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Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 01 Jul 2021 03:03 #370380

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כל השביעין חביבין!!
הצלחה רבה!!
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Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 01 Jul 2021 16:29 #370400

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Day 8

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I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).

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Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 04 Jul 2021 06:24 #370451

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Day 11

Met my 10 day goal over Shabbos , BH. Time to set a new one... Is 20 days too much?

There was a very attractive girl that was around this Shabbos and I did a horrible job at not looking. It wasn’t a fall by GYE standards, although I definitely had the urge to masturbate which I overcame. It’s not the end of the world but it’s definitely something to work on...
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).

My current thread 

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 04 Jul 2021 10:40 #370453

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Way to go!

One who has given up hope is without a G‑d.

One who sees hope in each day is already free

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 05 Jul 2021 07:35 #370492

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I’m having a serious struggle now. I really want to watch stuff and masturbate. I hope I can pull myself together...
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).

My current thread 

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 05 Jul 2021 08:07 #370493

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Just fell. Gotta pay my knas. Not feeling serious regret. Feel like it was worth it. It’s a problem that I look at it that way...
Anyways, not gonna let the “what the heck” effect perpetuate the state of falling...
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).

My current thread 

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 05 Jul 2021 08:32 #370494

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Sorry to hear man.
I feel the pain, I really do. The “What The Heck” affect is real, and dangerous, gotta watch out for that.

You we’re matzliach though for 12 days, a very big accomplishment, it really is. And we must remember that as much as streaks are important, we are not defined by them.
You are an Oived Elokim, you are “באמצע העבודה״, and you remain on your way, enroute, to a state of שלימות and unadulterated כבוד שמיים.

With hope and love,

 YeshivaGuy 

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 07 Jul 2021 19:22 #370582

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Day 2

clean
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).

My current thread 

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 09 Jul 2021 19:34 #370662

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Fell again last night on a laptop after using my delay tactics. It seems to me that the price is not high enough for me to stop...

I’m so fed up with this....
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).

My current thread 

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 10 Jul 2021 20:42 #370667

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What's wrong with a real filter that just blocks it?
Although, anything but a whitelist never "saves" me. 

Maybe give Dov a call?

Hatzlachah

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 11 Jul 2021 02:28 #370674

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OivedElokim wrote on 09 Jul 2021 19:34:
Fell again last night on a laptop after using my delay tactics. It seems to me that the price is not high enough for me to stop...

I’m so fed up with this....

The screen is smashed beyond repair?
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Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 11 Jul 2021 03:57 #370677

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Striving Avreich wrote on 10 Jul 2021 20:42:
What's wrong with a real filter that just blocks it?
Although, anything but a whitelist never "saves" me. 

Maybe give Dov a call?

Hatzlachah

I have a whitelist filter for my phone. The problem is when I have access to other unfiltered devices (won’t be an issue for the next few weeks, Bh)
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).

My current thread 

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 11 Jul 2021 06:22 #370680

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That's great! Wonderful that you can do that!
Last Edit: 11 Jul 2021 06:22 by Striving Avreich.

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 11 Jul 2021 16:37 #370693

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Masturbated last night . Feeling hopeless 
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).

My current thread 

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 11 Jul 2021 16:48 #370695

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OivedElokim wrote on 11 Jul 2021 16:37:
Masturbated last night . Feeling hopeless 

You are not.
Feel free to contact me happyyid613@gmail.com
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