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Re: My Book of Business 12 Dec 2017 19:35 #323636

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Day #29 of 2nd round - Day #119

today is day # 29 of second round, im doing BH well, stll clean, some days are easier then other, but by now i know well whats all about, and im planing to continue this route. 
Chanuka is coming up, and its great and holy days, but for me, one day we are having a Chanuka Mesiba and that night used to be a tough one, all my sister in laws around, and they are somehow triggering, i cant stop them, since they are not the problem, im the problem, so ill work on my self, and might be that this year it will be much easier for me. will see, i hope i wont disappoint you.....
Thank You Hashem and GYE and Thank you all for getting me to this stage...

All the Best! and remember, One Day At A Time, thats the way, and yes, with a positive Smile......

Let’s Stay Strong! Let’s Stay Clean! And let’s be positive and happy, Yes! We can and we will do it! And Together....
My email:jacdoja@gmail.com
My threads: my long נסיעה of almost 30 years ~ My Book of Business ~ My Upcoming Dilemma

להטות לבבנו אליו ללכת בכל דרכיו ולשמר מצותיו וחקיו ומשפטיו אשר צוה את אבתינו
כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים

Re: My Book of Business 15 Dec 2017 16:27 #323815

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Day #32 of 2nd round - Day #122

Today is day #32, and im doing great, its Chanikah, and we have a grand time together, last year i was a totally different person, this year i am a person, not an animal, i have a life, i have hasem, and i have a family.
Chanikah is a big time to pray for this stuff, we should stay clean all year round, not an easy one, but a good one, its great to be clean, and not stuck in mud.... i will never forget th day i find GYE, and it help me getting out where i used to be, and getting on the right tracks.
i did it, you can too, and you wont regret it...

Thank You Hashem and GYE and Thank you all for getting me to this stage...

All the Best! and remember, One Day At A Time, thats the way, and yes, with a positive Smile......

Let’s Stay Strong! Let’s Stay Clean! And let’s be positive and happy, Yes! We can and we will do it! And Together....
My email:jacdoja@gmail.com
My threads: my long נסיעה of almost 30 years ~ My Book of Business ~ My Upcoming Dilemma

להטות לבבנו אליו ללכת בכל דרכיו ולשמר מצותיו וחקיו ומשפטיו אשר צוה את אבתינו
כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים

Re: My Book of Business 17 Dec 2017 02:35 #323827

Shivisi_Hashem wrote on 15 Dec 2017 16:27:
Day #32 of 2nd round - Day #122

Today is day #32, and im doing great, its Chanikah, and we have a grand time together, last year i was a totally different person, this year i am a person, not an animal, i have a life, i have hasem, and i have a family.
Chanikah is a big time to pray for this stuff, we should stay clean all year round, not an easy one, but a good one, its great to be clean, and not stuck in mud.... i will never forget th day i find GYE, and it help me getting out where i used to be, and getting on the right tracks.
i did it, you can too, and you wont regret it...

Thank You Hashem and GYE and Thank you all for getting me to this stage...

All the Best! and remember, One Day At A Time, thats the way, and yes, with a positive Smile......

Let’s Stay Strong! Let’s Stay Clean! And let’s be positive and happy, Yes! We can and we will do it! And Together....

Glad to hear you are doing well. Continued hatzlacha.

Also, I don't think you ever were an animal. You are a human and always were a human being. As in your actions can't turn you into an animal. You just ain't that powerful. Sorry. For me it is important to believe that I have always have intrinsic value as a person, regardless of what I do. That's just me. If this is helpful, great. If not, discard it. A Freilichen Chanukah! 

Re: My Book of Business 18 Dec 2017 20:17 #323897

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Ihavestrength wrote on 17 Dec 2017 02:35:

Shivisi_Hashem wrote on 15 Dec 2017 16:27:
Day #32 of 2nd round - Day #122

Today is day #32, and im doing great, its Chanikah, and we have a grand time together, last year i was a totally different person, this year i am a person, not an animal, i have a life, i have hasem, and i have a family.
Chanikah is a big time to pray for this stuff, we should stay clean all year round, not an easy one, but a good one, its great to be clean, and not stuck in mud.... i will never forget th day i find GYE, and it help me getting out where i used to be, and getting on the right tracks.
i did it, you can too, and you wont regret it...

Thank You Hashem and GYE and Thank you all for getting me to this stage...

All the Best! and remember, One Day At A Time, thats the way, and yes, with a positive Smile......

Let’s Stay Strong! Let’s Stay Clean! And let’s be positive and happy, Yes! We can and we will do it! And Together....

Glad to hear you are doing well. Continued hatzlacha.

Also, I don't think you ever were an animal. You are a human and always were a human being. As in your actions can't turn you into an animal. You just ain't that powerful. Sorry. For me it is important to believe that I have always have intrinsic value as a person, regardless of what I do. That's just me. If this is helpful, great. If not, discard it. A Freilichen Chanukah! 

 good afternoon, You are not necessarily disagreeing with Shivisi Hashem. If I understood him correctly, he is referring to the נפש בהמי and before he came here, he was (passively?)  being controlled by his body, therefore he called himself an animal. Just like an animal is controlled by its body and does not have free will.
My road to 90 days, all with God's help.             What brought me here.90 days with Areivim

Made it 259 days from 01/28/17-10/15/17 without mz"l. At day 90, I started to go for all aspects of שמירת עניים\הברית. At day 168 I fell with שמירת עניים & restarted the count. On approximately November 4 2017, with the support of a fellow GYE brother (daily text messages/phone calls), I restarted. This round I'm working on שמירת הברית as well as שמירת עניים.

Re: My Book of Business 20 Dec 2017 22:00 #324021

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im BH doing great, i just dont have that much time to visit daily on th forum, and in the mean time ill share this one:
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My email:jacdoja@gmail.com
My threads: my long נסיעה of almost 30 years ~ My Book of Business ~ My Upcoming Dilemma

להטות לבבנו אליו ללכת בכל דרכיו ולשמר מצותיו וחקיו ומשפטיו אשר צוה את אבתינו
כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים

Re: My Book of Business 04 Jan 2018 17:42 #324701

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im BH doing great, i just dont have that much time to visit daily on th forum, and in the mean time ill share this one:
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My email:jacdoja@gmail.com
My threads: my long נסיעה of almost 30 years ~ My Book of Business ~ My Upcoming Dilemma

להטות לבבנו אליו ללכת בכל דרכיו ולשמר מצותיו וחקיו ומשפטיו אשר צוה את אבתינו
כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים

Re: My Book of Business 16 Jan 2018 02:03 #325545

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Day #64 of 2nd round - Day #154.

Hi chevra, the best chavreh of the entire world, the world stands on people like us, who struggle for כבוד שמים, without any כבוד or פרסום, hashem loves us, becuase we fight for him, we wouldnt stay clean for our self, we do it just becuase he want so, he loves us, and סוף הכבוד לבא.

brothers and sisters dont let yourself down for a few minutes of joy, its just an illusion, but after that joyful minute we all know how we feel, so why give in for that few seconds? Isnt it a much better feeling knowing that you just wanted to fall and you saved yourself from it? It a much better feeling then falling,  so please, stay strong, dont give in, and always remember,  the YH is much smarter and stronger then you, and even after many clean days and months, he is out to get you, so just be ahead of the game and remember שויתי השם לנגדי תמיד..
may you all be clean for ever, and lets meet up in yeruselayim soon... with a smile

Thank You Hashem and GYE and Thank you all for getting me to this stage...

All the Best! and remember, One Day At A Time, thats the way, and yes, with a positive Smile......

Let’s Stay Strong! Let’s Stay Clean! And let’s be positive and happy, Yes! We can and we will do it! And Together....
My email:jacdoja@gmail.com
My threads: my long נסיעה of almost 30 years ~ My Book of Business ~ My Upcoming Dilemma

להטות לבבנו אליו ללכת בכל דרכיו ולשמר מצותיו וחקיו ומשפטיו אשר צוה את אבתינו
כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים

Re: My Book of Business 26 Jan 2018 13:51 #326025

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Shivisi_Hashem wrote on 16 Jan 2018 02:03:
Day #64 of 2nd round - Day #154.

Hi chevra, the best chavreh of the entire world, the world stands on people like us, who struggle for כבוד שמים, without any כבוד or פרסום, hashem loves us, becuase we fight for him, we wouldnt stay clean for our self, we do it just becuase he want so, he loves us, and סוף הכבוד לבא.

brothers and sisters dont let yourself down for a few minutes of joy, its just an illusion, but after that joyful minute we all know how we feel, so why give in for that few seconds? Isnt it a much better feeling knowing that you just wanted to fall and you saved yourself from it? It a much better feeling then falling,  so please, stay strong, dont give in, and always remember,  the YH is much smarter and stronger then you, and even after many clean days and months, he is out to get you, so just be ahead of the game and remember שויתי השם לנגדי תמיד..
may you all be clean for ever, and lets meet up in yeruselayim soon... with a smile

Thank You Hashem and GYE and Thank you all for getting me to this stage...

All the Best! and remember, One Day At A Time, thats the way, and yes, with a positive Smile......

Let’s Stay Strong! Let’s Stay Clean! And let’s be positive and happy, Yes! We can and we will do it! And Together....

Shivisi, you're a special guy.  A holy Yid doing something that only you can do.  The dedication you have to this (not only staying clean,  but also all of these posts, for so long)  nothing short of amazing. 

Just wanted to thank you for the inspiration. 
Thank you achi!
My road to 90 days, all with God's help.             What brought me here.90 days with Areivim

Made it 259 days from 01/28/17-10/15/17 without mz"l. At day 90, I started to go for all aspects of שמירת עניים\הברית. At day 168 I fell with שמירת עניים & restarted the count. On approximately November 4 2017, with the support of a fellow GYE brother (daily text messages/phone calls), I restarted. This round I'm working on שמירת הברית as well as שמירת עניים.

Re: My Book of Business 30 Jan 2018 20:24 #326177

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Day #78 of 2nd round - Day #168
Hi All,
im doing great, im still clean, i would love to come back and post daily, i just dont have the time, but i will, its in plan... i miss you all, you are the best... im where im am today, only because of you.. Thank You!!!
in the mea time enjoy this one
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My email:jacdoja@gmail.com
My threads: my long נסיעה of almost 30 years ~ My Book of Business ~ My Upcoming Dilemma

להטות לבבנו אליו ללכת בכל דרכיו ולשמר מצותיו וחקיו ומשפטיו אשר צוה את אבתינו
כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים

Re: My Book of Business 08 Mar 2018 16:59 #327945

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Hatzlacha shevisi!!! Your consistency is truly inspiring. I wish you a clear and smooth trucking route

Best!!!!!!!!!!

Re: My Book of Business 09 Mar 2018 18:34 #328014

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IIts sad, but latley im almost not on the forun, even im still clean, it would be a great idea to be back part of this wonderful group....
My email:jacdoja@gmail.com
My threads: my long נסיעה of almost 30 years ~ My Book of Business ~ My Upcoming Dilemma

להטות לבבנו אליו ללכת בכל דרכיו ולשמר מצותיו וחקיו ומשפטיו אשר צוה את אבתינו
כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים

Re: My Book of Business 09 Mar 2018 19:09 #328016

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Hi nice to see you checking in. Are we ever going to restart the daily tehillim?
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל

And every day that you want to waste, that you want to waste, you can
And every day that you want to wake up, that you want to wake, you can
And every day that you want to change, that you want to change, yeah
I'll help you see it through...



My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends

Re: My Book of Business 09 Mar 2018 19:24 #328021

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Gevura Shebyesod wrote on 09 Mar 2018 19:09:
Hi nice to see you checking in. Are we ever going to restart the daily tehillim?

I would wish, but i need to know if there is followers, and someone to replace me if i cant post lets say till 12 pm EST.
My email:jacdoja@gmail.com
My threads: my long נסיעה of almost 30 years ~ My Book of Business ~ My Upcoming Dilemma

להטות לבבנו אליו ללכת בכל דרכיו ולשמר מצותיו וחקיו ומשפטיו אשר צוה את אבתינו
כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים

Re: My Book of Business 09 Mar 2018 19:46 #328024

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I’m on most days so I could do it bl”n. 
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל

And every day that you want to waste, that you want to waste, you can
And every day that you want to wake up, that you want to wake, you can
And every day that you want to change, that you want to change, yeah
I'll help you see it through...



My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends

Re: My Book of Business 09 Mar 2018 21:19 #328027

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Gevura Shebyesod wrote on 09 Mar 2018 19:46:
I’m on most days so I could do it bl”n. 

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