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Re: My Book of Business 06 Jul 2017 00:05 #316781

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Re: My Book of Business 06 Jul 2017 00:13 #316782

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WWhy isn’t there a dancing emoji? Mmm, im sorry, i meant a trucking emoji!
lets dance together!
lets be clean together! 
lets be happy together! 
and lets be strong together!
My email:jacdoja@gmail.com
My threads: my long נסיעה of almost 30 years ~ My Book of Business ~ My Upcoming Dilemma

להטות לבבנו אליו ללכת בכל דרכיו ולשמר מצותיו וחקיו ומשפטיו אשר צוה את אבתינו
כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים

Re: My Book of Business 06 Jul 2017 03:52 #316791

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Mazel tov on an incredible accomplishment. Your eyes are being purified and iyh the rest of you will follow. Your eyes are also being cured and you will iyh see things from a better Yiddish perspective. Ashreichem.
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Re: My Book of Business 06 Jul 2017 04:28 #316792

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Shivisi_Hashem, you're really amazing. Great work and you should def celebrate this 90 day achievement, it's big stuff! I'm not sure if I've been porn free for 90 days yet, (It's around now or in the next two weeks, I think), I officially started my porn free diet after 90 days of no mz"l. What I can say I'd that I feel very different, definitely more connected, less negativity, etc. Life without porn is so much higher than with it. So celebrate away! Celebrate by thanking Hashem, make a shehakol on some Woodford, have extra concentration in the meaning of the bracha - everything is from God. He created lust & challenged us to overcome the temptation. Break down the temptations: porn is one, women in the street are another, etc. Going 90 days without falling to 1 temptation is an incredible achievement, so keep it up!

Re: My Book of Business 06 Jul 2017 15:06 #316806

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Shivisi_Hashem wrote on 03 Jul 2017 16:09:

getthere wrote on 03 Jul 2017 15:51:
Shivisi - good to see you up and running again. Keep posting the news and also what makes you have to restart. It gets easier but don't forget an addict has his own mind and needs to be reminded that its an addict.
Keep strong we are counting on you

thank you for your support,
so far i dont see any light of the tunnel, its not getting easier, i still go trough very difficult nights, day is not that hard, i BH dont have any Taveh for porn, and no Taveh to look on ladys on the street, which is big win for me, i never thought that i will one day be at this stage, im fully clean from those stuff, i know by now that this things are just fake and empty, but the nights are very tough, and its only the lust, the lust triggers are so high, that sometimes its almost impossible to make it trough. i cant wait it should get at least easier, i know that lust is here to stay, but it should get easier to control.

Sorry for my ignorance but what do you lust for then?

Re: My Book of Business 06 Jul 2017 17:43 #316813

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getthere wrote on 06 Jul 2017 15:06:

Shivisi_Hashem wrote on 03 Jul 2017 16:09:

getthere wrote on 03 Jul 2017 15:51:
Shivisi - good to see you up and running again. Keep posting the news and also what makes you have to restart. It gets easier but don't forget an addict has his own mind and needs to be reminded that its an addict.
Keep strong we are counting on you

thank you for your support,
so far i dont see any light of the tunnel, its not getting easier, i still go trough very difficult nights, day is not that hard, i BH dont have any Taveh for porn, and no Taveh to look on ladys on the street, which is big win for me, i never thought that i will one day be at this stage, im fully clean from those stuff, i know by now that this things are just fake and empty, but the nights are very tough, and its only the lust, the lust triggers are so high, that sometimes its almost impossible to make it trough. i cant wait it should get at least easier, i know that lust is here to stay, but it should get easier to control.

Sorry for my ignorance but what do you lust for then?

yes, the lust is for na..d women, in all kinds and forms of imaginations, and i still know its just lust and not real, and even without watching and looking after them. and its tough, and thats my test here.
My email:jacdoja@gmail.com
My threads: my long נסיעה of almost 30 years ~ My Book of Business ~ My Upcoming Dilemma

להטות לבבנו אליו ללכת בכל דרכיו ולשמר מצותיו וחקיו ומשפטיו אשר צוה את אבתינו
כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים

Re: My Book of Business 06 Jul 2017 17:57 #316814

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Day #10

B"H I passed Day #9 and Today is Day #10 !!!

I BH Past 90 days Porn clean!!!!

Today is number #10, I had BH a clean yesterday day and night,

BH I past 90 days clean from porn, I never ever thought that I will pass that, it looked to me as an impossible thing, I didn’t even dream about it, I was sooo hooked up, but as they say, “when there is a will – there is a way”, so, ill take that saying for my tougher one, acting out, I will get there, (oops, I don’t look forward, Today only), I will make you all proud and be a model to all of you….

Hashem, thank you, for helping me to survive, thanks to my best partner, and thank you all of you on GYE, I’m clean only because of you, it has nothing to do with me… I’m powerless, I wouldn’t be clean today without your help, I’m very happy that I’m part of this chevrah, without you, I wouldn’t be where I’m today.


Today is Day #10, and Today only, it’s the best & easiest way to recovery, its not that easy at all, but its not that hard too, like the Gamara says, for the Tsadikim the YH will look like a mountain, and they will cry how they were able to overcome the Nisyoines, and for the Rashuim the YH will look like a Spider web (familiar? Website?) and they will cry why they didn’t overcome the Nisyoines, so let’s look at it like a spider web, and lets overcome him, it’s an easy one… but all together, B’achdus,


Let’s Stay Strong! Let’s Stay Clean! And let’s be positive and happy, Yes! We can! And Together!

My email:jacdoja@gmail.com
My threads: my long נסיעה of almost 30 years ~ My Book of Business ~ My Upcoming Dilemma

להטות לבבנו אליו ללכת בכל דרכיו ולשמר מצותיו וחקיו ומשפטיו אשר צוה את אבתינו
כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים

Re: My Book of Business 06 Jul 2017 17:59 #316815

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Markz wrote on 05 Jul 2017 23:47:
Mazel Tov!!!!!

It's a great achievement

Don't look back - if you need to see behind you, use your Rearview mirror only

KEEP ON TRUCKING!!!!!

Rear window is fogy!!
Thank you anyway!!
My email:jacdoja@gmail.com
My threads: my long נסיעה of almost 30 years ~ My Book of Business ~ My Upcoming Dilemma

להטות לבבנו אליו ללכת בכל דרכיו ולשמר מצותיו וחקיו ומשפטיו אשר צוה את אבתינו
כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים

Re: My Book of Business 06 Jul 2017 18:00 #316816

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Gevura Shebyesod wrote on 05 Jul 2017 23:58:

Shivisi_Hashem wrote on 05 Jul 2017 23:32:
I just noticed, today is day #90 clean of porn viewing! Should i celebrate? I had a few acting falls in between, but i did t watch porn, and i didnt look on women, is it something? Does it count? Should i celebrate? If yes, how? Please get me some ideas!
Thank you all, Thank you GYE, its only you!!!

With Woodford, of course!

KUTGW, and remember don't drink and drive

Old Fashion vodka works too!!
Thank you
My email:jacdoja@gmail.com
My threads: my long נסיעה of almost 30 years ~ My Book of Business ~ My Upcoming Dilemma

להטות לבבנו אליו ללכת בכל דרכיו ולשמר מצותיו וחקיו ומשפטיו אשר צוה את אבתינו
כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים

Re: My Book of Business 06 Jul 2017 18:02 #316817

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Hashem Help Me wrote on 06 Jul 2017 03:52:
Mazel tov on an incredible accomplishment. Your eyes are being purified and iyh the rest of you will follow. Your eyes are also being cured and you will iyh see things from a better Yiddish perspective. Ashreichem.

the million dollar question is: why in the world im still struggling with out watching porn..... and why are they still in my head.... 
My email:jacdoja@gmail.com
My threads: my long נסיעה of almost 30 years ~ My Book of Business ~ My Upcoming Dilemma

להטות לבבנו אליו ללכת בכל דרכיו ולשמר מצותיו וחקיו ומשפטיו אשר צוה את אבתינו
כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים

Re: My Book of Business 06 Jul 2017 18:27 #316820

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Shivisi_Hashem wrote on 06 Jul 2017 18:02:

Hashem Help Me wrote on 06 Jul 2017 03:52:
Mazel tov on an incredible accomplishment. Your eyes are being purified and iyh the rest of you will follow. Your eyes are also being cured and you will iyh see things from a better Yiddish perspective. Ashreichem.

the million dollar question is: why in the world im still struggling with out watching porn..... and why are they still in my head.... 

Because once in, not easily out. But you can learn not to pay much attention. 

Re: My Book of Business 06 Jul 2017 18:33 #316822

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Workingguy wrote on 06 Jul 2017 18:27:

Shivisi_Hashem wrote on 06 Jul 2017 18:02:

Hashem Help Me wrote on 06 Jul 2017 03:52:
Mazel tov on an incredible accomplishment. Your eyes are being purified and iyh the rest of you will follow. Your eyes are also being cured and you will iyh see things from a better Yiddish perspective. Ashreichem.

the million dollar question is: why in the world im still struggling with out watching porn..... and why are they still in my head.... 

Because once in, not easily out. But you can learn not to pay much attention. 

will get there IY"h one day
My email:jacdoja@gmail.com
My threads: my long נסיעה of almost 30 years ~ My Book of Business ~ My Upcoming Dilemma

להטות לבבנו אליו ללכת בכל דרכיו ולשמר מצותיו וחקיו ומשפטיו אשר צוה את אבתינו
כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים

Re: My Book of Business 06 Jul 2017 18:34 #316823

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Shivisi_Hashem wrote on 06 Jul 2017 18:02:

Hashem Help Me wrote on 06 Jul 2017 03:52:
Mazel tov on an incredible accomplishment. Your eyes are being purified and iyh the rest of you will follow. Your eyes are also being cured and you will iyh see things from a better Yiddish perspective. Ashreichem.

the million dollar question is: why in the world im still struggling with out watching porn..... and why are they still in my head.... 

Brilliant question!    אייגנ'ס?

Re: My Book of Business 06 Jul 2017 19:00 #316826

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New Person wrote on 06 Jul 2017 18:34:

Shivisi_Hashem wrote on 06 Jul 2017 18:02:

Hashem Help Me wrote on 06 Jul 2017 03:52:
Mazel tov on an incredible accomplishment. Your eyes are being purified and iyh the rest of you will follow. Your eyes are also being cured and you will iyh see things from a better Yiddish perspective. Ashreichem.

the million dollar question is: why in the world im still struggling with out watching porn..... and why are they still in my head.... 

Brilliant question!    אייגנ'ס?

My email:jacdoja@gmail.com
My threads: my long נסיעה of almost 30 years ~ My Book of Business ~ My Upcoming Dilemma

להטות לבבנו אליו ללכת בכל דרכיו ולשמר מצותיו וחקיו ומשפטיו אשר צוה את אבתינו
כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים

Re: My Book of Business 09 Jul 2017 04:40 #316899

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Today is #13
i had BH yesterday a great and clean shabbes, #12, shabbes was very nice, relaxing. 

some how rhis weekend was an easy one, i dont know why, but i didnt had that struggle i used to have, BH.

im hoping, praying and working on my self i should stay clean today, and im looking out for many more clean todays, it such a good feeling when im clean, it keeps me going in all aspects, im a normal human being, i have a life, im not like an animal, its sooo god, it feels yuuum..... everything is different, my relationship with my wife and kids, my daven and learn, in job, with friends, everything.

so thank you all, thank you my partner  and thank you hashem.
My email:jacdoja@gmail.com
My threads: my long נסיעה of almost 30 years ~ My Book of Business ~ My Upcoming Dilemma

להטות לבבנו אליו ללכת בכל דרכיו ולשמר מצותיו וחקיו ומשפטיו אשר צוה את אבתינו
כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים
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