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I'm here! 15 Jan 2016 02:50 #274387

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Hello! i'm from 'Eretz Hakodesh'. i'm almost 18 now, studying in a Yeshiva and i'm struggling with mustabation & porn use on a daily basis.

My English is not very great, so... there are probably mistakes in this post...
but i can read & understand pretty good, so i hope it'll be ok

B'h i'm posting and reading on the hebrew forum for a while now. i even went to a 12 steps group in israel. it was great!
i've tried to stop in the past, but nothing really worked out.
now, i'm starting to believe more and more that i'm suffering from an addiction. and that the 12 steps program is the solution.
but even if it's not, i need to trust HKB"A to guide me to the right place for me.

Baruch HaShem i'm now clean for 6 days!

I wish you all Shabbat Shalom and a clean day!

BTW, if there's any hebrew speakers in the crowd - fell free to talk to me!
and make sure you join (if you didn't already...) the GYE forum in hebrew. there's lot of great guys there!

Kol Tuv!
English is not my native language (Hebrew is)
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Re: I'm here! 15 Jan 2016 02:54 #274388

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Welcum

הפלא ופלא


זה שאתה מוכן לעלות על סולם הי״ב שלבים - אין מילים!!

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Re: I'm here! 15 Jan 2016 03:07 #274391

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markz wrote:
Welcum

הפלא ופלא


זה שאתה מוכן לעלות על סולם הי״ב שלבים - אין מילים!!

חזק וברוך


Yasher Koach! יישר כוח תודה רבה על קבלת הפנים

it is 5:07am here and it's a miracle to be here at GYE instead of watching porn all night...
Honestly, i do want to watch. but i'm asking Hashem to release me from that will

Congratulations on 90 the days BTW...
English is not my native language (Hebrew is)
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Last Edit: 15 Jan 2016 03:07 by GuideMe.

Re: I'm here! 15 Jan 2016 03:12 #274394

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תודה, אבל אצלנו העיקר
ODAAT (one day at a time)

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Last Edit: 15 Jan 2016 03:12 by Markz.

Re: I'm here! 15 Jan 2016 04:03 #274401

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Welcome to the other side.
How are you?

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Re: I'm here! 15 Jan 2016 05:55 #274406

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ברוכים הבאים מצאת המקום הכי חשוב למישהו אם הבעיות של הדברים האלו. וגם בניסיון אתה צריך למאמין בעצמך שרק אם הווטרנות להק״ה אתה יכול להצליח.שאם אתה עולה דרך ה״י״ב שלבים״ זה רק אם הצתרפות כולם ביחד. וזה למה אומרים שצריך ״לעבוד״ על השלבים. שבלי זה ,זה כמו לבנות בית מחדר לחדר ואתה שוכח לעשות כנר מבחוץ לעשות בנין שלם של כל החדרים. בכל אופן ברוכים הבאים ושיהיה לך בהצלחה
Hashem these lustful thoughts are not mine I don't need them or want them please take them from me so I can live a happy and healthy life

Gotta roll with the punches or the punches will roll all over you

yesterday was
tomorrow will be
the only thing you can change is the moment you see

keep smiling and keep busy

"lust is fire to dynamite don't get close" from someone don't remember who

The worst thing i did to myself was lie to myself for 2 whole years

I try not to hate it takes way to much energy

Re: I'm here! 15 Jan 2016 06:31 #274408

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Thank you guys for the warm welcome!

B'h i'm feeling good, free. connected.we can't thank HaShem enough... as we say in "Nishmat Kol Chai":
אִלּוּ פִינוּ מָלֵא שִׁירָה כַּיָּם
וּלְשׁוֹנֵנוּ רִנָּה כַּהֲמוֹן גַּלָּיו
...
אֵין אֲנַחְנוּ מַסְפִּיקִים לְהוֹדוֹת לְךָ ה' אֱלֹהֵינוּ וֵאלֹהֵי אֲבוֹתֵינוּ
וּלְבָרֵךְ אֶת שְׁמֶךָ
עַל אַחַת מֵאָלֶף אֶלֶף אַלְפֵי אֲלָפִים וְרִבֵּי רְבָבוֹת פְּעָמִים הַטּוֹבוֹת שֶׁעָשִׂיתָ עִם אֲבוֹתֵינוּ וְעִמָּנוּ

uh and i'm tired... need to get some sleep...
English is not my native language (Hebrew is)
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Re: I'm here! 15 Jan 2016 15:11 #274437

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Welcome! I also joined SA for the first time in Israel. Yasher Koach on joining at a young age. I joined when I was 18 and people used to comment about my age. My response to them is, "I guessed I just went through hell at an earlier age than you" .
If you're an LGBTQ or LGBTQ-questioning person and looking for someone who can understand you, feel free to reach out. I promise no judgement and to try and listen the best I can. 

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Re: I'm here! 15 Jan 2016 19:36 #274474

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Welcome! Hatzlacha Rabbah! Keep us posted.

Re: I'm here! 16 Jan 2016 19:17 #274493

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Thanks guys! Shavua Tov

Shlomo24 wrote:
Welcome! I also joined SA for the first time in Israel. Yasher Koach on joining at a young age. I joined when I was 18 and people used to comment about my age. My response to them is, "I guessed I just went through hell at an earlier age than you" .


Shlomo, i didn't went to an SA group. here in israel we have special groups by GYE (AKA שמור עיניך)
But it's nice to know about young guys like me struggling
English is not my native language (Hebrew is)
Sorry if there are any mistakes.
keep in touch!

Re: I'm here! 17 Jan 2016 01:00 #274508

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Oh my bad, I went to a GYE conference in Israel though.
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Re: I'm here! 17 Jan 2016 01:51 #274511

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Shlomo24 wrote:
Oh my bad, I went to a GYE conference in Israel though.


Cool. how was it?
English is not my native language (Hebrew is)
Sorry if there are any mistakes.
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Re: I'm here! 24 Jan 2016 12:51 #275306

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B'h i'm now 15 days clean
English is not my native language (Hebrew is)
Sorry if there are any mistakes.
keep in touch!

Re: I'm here! 24 Jan 2016 16:22 #275320

Great to hear! Keep going strong!
Feel free to email me at BenTorah.BaalHabayis@gmail.com

1 day may be too long for me, but I take it OWAAT = One wave at a time, cause the lust comes and goes like a wave which rises and crashes.

Re: I'm here! 24 Jan 2016 17:36 #275326

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Welcome! You're in the right place, and have taken the first steps into the larger world of recovery!
0% Tolerance and 100% Self-Forgiveness.

Lo ba-shamayim hi
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