Ina -which shir hamaalos
also I had a fall today 
I need to get serious about soberity spoke to dov This week and plan on speaking again sometime and I think I'm going to join cords call hopefully I'll get some ideas 
i felt like I didn't need to post "why tell anyone about your fall it doesn't make a difference" but it does 
so here I am 

Kapitel 163, the one about telepathy. Duh.

Sorry to hear about the fall, glad to hear you're taking steps to change it.


KOT!

inastruggle wrote:

I meant which tune ?

Kinda goes like this.

la la la
lalala lalala

LA LA LA 
LALALA LALALA

DUN dun DA dun dun da DEEN DUN DADEEDADUN

It's called the imperial march.

inastruggle wrote:

It's from reb nachmun? 
 

Um. 

Not exactly. 

Reb Williams, ah groiseh baal menagen.

Hey all so I'm looking for a sponsor/partner 
i don't really have any requirements besides being sober for a while though  not white knuckling 
and he has to be able to put up with my shnitzlefaceness (my iPod finally learned and now shnitzlefaceness is part of autocorrect (aryehfiying my ipod mwhahahahahahahahah))

I fell once during the week 
I finally worked out my schedule so I can do his call regularly 
i got down this week for two main reasons  
the first is that my rebbi mentioned that we should work on ourselves and learn as much we could while young as we no major problems and responsibilities  to worry about such as a wife and kids  parnosah ETC that got me down as that unfortunately does not apply to me and I reallized that I really in a sense have ruined my teenage years which leads me to number 2
2 which is that I reallized I cant remember what it is like before this began when I was just an normal kid I've always had a problem with living in the present usually fixating on what I could have done better and what the future will bring 
I don't know if anyone gets Mishpacah magazine but we were mentioned this week 

 

inastruggle wrote on 27 May 2016 17:51:

Yea, except that the shnitzlefaceness makes me hungry.

If I had to guess I'd say he's not posting because he's in yeshiva for shavuos.

I wish..
I wish I had wifi in Yeshivah so I could post more
i wish I had the courage to tell my mother when she asks me if/why I'm stressed I would say ya mom I actually have an addiction 
I wish I wasn't so involved in politics in Yeshivah
i wish I didn't want to fall so much 
I wish I didn't have two wet dreams in as many days 
i wish I hadn't been given this to start with 
I wish I was just normal 
I wish I wasn't so pathetic stop wishing and would start doing 
I am..
I am going to phone in to cords call once a week live (I can't do more because the number isn't local)
I am going to listen to the recordings for the days I miss
i am going to try and dis-engage myself from politics at Yeshivah (spoke to my reel I a bit about this)

I believe there is a local number.

Unless you're in Fargo, Calcutta or Jackson.

Both the listed number for canada and the one skep gave me were listed as long distance 

Brother you don't sound like a tough cookie

Whats with the signature? I don't get it? Is it meant to be inspiration for me, or for you

Please join our email group where there are fellows from Canada who call in.
They can help you as well.