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Re: Ben Torah's 90 day journey and beyond 21 Jan 2016 03:25 #275105

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Gevura Shebyesod wrote:
Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?


Deus scit

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Re: Ben Torah's 90 day journey and beyond 21 Jan 2016 17:42 #275143

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cordnoy wrote:
Workingguy wrote:
cordnoy wrote:
stillgoing wrote:
Workingguy wrote:
Seriously, when I'm after the spare ribs sometimes I don't even notice the women. Not sure if that's a good thing.

The first women was made from a spare rib...


That's a good line.

All of mine were censored.


Aren't you a moderator? Can't you just slip you lines in!


Yes
I can
Wise mind censors the addict part.

Humpf, I wish I had that.
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Re: Ben Torah's 90 day journey and beyond 21 Jan 2016 17:43 #275144

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I had to google translate all that latin...
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Re: Ben Torah's 90 day journey and beyond 21 Jan 2016 19:34 #275154

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cordnoy wrote:
Gevura Shebyesod wrote:
Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?


Deus scit

Si me vigilem, miserere nostri Deus omnium!

Based on what I learned from the depressed persons chill spot, the above loosely means

Gevura asks:
Who watches the watchers?

That was probably in reference to Cordnoy sayin that as a moderator, he also gets censored.


Cordnoy answers
God knows

If I was awake, have mercy on us, O God of all!

I can only guess that Cordnoy was drinking a little woodford while he gave that answer. Either that, or my Latin is getting rusty.
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Re: Ben Torah's 90 day journey and beyond 21 Jan 2016 19:37 #275155

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ثم مرة أخرى، فإنه يمكن أن جوجل ترجمة فقط لم أفهم ما cordnoy عظيم كان يقول.
BIG SHOT!
Free Choice?!
Yirai's Memories
STORY TIME :)

Dr. Seuss - You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself in any direction you choose. You're on your own, and you know what you know. And you are the guy who'll decide where to go.

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Last Edit: 21 Jan 2016 19:37 by stillgoing.

Re: Ben Torah's 90 day journey and beyond 21 Jan 2016 19:59 #275158

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stillgoing wrote:
ثم مرة أخرى، فإنه يمكن أن جوجل ترجمة فقط لم أفهم ما cordnoy عظيم كان يقول.


Is that what you say while you behead the roaches?
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"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
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Re: Ben Torah's 90 day journey and beyond 21 Jan 2016 20:13 #275163

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Shlomo24 wrote:
cordnoy wrote:
Workingguy wrote:
cordnoy wrote:
stillgoing wrote:
Workingguy wrote:
Seriously, when I'm after the spare ribs sometimes I don't even notice the women. Not sure if that's a good thing.

The first women was made from a spare rib...


That's a good line.

All of mine were censored.


Aren't you a moderator? Can't you just slip you lines in!


Yes
I can
Wise mind censors the addict part.

Humpf, I wish I had that.


He comes and goes.
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Re: Ben Torah's 90 day journey and beyond 21 Jan 2016 20:14 #275164

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stillgoing wrote:
cordnoy wrote:
Gevura Shebyesod wrote:
Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?


Deus scit

Si me vigilem, miserere nostri Deus omnium!

Based on what I learned from the depressed persons chill spot, the above loosely means

Gevura asks:
Who watches the watchers?

That was probably in reference to Cordnoy sayin that as a moderator, he also gets censored.


Cordnoy answers
God knows

If I was awake, have mercy on us, O God of all!

I can only guess that Cordnoy was drinking a little woodford while he gave that answer. Either that, or my Latin is getting rusty.


Rusty.....
My email: thenewme613@hotmail.com
My threads: Mikvah Night - Page 1Page 2Page 3Last Page

https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/210029-Tryin
:pinch: Warning: Spoiler!
My job: Punchin' bag of GYE - "NeshamaInCharge"
Quote from the chevra: "Is Cordnoy truly a Treasure Island pirate from the Southern Seas?"

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Re: Ben Torah's 90 day journey and beyond 21 Jan 2016 20:20 #275166

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stillgoing wrote:
ثم مرة أخرى، فإنه يمكن أن جوجل ترجمة فقط لم أفهم ما cordnoy عظيم كان يقول.


cordnoy لا يتكلمون العربية
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Re: Ben Torah's 90 day journey and beyond 21 Jan 2016 20:22 #275168

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cordnoy wrote:
stillgoing wrote:
ثم مرة أخرى، فإنه يمكن أن جوجل ترجمة فقط لم أفهم ما cordnoy عظيم كان يقول.


cordnoy لا يتكلمون العربية



يبدو أن لديك! إما أن، أو كنت أحسب شخص يمكن أن يترجم ذلك لك. كما لمشرف، أعتقد أنك في حاجة إلى معرفة كل اللغات 70.
BIG SHOT!
Free Choice?!
Yirai's Memories
STORY TIME :)

Dr. Seuss - You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself in any direction you choose. You're on your own, and you know what you know. And you are the guy who'll decide where to go.

FSKOT! (Fell Shmell--Keep on Trucking) (The Rebba R' Bards)

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Re: Ben Torah's 90 day journey and beyond 21 Jan 2016 20:28 #275172

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I could've sworn this was the English site. Maybe I've been drinkin' too much Woodford...
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Re: Ben Torah's 90 day journey and beyond 21 Jan 2016 20:37 #275175

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Bigmoish wrote:
I could've sworn this was the English site. Maybe I've been drinkin' too much Woodford...


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Sorry for hijacking your thread Ben, Hows the journey going?
:pinch: Warning: Spoiler!
BIG SHOT!
Free Choice?!
Yirai's Memories
STORY TIME :)

Dr. Seuss - You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself in any direction you choose. You're on your own, and you know what you know. And you are the guy who'll decide where to go.

FSKOT! (Fell Shmell--Keep on Trucking) (The Rebba R' Bards)

613stillgoing@gmail.com

Re: Ben Torah's 90 day journey and beyond 22 Jan 2016 04:10 #275204

stillgoing wrote:
Bigmoish wrote:
I could've sworn this was the English site. Maybe I've been drinkin' too much Woodford...


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Sorry for hijacking your thread Ben, Hows the journey going?
:pinch: Warning: Spoiler!

Going well, thanks for asking! Just made it to day 50!
Thank God for this cold weather. The nisyonos on the street are considerably mitigated...

I pasted what you wrote into Google Translate, but I had it set to translate to Hebrew. This is what I got:
מצטער לחטוף את החוט שלך בן
Feel free to email me at BenTorah.BaalHabayis@gmail.com

1 day may be too long for me, but I take it OWAAT = One wave at a time, cause the lust comes and goes like a wave which rises and crashes.

Re: Ben Torah's 90 day journey and beyond 22 Jan 2016 04:31 #275205

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BenTorah.BaalHabayis wrote:
stillgoing wrote:
Bigmoish wrote:
I could've sworn this was the English site. Maybe I've been drinkin' too much Woodford...


lable.png


Sorry for hijacking your thread Ben, Hows the journey going?
:pinch: Warning: Spoiler!

Going well, thanks for asking! Just made it to day 50!
Thank God for this cold weather. The nisyonos on the street are considerably mitigated...

I pasted what you wrote into Google Translate, but I had it set to translate to Hebrew. This is what I got:
מצטער לחטוף את החוט שלך בן
I think some guys caught a flight to Saudia Arabia to beat the blizzard

But I'm worried the cold is getting to their heads, cos when I was younger the humor section used to rock at night, not in the day. Now they're drinking anything on the rocks to keep warm, which has side effects of jokin' in the middle of the day חלילה and they can't even talk normal English - kaput

My friend BBBH how time flies, it was only like yesterday when you joined, and I'm impressed to see how well you're Trucking! Terrific!!

Care to share what tools have gained you success please?

All the best!
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Re: Ben Torah's 90 day journey and beyond 25 Jan 2016 04:17 #275385

markz wrote:


My friend BBBH how time flies, it was only like yesterday when you joined, and I'm impressed to see how well you're Trucking! Terrific!!

Care to share what tools have gained you success please?

All the best!


Thanks Markz! Indeed, I can't believe it's been 50 days already. I feel like a different person.
I don't know exactly what has caused my success. To tell you the truth, I'm surprised at the relative ease of my journey. I took a plunge with this 90 Day Chart, and when I started I didn't really have any idea how I was going to make it after struggling for so long. But it seems that really all I needed was A) get out of isolation and have a place to express my struggles and feelings, B ) get some validation that I'm not a bad person for struggling with this and by extension slowly getting past the shame, and C) learn some new attitudes and perspectives on how to approach these struggles as well as issues of lust and sex in general.
Iv'e written in this thread as well as in various posts around the forums about some of these perspectives that have helped me, and I hope to write more as I learn more. I just made a siyum and Part 1 of the GYE Handbook and began Part 2, so I still have a lot to read and learn. The Chizuk emails have also proved invaluable to me as really bring to the table a wide assortment of approaches with a different twist almost every day. Between the emails and the forums it also helps me retain my focus.
I pray to Hashem daily to help me continue on my journey!
Feel free to email me at BenTorah.BaalHabayis@gmail.com

1 day may be too long for me, but I take it OWAAT = One wave at a time, cause the lust comes and goes like a wave which rises and crashes.
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