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Im Back 26 Jul 2017 19:19 #317883

Hi my dear friends here!

I have alot of pain and in need to share here.

I was in SA for almost 2 years, i went through the 12 steps 2 times with great sponsors.
I was sober few month here and there, and my life was great.
I left SA over a year ago, since then i had few consecutive sober month just by connecting to my Rav, but lately i am falling a lot, with porn masturbation, and online chat.
I do feel that i miss working the steps, but i cannot agree to go back to SA for reasons i dont want to share in public.
I guess my question here is, my life isnt completely unmanageable, as sometimes i can go on for weeks without acting out, So what am i to do?
Is there a support group outside SA? A Group that gets together working the steps?

Respond here or PM me, i would love to get out of this hell, have no idea what to do
      

Re: Im Back 26 Jul 2017 19:52 #317889

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Welcome! Just because you can go weeks without acting doesn't mean that your life is not unmanageable. 
Maybe you can join a phone conference? Sign up for GYE Live groups? 

If you want to chat email me at dms1234ongye@gmail.com. It seems that SA was a good choice for you. Its unfortunate that you had a bad experience. But perhaps it was just one person or a specific meeting that gave you a bad experience not the whole organization? Just pointing it out.

Anyhow, Hatzlacha!
I am happy to speak on the phone. Please email me at dms1234ongye@gmail.com

My name is Daniel, I go to face to face meetings and I work the 12 steps with a sponsor. 

Re: Im Back 26 Jul 2017 20:09 #317893

dms1234 wrote on 26 Jul 2017 19:52:

 It seems that SA was a good choice for you. Its unfortunate that you had a bad experience. But perhaps it was just one person or a specific meeting that gave you a bad experience not the whole organization? Just pointing it out.






Thanks, I did not post the reason why SA wasnt for me, and i will not post it here.
The experience was great at almost every meeting and person i met 
Last Edit: 26 Jul 2017 20:09 by trymyrealbest.

Re: Im Back 26 Jul 2017 23:34 #317912

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Re: Im Back 27 Jul 2017 01:25 #317917

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Welcome. My email is:

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There are some great phone conferences here on GYE. 
Much Hatzlacha!

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Re: Im Back 28 Jul 2017 14:55 #318012

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Wecome!  It is a shame that you feel you cannot do the steps anymore since it seems to have helped you a lot.
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