Just a few points.

I've had some solid abstinence the last few days. I was in several tough situations regarding staying clean and i didn't blow it. Was traveling etc. Thank you Hashem for keeping me sober. As I'm back home I realize that i have put working the steps on the back burner while traveling. And the lust is creeping up. 

The next few days are gono be a little tough as i mentioned in a previous post. I have to keep my head screwed on straight and not make any foolish mistakes.I started  working the steps about a 110 days ago and I've been clean for a 105 of them. No white knuckling. My shalom bais has improved immensely (was never really problematic) my wife sees me more connected, and is letting me know about it. Even though she doesn't know the extent my issues, it's still coming through.

WOW

KOT!!!

It's entirely possible that my wife is regaining some trust in me. She saw me slip up in the past, which made her plenty scared of where I'm heading to. And is also aware of my special care not to slip up now. She never told me anything but I can sense the new respect and security she feels. 

That's a feeling you can't buy.

You've earned it!

My wife's out of town, she texts me, what time do they show the weather and on which channel ?

I ask her, do I watch tv, how should I know ?

She answers, you manage to know everything.

Oh oh ! (Does she know something...)

MGGS - such a successful trucker! how come he's sitting on only (I just bumped to) 8 karma????????

Btw. Wife's on the way home. And I'm still sober.

Please clap.... 

mggsbms wrote on Unknown:

we will clap and cheer.
Continued hatzlachah

markz wrote on Unknown:

We can't add to people's karma on mobile anymore!

MGGS - such a successful trucker! how come he's sitting on only (I just bumped to) 8 karma????????We can't add to people's karma on mobile anymore!

Worked for me. But the quoting didn't. I looked at the source and the tags are enclosed in "<>" instead of ""[]""

The reason quotes breaks is because it has date=" that when not filled messes the quote...

KARMA works on iPhone but not the way it used to. Now we gotta go to the users page. Neshamaincharge I joined mggs to the minyan of karmas on your behalf ;-)

It's the first time in a long time (aprox. A year in a half) that I've past the thirty day mark of continues sobriety. I do feel that every day is a work in itself, as much as abstaining has it's merits, it's still far from enough to keep me from acting out. I need to be on top of the game constantly, by working the steps, getting out of myself by reaching out sharing and thinking of others.

mggsbms wrote on 22 Feb 2016 16:18:

Great stuff!
Almost time for another gym date.

cordnoy wrote on 22 Feb 2016 19:41:

Not sure what the gym date is refering to. (I get an inferiority complex reading your posts...).

mggsbms wrote on 23 Feb 2016 11:33:

We spoke from the gym.