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Re: My CLIMB on the wall 03 Sep 2014 19:54 #238627

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cordnoy wrote:
Like others (includin' myself) wrote above: You are an inspiration to us.

Would you be able to write some of the lessons you have learned over the past several years?
What didn't work in the past?
What was productive?
What transpired in the past several days?


There is a lot to share and I will try make it a daily assignment to share my ESH of the last 3 years.

If I forget don't hesitate to remind me.
The multitude of wounds on a soldier demonstrate his audacity.

Re: My CLIMB on the wall 03 Sep 2014 20:13 #238636

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Im remindin' you; thanks.
My email: thenewme613@hotmail.com
My threads: Mikvah Night - Page 1, Page 2, Page 3, Last Page

https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/210029-Tryin
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Re: My CLIMB on the wall 04 Sep 2014 04:17 #238747

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cordnoy wrote:
And one last thought. There are many people here who speak about the yetzer hara and his ways of enticin' us to do stuff, and I will not get into my opinions on that right now, but one thing I could tell you (again, just imho), when one starts thinkin' about the past and the future and how can one fall after so many days, and what am i gonna do about it, and is it all worth it, and can I handle it.....all that is certainly the atsas hayetzer and one should run da hell away from those stuff.

A Rebbe of mine told me that the YH's (sorry) main weapon in this dor is depression.
And there are scant few things that I can think of that are more depressing than this. Hence, the YH in action. KOMT, KOP, KO whatever else you want, but don't think about this.
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www.guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/236329-Bigmoishs-path-to-tahara

"We have met the enemy and he is us" - Pogo
"Expectation is the mother of frustration" - gibbor120
"Today, damn it! Today!" - cordnoy
"Desiring is not a sin at all, but just a sign that you are not dead yet" - Dov
"We are our own worst observer" - eslaasos's therapist
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Re: My CLIMB on the wall 04 Sep 2014 06:29 #238765

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Mine as well.
My email: thenewme613@hotmail.com
My threads: Mikvah Night - Page 1, Page 2, Page 3, Last Page

https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/210029-Tryin
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Re: My CLIMB on the wall 07 Jun 2015 17:37 #256279

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Just read this thread. This is amazing. Your name answers everything. you show how we all have a 2nd chance. I am inspired to see you here fighting for so many years, and you are on the battle field not giving up. You start all over.

Last weeks parshe we learn how the ones that were not clean to be able to bring the kurban pesach. They asked from Moshe rabeinu the million dollor question למה נגרע לבלתי הקריב את קרבן השם????????????? Why should we be left out?? Then Hashem tells him that indeed you do have a 2nd chance, and they will be able to bring the kurpan pesach on pesach sheini.

So here we are just asking from hashem just for one more second chance. That the inspiration that I take from this thread.
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Re: My CLIMB on the wall 11 Jun 2015 11:33 #256628

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Thanks for bumpin'

My inspiration is that one shouldn't get sad.
My email: thenewme613@hotmail.com
My threads: Mikvah Night - Page 1, Page 2, Page 3, Last Page

https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/210029-Tryin
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Re: My CLIMB on the wall 28 Jun 2015 10:41 #257933

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Hi friends/fellows,

Thanks for stoppin by, seeing comments on MY thread gives me chizuk

My current situation:
SA sober for 42 days,
Weekly psychotherapy sessions (EMDR)
daily SSRI medication
the above are giving me courage & emotional strength to work the steps with my sponsor
I pray that I will have courage to push over the hills
Oh no!! get out of the future!
1 day at a time
I do not need to know/control the results

thanks for reading
Isaac
The multitude of wounds on a soldier demonstrate his audacity.

Re: My CLIMB on the wall 28 Jun 2015 14:17 #257939

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Thanks for the update.

Great to hear you're doin' well.

B"H!
My email: thenewme613@hotmail.com
My threads: Mikvah Night - Page 1, Page 2, Page 3, Last Page

https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/210029-Tryin
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Re: My CLIMB on the wall 28 Jun 2015 16:56 #257947

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Thanks for sharing with us, chaver.
Much Hatzlacha!

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--"To promise not to do a thing is the surest way in the world to make a body want to go and do that very thing." Mark Twain
--"If, when you honestly want to, you find you cannot quit entirely, or if when drinking (or lusting), you have little control over the amount you take, you are probably alcoholic (or sexaholic)." AA Big Book P. 45. Parenthesis added.
--You hit rock bottom when you decide to stop digging.

Re: My CLIMB on the wall 28 Jun 2015 18:13 #257957

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Sounds like you 're working a good program.

Good for you!

Hatzlacha and be proud

Re: My CLIMB on the wall 01 Apr 2016 15:24 #283199

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After so loong

i started working with a mucker sponsor
did 1.5 hours todays to continue sunday
looks like fun
The multitude of wounds on a soldier demonstrate his audacity.

Re: My CLIMB on the wall 01 Apr 2016 15:36 #283201

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Re: My CLIMB on the wall 01 Apr 2016 17:54 #283221

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Good thread, thanks for the shares and wishing you best haztlacha 2nd! So far, I have learned from this thread all the things I don't know.  For example:

imho
KO
KOP
KOMPT
ESH
MO (ok, so I didn't see this one here, but I'm still not sure what it is..)

It's humbling really.

 

Re: My CLIMB on the wall 03 Apr 2016 18:13 #283376

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thanks613 wrote on 01 Apr 2016 17:54:
Good thread, thanks for the shares and wishing you best haztlacha 2nd! So far, I have learned from this thread all the things I don't know.  For example:

imho
KO
KOP
KOMPT
ESH
MO (ok, so I didn't see this one here, but I'm still not sure what it is..)

It's humbling really.

 

What about "mucker"?
My email: thenewme613@hotmail.com
My threads: Mikvah Night - Page 1, Page 2, Page 3, Last Page

https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/210029-Tryin
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Re: My CLIMB on the wall 03 Apr 2016 18:54 #283382

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cordnoy wrote on 03 Apr 2016 18:13:

thanks613 wrote on 01 Apr 2016 17:54:
Good thread, thanks for the shares and wishing you best haztlacha 2nd! So far, I have learned from this thread all the things I don't know.  For example:

imho
KO
KOP
KOMPT
ESH
MO (ok, so I didn't see this one here, but I'm still not sure what it is..)

It's humbling really.

 

What about "mucker"?

yeah, that one too. Thanks Cords.  Also imhi (unless that's just a misspelled imho : )
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