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Re: Make it to Yeshiva 28 Sep 2020 20:28 #355580

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Was thinking of you all through yom kippur. As an example of the special people klal Yisroel have. 

Did not not know of your test or your fathers illness, Refuah Sheleima, may you and your family have a very healthy and happy year. 
The start of 'STARting' is 'star'. Just start and you're a star!!
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Re: Make it to Yeshiva 28 Sep 2020 21:08 #355582

Firstly, a gigantic refuah shelaima to your father.

Almost like a mofes story! For sure something to tell the kids one day. Hashem really looked after you, and others. You must be very special to merit that.

Have a great new year, filled with beracha, health, happiness and success in ruchni and gashmi for you and your whole family, and gans clal yisroel.

p.s. Congrats on 3 weeks!!!

יהי רצון שהדברים לתועלת

Today I will do what others won't, so tomorrow I can do what others can't.
We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence then, is not an act, but a habit.
We all make choices in life, but in the end, our choices make us.
Last Edit: 28 Sep 2020 21:11 by Im Tevakshena Kakasef.

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 29 Sep 2020 14:56 #355610

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Was just offered a (unfiltered) IPad to use during my time in the RV (another week).
I said “that’s the last thing I need right now”

Thats a win fellas!
Not sure what I’m gonna do in this RV for the next week, but I’m sure not gonna ruin my relationship with HaShem!!

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 29 Sep 2020 18:06 #355613

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YeshivaGuy wrote on 29 Sep 2020 14:56:
Was just offered a (unfiltered) IPad to use during my time in the RV (another week).
I said “that’s the last thing I need right now”

Thats a win fellas!
Not sure what I’m gonna do in this RV for the next week, but I’m sure not gonna ruin my relationship with HaShem!!

Awesome!!!!

YeshivaGuy you need to build a shlak on your RV. Guys - whoever is positive please come in and give a hand :-)

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Re: Make it to Yeshiva 29 Sep 2020 19:23 #355618

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YeshivaGuy wrote on 29 Sep 2020 14:56:
Was just offered a (unfiltered) IPad to use during my time in the RV (another week).
I said “that’s the last thing I need right now”

Thats a win fellas!
Not sure what I’m gonna do in this RV for the next week, but I’m sure not gonna ruin my relationship with HaShem!!

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Re: Make it to Yeshiva 29 Sep 2020 20:49 #355619

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Been learning, would take a nap cuz tired but full of taiva.. so prob not good idea to get into bed...
Kinda stuck, I can try to keep learning but a lot of taiva...

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 29 Sep 2020 20:54 #355620

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I can’t imagine myself being nichshal, but that’s prob the Yetzer speaking to get me to go into bed...
Last Edit: 29 Sep 2020 20:55 by YeshivaGuy.

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 29 Sep 2020 21:03 #355621

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Trying to learn out loud, but feeling my bones weaken and a deep taiva to just touch...
I know I’m stronger than this, But it’s so difficult...

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 30 Sep 2020 04:09 #355631

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Bh a good day.
Managed to learn, not be nichshal etc
Though I watched the debate tonight, bad move cuz I’ve been super into politics since 2016, and I’ve seen my Emuna and Bitachon suffer as a result...
Ive started seriously thinking that we’ll be doomed unless...
When really it’s all in Hashems hands.
Since detaching from politics my life has been happier and my Emunas stronger.
Not to mention I’ve been able to concentrate way better in Learning.

Its hard when it seems that if someone’s elected then... But I guess that’s the Nisayon of Teva! To maintain that there’s ״פנים בתוך ההסתר

 So I feel kinda gross cuz went back to that train of thought that we need ** elected president else, and I started looking for articles to say that ** will win and started getting worried about polls saying ** will lose.
And that’s not good.
For anxiety. Happiness. And for my Avodas HaShem.
I watched the debate as a “break” to inhance my Avodas HaShem. But now I see it’s the opposite..,

These are the dangers of immersing oneself in secular society and culture, because it all revolves around ״כוחי ועוצם ידי עשה לי את החיל הזה״
And I used to think I wouldn’t be influenced, but I see that I have...

May we all be zoche to have true Emuna and Bitachon in HaShem Yisborach and realize that  the economy, social stability etc is decided not by the candidates but by HaShem Yisborach.

Thank You
Last Edit: 30 Sep 2020 04:12 by YeshivaGuy.

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 30 Sep 2020 18:49 #355645

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Was just sitting eating lunch and was thinking what to do next.
The first thing to come to mind was to masterbate cuz it’s geshmak.
Weird.
I guess what I need is more healthy outlets- ways to relax etc other than masterbating...

But like, a part of me says “dude u got corona ur exausted from it- hard to get out of bed. Just do it- enjoy a little bit- ur putting urself through extra pain for no reason. Ur alone in an rv for already 5 days and got a week to go! Chill man, tell ur parents to send over the laptop and enjoy abit”

Something tells me though that that’s not the side of me I should be listening to...
Last Edit: 30 Sep 2020 18:58 by YeshivaGuy.

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 30 Sep 2020 20:18 #355647

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YeshivaGuy wrote on 30 Sep 2020 04:09:
I watched the debate as a “break” to inhance my Avodas HaShem. But now I see it’s the opposite..,

These are the dangers of immersing oneself in secular society and culture, because it all revolves around ״כוחי ועוצם ידי עשה לי את החיל הזה״
And I used to think I wouldn’t be influenced, but I see that I have...


I strongly identify with this. I too began following politics as a hobby/outlet and failed to see how detrimental it can be emotionally and spiritually. Sometimes I feel like Its hard to find a harmless outlet. But it’s definitely a very hard habit to break, based on my experience...
For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו.
״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״
-Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress...
Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can.
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“Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”.

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Re: Make it to Yeshiva 30 Sep 2020 20:19 #355648

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YeshivaGuy wrote on 30 Sep 2020 18:49:
Was just sitting eating lunch and was thinking what to do next.
The first thing to come to mind was to masterbate cuz it’s geshmak.
Weird.
I guess what I need is more healthy outlets- ways to relax etc other than masterbating...

But like, a part of me says “dude u got corona ur exausted from it- hard to get out of bed. Just do it- enjoy a little bit- ur putting urself through extra pain for no reason. Ur alone in an rv for already 5 days and got a week to go! Chill man, tell ur parents to send over the laptop and enjoy abit”

Something tells me though that that’s not the side of me I should be listening to...

That something is right. Please listen to it...
For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו.
״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״
-Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress...
Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can.
- Arthur Ashe
“Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”.

My old thread

My current thread 

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 30 Sep 2020 20:22 #355649

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OivedElokim wrote on 30 Sep 2020 20:19:

YeshivaGuy wrote on 30 Sep 2020 18:49:
Was just sitting eating lunch and was thinking what to do next.
The first thing to come to mind was to masterbate cuz it’s geshmak.
Weird.
I guess what I need is more healthy outlets- ways to relax etc other than masterbating...

But like, a part of me says “dude u got corona ur exausted from it- hard to get out of bed. Just do it- enjoy a little bit- ur putting urself through extra pain for no reason. Ur alone in an rv for already 5 days and got a week to go! Chill man, tell ur parents to send over the laptop and enjoy abit”

Something tells me though that that’s not the side of me I should be listening to...

That something is right. Please listen to it...

Thanks I’m trying.
Its hard though cuz I’m also so lonely in this rv and there’s only so long I can speak to a friend on the phone...
Last Edit: 30 Sep 2020 20:22 by YeshivaGuy.

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 30 Sep 2020 20:30 #355651

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Do you have any kosher forms of entertainment or otherwise keeping busy? It doesn’t have to be learning or something holy. It could be anything that interests you. Even following politics is better then sinning...
It may be important for you to keep that in mind...
For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו.
״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״
-Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress...
Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can.
- Arthur Ashe
“Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”.

My old thread

My current thread 

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 30 Sep 2020 20:34 #355652

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OivedElokim wrote on 30 Sep 2020 20:30:
Do you have any kosher forms of entertainment or otherwise keeping busy? It doesn’t have to be learning or something holy. It could be anything that interests you. Even following politics is better then sinning...
It may be important for you to keep that in mind...

Prob is I’m so so exhausted from this virus so can’t go on a walk etc.
I really don’t wanna do politics, it gives me anxiety and takes away my Emuna... 
Maybe I’ll find a way to get history vids or somethin...

But the way to do that would be for my dad to unlock my AppStore for a sec, and I’m worried to do that cuz I’ll have massive taiva to also download other bad apps...

Its just so easy to get Internet all I gotta do is ask,
and even without it I can masterbate...

Ur right though I need a kosher outlet, just havin hard time findin one
Last Edit: 30 Sep 2020 20:37 by YeshivaGuy.
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