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Re: I will make it b'e"h 04 Jan 2018 00:43 #324668

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Confessin' one's sins is a type of absolvement. Forgive me father and be done with it. Open the curtain, knock on the glass window, recite, "I shpritzed," draw the curtain, exit, drive to the corner and pick up a partner for an hour.

Pheh! Accomplishes nothin'.

Admittin' one's defects - especially to others is powerful. We are now not tortured by loneliness; we do belong. By bein' honest, we obtain humility. It brings about the willingness to take advice and accept direction from others. We will no longer be self-deceived and delusional.

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Re: I will make it b'e"h 04 Jan 2018 03:59 #324673

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I like it when cord' is stirred from his hibernation down in anchorage... whoever did that should be blessed
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Re: I will make it b'e"h 04 Jan 2018 04:12 #324674

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Markz wrote on 04 Jan 2018 03:59:
I like it when cord' is stirred from his hibernation down in anchorage... whoever did that should be blessed

ICordnoy don't!

They say that these gloves are textin' gloves, but like most of my life, that's baloney.

And by the way, every time I type the letter I at the beginnin' of a post, it immediately types Cordnoy, and need to delete it. Well, I'm not in the mood.
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Re: I will make it b'e"h 04 Jan 2018 12:23 #324684

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Well I already did not stick to my commitment so I am considering it a fall because I need to train myself to be careful even from the small things that lead me to really act out.
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Re: I will make it b'e"h 04 Jan 2018 15:00 #324687

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cordnoy wrote on 03 Jan 2018 19:55:

tzaddik212 wrote on 03 Jan 2018 19:01:
Regardless if it is a Confession or an Admission, Mayan Hamisgaber I wish You success in your new Kabalah, and may you always be pure and clean.
It is time to stop to be Medakdek on others terminology, Lets leave the Lomdos and the Dikdukim for the Beis Medrosh.
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Actually, terminology and wordin' is extremely important, especially when it is definin' someone's mindset.

Yes agree terminology is big because it reflects and shapes attitude.  
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Re: I will make it b'e"h 05 Jan 2018 09:23 #324767

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hi i'm new here just wanted to know can anyone join anytime 

Re: I will make it b'e"h 05 Jan 2018 09:39 #324768

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ayidel wrote on 05 Jan 2018 09:23:
hi i'm new here just wanted to know can anyone join anytime 

Of course you can after all this is a public forum

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Re: I will make it b'e"h 05 Jan 2018 16:12 #324791

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LoveU,Hashem wrote on 03 Jan 2018 23:48:
Nu cord??

Get it out. The oilem is waitn'...

(I still need an elaborate explanation of this n' tendency of yours..)

The g key on his keyboard is missing so he substitutes it with ' .

Re: I will make it b'e"h 05 Jan 2018 16:28 #324793

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heemircha wrote on 05 Jan 2018 16:12:

LoveU,Hashem wrote on 03 Jan 2018 23:48:
Nu cord??

Get it out. The oilem is waitn'...

(I still need an elaborate explanation of this n' tendency of yours..)

The g key on his keyboard is missing so he substitutes it with ' .

Is this a b"b thread? Need to know before I make a missin' g spot joke.
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Re: I will make it b'e"h 06 Jan 2018 04:47 #324816

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cordnoy wrote on 05 Jan 2018 16:28:

heemircha wrote on 05 Jan 2018 16:12:

LoveU,Hashem wrote on 03 Jan 2018 23:48:
Nu cord??

Get it out. The oilem is waitn'...

(I still need an elaborate explanation of this n' tendency of yours..)

The g key on his keyboard is missing so he substitutes it with ' .

Is this a b"b thread? Need to know before I make a missin' g spot joke.

Hahahaha
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Re: I will make it b'e"h 06 Jan 2018 20:32 #324819

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cordnoy wrote on 05 Jan 2018 16:28:

heemircha wrote on 05 Jan 2018 16:12:

LoveU,Hashem wrote on 03 Jan 2018 23:48:
Nu cord??

Get it out. The oilem is waitn'...

(I still need an elaborate explanation of this n' tendency of yours..)

The g key on his keyboard is missing so he substitutes it with ' .

Is this a b"b thread? Need to know before I make a missin' g spot joke.

I was sorely tempted to click "report to moderator"
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Re: I will make it b'e"h 08 Jan 2018 22:41 #325034

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I feel stupid as I fell once more but this will be the last time bl"n
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Re: I will make it b'e"h 08 Jan 2018 22:50 #325036

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MayanHamisgaber wrote on 08 Jan 2018 22:41:
I feel stupid as I fell once more but this will be the last time bl"n


It doesn't have to do with IQ and the proof is in the pudding - I'm probably the smartest guy on gye and yet I fell many times...
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Re: I will make it b'e"h 09 Jan 2018 13:02 #325077

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Markz- What's up with the pudding? Can I have some?
Mayan- If it's your last time why are you feeling stupid? You should feel great from now on no more acting out! Baruch Hashem!
On the other hand, if you feel stupid then it may not be the last time.
Smile Hashem loves you.
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Re: I will make it b'e"h 09 Jan 2018 19:46 #325127

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mikestruggling wrote on 09 Jan 2018 13:02:
Markz- What's up with the pudding? Can I have some?
Mayan- If it's your last time why are you feeling stupid? You should feel great from now on no more acting out! Baruch Hashem!
On the other hand, if you feel stupid then it may not be the last time.
Smile Hashem loves you.
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Very funny guys
I think anyone who is honest with himself feels the same
Maybe stupid was the wrong word maybe I should have written ashamed as per my give and take with Tzomah but whatever I will explain my feelings
I was/am ashamed to admit about my fall why because I hold myself better than this and maybe that is the problem i.e.ego it was to the extant that I was not even going to click I had a fall but I can not live with a lie but right now I just want to dig a grave and bury myself in it and end it all.

I know everyone means well but I am a shy and sensitive piece of dirt 
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