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Rebuild613 wrote on 23 Nov 2020 00:34:

I'm trying to do tshuvah for when I used to make people walk the plank.

מזל טוב!! תזכה לבנות בית נאמן בקדושה וטהרה.

(And make sure the driveway is big enough to fit the monsta bus )

This is Huge!!!!!!!!!

Mazal Tov!!! Ich hob gemacht a rekidah offen ort far a halbeh shoeh mamesh. Ich bin azoiy freilech un zeir tzufriden far dir.

May you continue to inspire us and have only hatzlachah!

Your friend, Wilnevergiveup

Mazel Tov!
You’re a pillar of inspiration and hope.
Keep Rebuilding! We need you!

with love,

YeshivaGuy

Demolished wrote on 19 Nov 2020 19:01:

I just read this. Heroic. I’m speechless. Rebuild? Seems like ur a pretty chashove building already!
I have a similar story...
Keep shteiging, wow, I’m so impressed. Tremendous Kidush HaShem. Ashrecha!

Mazel tov!! 

What a fitting name! 

I was born on a day that dawned bright and blue,
A life of ease I excitedly anticipated,

But as time went on I got older and grew,
It was years of suffering, unmitigated,

People I trusted the most stabbed me in the back,
Destroying my innocence till it was no more,

Turning the bright and blue to horrible inky black,
I fearfully turned around, what more is in store?

Now every day I wake up drowning in my tears,
How can they do this to me, have they no sense of shame?

Somebody help me! I shout but nobody really cares,
how can they continue with their mutilation and their maime?

Each morning I'm forced with threats to return,  I limp, one foot at a time straight to the beasts lair,

They yell and shout, clear your head and start to learn!
Oh! Why do I deserve this, I didn't do anything to them! I swear!

Hope, self worth and love, totally abolished,
Torture and suffering is what my heart does beat,

Years of floundering, now I feel demolished,
My future laying in shambles at my feet,

Do I need life? Why do I breathe? Is there really a need?
I'm just a broken vessel no will ever use,

Every breath a torturous struggle, I sit here and I bleed,
Is there an end to this degradation, this humiliating abuse?

Terrified, awaiting the next dose of violation
I feel as if I'm constantly hanging over a precipice,

Questions, Does evil know no satiation?
Can no one give me just one hug and kiss?

Now the answer is clear things fall into place,
Of course I'm wrong viewing this through their eyes, so fake,

All I felt and all I've thought is simply not the case,
All this humiliation and self hate is a terrible mistake,

I'm beautiful and glorious and so is my future!
Why do I value the way those demons saw me?

I myself can stop the blood, all my wounds I'll suture,
I have the ability to write my script and set myself free,

I am loved and talented, I have so much to share,
Taking a giant leap out of my cage,

So many people who adore me and so obviously care!
Starting my life over, a brand new page,

I won't let the skewed opinion of a few evil men,
Decide the path my life will take where it will twist and turn,

I am in charge of my destiny, I decide where and when,
All the bad thoughts of the past I watch collapse and burn,

Yesterday was "vav" Kislev, a day burned in my mind,
I started anew with real appreciation for how amazing I am,

A day dedicated to understanding I am one of a kind,
No more thinking I'm ruined, I know that was a sham,

I was reborn on a day that dawned bright and blue,
I excitedly anticipate a life of pleasure, of all suffering it will be pristine,

I know the  agony is over, comfort long overdue,
I am Demolished no longer, I am Rebuild613.

-Rebuild613

Wow, just wow!

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WOW. MAZEL TOV!!!

Hope I’m not too late to the party. 

Reb Uild. May you have much simcha and Na has. You and your Reb Etzin. 

Your therapist was looking for you. I guess it takes time for your new name to get around...

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You’ll need a new Tallis bag too. 

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