Hey all so I fell Monday yesterday and today (Although it was only searching triggering photos and not masturbation with a finish and some people don't count that as a fall I do) my shmeras einiem has been horrible but in terms of hanging out with girls I was good except for last night when while I was talking to my cousin two girls sat down next to us I should have gotten up but didn't (more later have to go now)

I see you're here still (hoverin on the page)

please stay with us

And I'd be the first to agree with you that Vegas and all environs are triggering

Continuing from before (just had to run to lunch) so after the girls sat down I didn't get up I didn't really engage them and although I should have gotten up there was a bit of a victory as I didn't engage them and didn't show them a really cool magic trick I had that would have really started a conversation
before all of my falls when the lust hit I had and idea to reach but thought nah I'll win this time ETC so my resolution is just that next Time lust hits I'm gonna reach to someone on the site
thoughts?

I don't have much to say

I think your parents don't realise what challenging situations they unwittingly put you through, eg mixing with girls, or unfiltered devices

I don't know for sure, but I think there are brave steps you can take to be successful!

Hey chevra  I fell again today I have to be honest with myself I had numerous ways I could have reached out or distracted myself what I realized is that I still want to fall and have not yet reached rock bottom a bit  depressing that I still want to fall but I recognize the issue
thoughts?

FSKOT

Shlomo24 wrote:

What does that mean

It only sounds good in Gemara Nigun

FS
Fell Shmell (ay ye yai, twist 3 thumbs)
KOT
Keep On Trucking (yeah)

Aryeh821 wrote on 02 May 2016 21:38:

I know exactly how you feel. That's the way I felt for the last while until I came back to gye. A big part of it may be that once we fall, we feel like we might as well keep falling because we aren't going to be ruining our streak anyway.

If you can give yourself more of an incentive to be clean now it might help.

Get a piece of paper, list all the reasons you want to stop, list all the ways falling affects you negatively, and write out some sort of taphsic for a short while.

Once you have a decent streak it should get easier.

I found doing these things helpful. You don't really have much to lose by trying it.

markz wrote on 02 May 2016 23:41:

Markdechi, I dingzech on you. L'chora it's clor that that the oise FellShmellKeepOnTrucking has to be said b'toch k'day dibbor. (twist 3 thumbs) You KeepOnTrucking af al pe kain that you FellShmell (not you chash v'sholom, d'yener mench) There can't be a hefsek between the FellShmell and the KeepOnTrucking.
Maskim? 

bardichev wrote on 01 Jul 2009 22:51:

Thanks for all the input guys I really appreciate it just checking in to update that it's going good 

Hey all I'm still sober but I had a bit of a incident probably a half an hour before shabbos I was about to break down and fall I was waiting for the device I was going to use to finish updating a few moments before it did I turned to G-D and Said G-D when that device turns on I'm done I can't fight this please , please take this away from me because If not I'm  lost and He did 

Hey Aryeh,
Just found your thread.  Power to you buddy,  never stop the fight and you will have breakthroughs,  you already hot new milestones and that is a sign of progress. 
So you are already growing,  it's not very common that anyone kicks it in a single determined effort,  it is a culmination of many efforts that usually bring significant results.  Whatever,  just keep at it, always keep on the fight,  when you can search for better and smarter ways to approach this, and whatever happens  just stick around and hang with us. 
Nothing you can't share around here,  
hatzlacha

I imagine you have alot of qualified people to talk to, but in case you run out of numbers and you need another I'm more than glad to share mine.