin. But BH I was so tired from just doing local sunday errands that I didn't even have koach to contemplate fighting it verse surrender. I just said to myself you are so tired just go to sleep and skip the nonsense. Halvei tonite as well.

waydown wrote:


Mazel tov, very happy for you.

waydown wrote:


You're makin a mistake. The YH is very kind, he doesn't discriminate between poor and rich

And btw you're probably good lookin'.
We gotta now do some good inward looking. All the best my friend

Markz yes very true, but we do know that often the eibishter doesn't give us nisyanos that we can't pass. There are lots of chasidish stories of people that wanted ashires but either didn't get it or got it and realized that they couldn't deal with it. (My rav said over that R mier Permashlinar use to give the seventh hakafa to one who needed ahsires. But if the guy was a kamtzan he didn't give him the zechus. A similar concept)

Oh just a point in hand. There was recently an public display article about an OTD kid that I knew somewhat who made it very rich. The front cover of the article had a pic of him and two very good looking women. (Not very good for lusters like me) Its clear that his money bought him that. ( Yes he was a poor nerdy not good looking kid till he made it rich). Would I be better? No. Thats my point thank you hashem that I am not rich for this reason alone. But hashem I wouldn't mind a little more help paying my bills bmnuchas hanefeshB)

waydown wrote:


No!!! We are supposed to live in self deception and bury our heads in the sand.

Hashivalisesonyishecho,

Yes LOL obviously I get the pros. My reason why not is, I am kind of looking down and judging others rather than myself. It just feels cheap like because of yenims downfall thats why I should be better? Shouldn't I be better because of me. I guess I don't really make to much sense as to why not . So I'll leave it as a yes it OK.

Clean again last nite. BH despite not sleeping so well the tavia just wasn't there!!

waydown wrote:

Does that scare you? After a while it scares me.