so many things to say...

1. I think PG movies are very inappropriate. PG stands for parental guidance. Conventionally, this could mean that parents need to watch these movies with their children to explain more difficult ideas. Personally, I think the parents themselves need guidance to have let their children watch this junk in the first place.
2. Would you go to Russia if someone were there wanting to kill you? (PS: it's a little bigger than Italy, perhaps a little more litvish too) :-)
3. Never wanting to do it again... it sounds very dramatic. The addict's best tool is drama. Thunder and lightning in the background, tense violin processes as you audaciously click that forbidden link. The fate of the world rests in your hands. The dance for eternity. Do you pull out? Perhaps the Devil has sunken his teeth in too deeply, for now...   ...                      ie just try live today. Who cares about tomorrow?

Day 40: Very grateful to have reached forty days of sobriety. It's​ a significant step up (albeit a small one) from my usual run.

ODAAT. So important. Not sober for one day. Living for one day. As you get sober for longer it's tempting to think of being sober as a goal in itself. (In the beginning, being sober for a week or so ain't much of an accomplishment, so it's less tempting).

It ain't a goal in itself. It's about making room for life. Too make room for yourself. 

@singularity
There definitely is alot of junk out there, but there are some movies that don't have such terrible messages aren't there? Not to say that there aren't better ways to use one's time... But you gotta know yourself right? 

I don't understand the Russia analogy, would you clarify for me please? 

Thanks for giving me the kick in the pants I needed. (I suppose I was being dramatic).

Perhaps when you have a dark past it's tempting to want to counter it with imagining a bright future.

Today, or just one day, no matter how well lived, doesn't seem to be enough. Obviously though you are correct, one day at a time adds up to many days well lived. 

Peace

ihave........... you are a very insightful person. Looks like in the forecast it says you will be helpful to many people.

32 days shows the insane strength that your Yetzer Tov has. Use the guilt to do sincere Tshuva, and remember the guilt every time you have an urge. Hashem is with you and extremely proud of you!

Speaking of steak and sushi, I think we should make a plan to go out and get some some day soon. 

serenity wrote on 23 Mar 2017 02:42:

Lookin' forward.

Me too

MayanHamisgaber wrote on 23 Mar 2017 12:27:

Who invited you?

cordnoy wrote on 23 Mar 2017 12:35:

 You did
but can we wait 1/2 hr just ate cheese (6 hours is you think israeli yellow cheese needs that)

MayanHamisgaber wrote on 23 Mar 2017 12:43:

I thought I merely accepted serenity's invite.

cordnoy wrote on 23 Mar 2017 13:08:

True but since you accepted serenity's invite it was now official and since it was posted on a public forum I am taking advantage of an excuse to get some sushi and steaks YUM.  

And now we have a mezuman.

cordnoy wrote on 23 Mar 2017 14:03:

I am joining... I might even treat us to a bottle of wine,
Meanwhile I am so getting a steak tonight.

Don't forget the Woodford between the sushi and the steak

Gevura Shebyesod wrote on 23 Mar 2017 14:49:

Tell me again how much is required between fish and meat

Tell me again how much is required between meat and fish

Tell me again how much is required between wood and ford