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Re: Tryin' 02 Nov 2015 14:02 #267541

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Markz I see you are up to 80 days.
maybe when you make it to 90 Cordnoy will pop in to wish you mazel tov.
(I hope you can make it to 90 without him being here)

Re: Tryin' 02 Nov 2015 17:45 #267552

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Hey Markz I think that you would be a perfect substitute for Cordnoy, why not take over the reigns for a while now?
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Re: Tryin' 02 Nov 2015 17:58 #267558

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This is not the "Just having fun section". And by the way unanumun I can do with Cordnoy more for the next 10 days. After that I might join him on his cruise catching Swedish fish
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Re: Tryin' 02 Nov 2015 23:18 #267587

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markz wrote:
This is not the "Just having fun section". And by the way unanumun I can do with Cordnoy more for the next 10 days. After that I might join him on his cruise catching Swedish fish


for clarification:

guardyoureyes.com/forum/23-Just-Having-Fun/261537-FREE-HARDCORE-CORNOGRAPHY?limit=15&start=45/267502#267502
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Re: Tryin' 04 Nov 2015 04:02 #267731

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i have nothing to say, it just hurts me to see cordnoy's thread on page 2 for two days already.
BUMP!
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Last Edit: 04 Nov 2015 04:03 by peloni almoni.

Re: Tryin' 04 Nov 2015 18:56 #267768

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ummm, maybe we should chill out and stop trying to control?
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Re: Tryin' 05 Nov 2015 00:54 #267829

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Shlomo24 wrote:
ummm, maybe we should chill out and stop trying to control?


you do realize the irony when you keep posting things like that, right?
Have a corny day ... and if you do have other plans, change 'em!!
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we always put our sobriety before our ego -
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לפעולות אדם בדבר שפתיך אני שמרתי אורחות פריץ. תמוך אשורי במעגלותיך בל נמוטו פעמי. תהלים יז
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Re: Tryin' 05 Nov 2015 03:43 #267844

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you know what, your right. i am trying 2 control people. i was trying to do it for the forums sake but you are right. i stand corrected
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Re: Tryin' 05 Nov 2015 04:36 #267851

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Shlomo24 wrote:
i stand corrected

Much more comfortable to sit.
Especially if you're being corrected.
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Re: Tryin' 05 Nov 2015 19:31 #267908

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lol
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Re: Tryin' 07 Nov 2015 23:32 #268023

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Re: Tryin' 13 Nov 2015 01:44 #268509

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I don't know what i'm gonna write (contrary to most times when i do have an idea).
I also don't know if I do end up writin' somethin' that i'll actually post it; but here goes:

I am in pain
but I do have faith in Him
Tears flowin'
From all those sufferin'

The question of "why?"
has not been asked
We are believers
and that sinks deep

We can look at others
in close proximity
where darkness envelopes them
at every stare

So we are blessed
or that we say
Could have been worse
that should make our day

A tough pill to swallow
no matter the end
But we cannot wallow
For life goes on

Others are lookin'
we must be strong
They rely on us
So we are forced

But at times, the dam opens
and tears burst forth
and you're not less a man
In anyone's eyes.

The future is rough
but light nonetheless
Courage required
and commitment as well

a group will be bonded
chartin' a course
of doin' God's will
no matter the cost

I am not a scholar of deep-rooted subjects
a simple muggle, but one with a pen
and what i will say, I don't know if it's true
But it's somewhat my feelin's, so I'll tell 'em to you

There is punishment in this world - of that i am certain
but it's not up to us to judge His decision
God is Kind and that's the only One I know
No matter how tough or difficult, it is for me to show

There's tons to be thankful for, but here's not the place
Things happened in the perfect time; God's hidden Hand
But it's only hidden if your eyes are closed
so make sure to keep 'em opened, to get half a chance


As i heard this afternoon from a fellow in a yonder world
Hashem is our God; Hashem is my God
And he continued: Thank you Hashem for all that you do
It is my job to serve You

Please God, let us do our job!

With tears that can't cease
will You help us please?
We give ourselves to Thee
Shema koleini.

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Re: Tryin' 13 Nov 2015 02:14 #268510

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My dearest friend Cord'
I sensed from your reply yesterday, that something was off. I didn't know how to broach the topic, so I left it to simmer.

How can I convey to you that
Your pain is my / our pain:(

We're on the Highway for Long Haul
Following you every step of the way

This is a quote for you!



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Re: Tryin' 13 Nov 2015 02:50 #268511

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Cordnoy

I just want to mention one small share.

My communication as an aspie isn't the greatest - I wish I had somethings better to say to you

When I joined the forum 3 months ago, I wanted to see the replies. So on each post I wrote I used to Subscribe by checking the box to "be notified of replies to this topic".

After a few weeks my email inbox was getting overloaded with these.

So besides for the threads I created, I unsubscribed from all other - perhaps 40+ different treads.

All besides for yours!!

When I say "Following you every step of the way" - I meant it!
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Re: Tryin' 13 Nov 2015 05:08 #268523

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Have a corny day ... and if you do have other plans, change 'em!!
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None of us has it all together, but together, we have it all.

we always put our sobriety before our ego -
מוטב שאקרא שוטה כל ימי ואל אהיה רשע שעה אחת לפני המקום

לפעולות אדם בדבר שפתיך אני שמרתי אורחות פריץ. תמוך אשורי במעגלותיך בל נמוטו פעמי. תהלים יז
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- SOLUTIONS: WHERE DO I FIT IN TO GYE
- DOWNLOAD GYE HANDBOOK & READ AT LEAST TWICE
- OVERDOSE OF DOV: READING MATERIAL TO KEEP ME SANE
- THE BEST THREAD ON THE FORUM; READ, POST, AND HAVE A GREAT TIME
 
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