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Re: I will make it b"h 26 Mar 2017 12:38 #309185

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MayanHamisgaber wrote on 26 Mar 2017 11:28:

Need to vent a little....

Why the hell does he think that they do not need to listen to their own rules?
Why the hell does he think that he can treat married adults lake babies but not hand out Depends?
Why is he such a control freak?
How the hell can he be such a hypocrite yet still so respected (even by me)?
What the hell is wrong with this world/system?
Why the hell does it seem like I am the only one who is bothered by this?????

Sorry for not giving specifics as that would be loshon hara on myself and the one I am alking about....

Here's a good place to vent. Sorry to hear bout the pain u goin thru.

That being said, while I dunno what you're sayin exactly, others may be bothered by this without vocalizing it.

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Re: I will make it b"h 26 Mar 2017 18:16 #309236

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Re: I will make it b"h 26 Mar 2017 22:40 #309301

trouble OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 874 Karma: 224	MayanHamisgaber wrote on 26 Mar 2017 18:16: Like I said cannot go into details but lets just say that if a Rosh Yeshiva gives shmooze after shmooze about what he wants from his talmidim but everything he does is the polar opposite of those shmoozen it can be VERY annoying And it cannot continue for too long.
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Re: I will make it b"h 27 Mar 2017 06:59 #309335

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MayanHamisgaber wrote on 26 Mar 2017 18:16:

Like I said cannot go into details but lets just say that if a Rosh Yeshiva gives shmooze after shmooze about what he wants from his talmidim but everything he does is the polar opposite of those shmoozen it can be VERY annoying

It may very well be that this rosh Yeshiva character is schizo...

Yeah, that might make sense.

Well, I think that preposterous! What Rosh Yeshiva would be schizophrenic??

Um, dude? He just gave the Rosh Yeshiva character as an example.

Oooh, my bad.

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Re: I will make it b"h 27 Mar 2017 07:26 #309336

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Re: I will make it b"h 02 Apr 2017 13:41 #309880

mayanhamisgaber Current streak: 44 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1198 Karma: 71	Damn it Curse bein hazmanim curses to myself getting up and trying again
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Re: I will make it b"h 02 Apr 2017 14:46 #309884

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MayanHamisgaber wrote on 02 Apr 2017 13:41:

Damn it
Curse bein hazmanim
curses to myself
getting up and trying again

Sorry to hear.

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Re: I will make it b"h 02 Apr 2017 14:57 #309886

stillgoing OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1700 Karma: 157	MayanHamisgaber wrote on 02 Apr 2017 13:41: Damn it Curse bein hazmanim curses to myself getting up and trying again I like line #4 the best, My experience (for whatever it's worth) if you cut out 1,2,&3, you can get to 4 a whole lot faster.
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Re: I will make it b"h 02 Apr 2017 15:48 #309890

Markz OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 8203 Karma: 426	MayanHamisgaber wrote on 02 Apr 2017 13:41: Damn it Curse bein hazmanim curses to myself getting up and trying again I have bein hazmanim usually at least once a week. Its a regular fact of life for many of us #WhatYouGonnaDoAboutIt
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Re: I will make it b"h 02 Apr 2017 15:56 #309891

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Re: I will make it b"h 02 Apr 2017 19:34 #309899

GrowStrong Current streak: 2153 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder OMAAT Posts: 888 Karma: 89	MayanHamisgaber wrote on 02 Apr 2017 13:41: Damn it Curse bein hazmanim curses to myself getting up and trying again Change is hard Especially when its to a place with a whole different set of triggers and memories. Don't be hard on yourself....focus on getting out of mitzrayim. And pray for all of us to get out!

Re: I will make it b"h 03 Apr 2017 00:00 #309910

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MayanHamisgaber wrote on 02 Apr 2017 13:41:

Damn it
Curse bein hazmanim
curses to myself
getting up and trying again

That happened. It's fine.over. You already did all the cursing, so there's nothing left to do but ask What's ahead?
bein hazmanim. Yep, bein hazmanin is still ahead and you can succeed. Go truck/boat/bike odaat or obhaat

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Re: I will make it b"h 03 Apr 2017 11:24 #309953

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MayanHamisgaber wrote on 02 Apr 2017 13:41:

Damn it
Curse bein hazmanim
curses to myself
getting up and trying again

Sounds really disappointing and tough. However your honesty is A1. And that will pull you out of this mess with Hashem's help. Dont curse yourself. You are a great guy who has inspired so many of us. Just try to figure out what triggers ignite bein hazmanim and try to prepare for them in advance. Maybe someone should start a thread about the bein hazmanim nisyonos and suggestions. I am sure many out here have experienced the challenges and the successes. and have good ideas to share.

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Re: I will make it b"h 05 Apr 2017 02:02 #310193

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Re: I will make it b"h 05 Apr 2017 17:51 #310267

mayanhamisgaber Current streak: 44 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1198 Karma: 71	Thank you all for the posts and support There were no triggers nothing but old territory that I thought I prepared for but guess I didn't. I have since had many more opportunities and did not have any problems B"H and now have switched local for awhile so all is good.
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