I know what it's like to grow up in a house with some avenues open...


Ask your father if he minds you setting up the filter seeing that he doesn't have the time

You can ask him to fill the password just to set it up, or ask a friend...

My 2 cents

Markz wrote on 08 Jan 2017 04:21:

i appreciate the idea and more importantly the thought and even more importantly ........ the money 

At one point I wouldn't even think of looking at stuff with others close by.

But I proved myself wrong. 
Push for it. It's life and death here.

so i had my first porn-free erev shabbos in a reaaaaaaaly long time wooow!! although i managed to find a way around it now (motzai shabbos) before this i have never felt so trapped in  my life it felt like a fast waiting for food but the difference here is that i was never going to get it again but unfortunately i did:( but im on my way
as an aside very surprised that my filter didn't block GYE but B''H it didn't  

Take that feeling of success and go with it further! We are all rooting for you Stay with us

my psychologist suggested getting some phone number to call in times of need 
anyone available .if so please PM me 

304 504 7726

It's in my signature.

Hey Aryeh,
Be in touch by PM if you want to be in direct touch with me, I am happy to help when you need to talk.
Much love.

Hey guess so its been just over a week since my house had been filterfied and right now i really really want porn (while Im typing the urge is going down a little bit) theres not much in my mind i can do about it any eitzas?

you already did the first step by typing to yur family here good work why not call Shlomo or pm GS like they offered they give me great encouragement on my thread 
i'll be up for a little more let us know what happens just whatever happens don't fall we are here for you.

B'hatzlacha

Hey all posting here cause I'm feeling reallllllly alone I'm at a pesach hotel and its really been a roller coaster of a ride I was m'chalel yom tov to try and get porn on my non frum cousins phone but I also had the chance to get porn on my brother phone and didn't
 I managed to stop myself from going to hang out with girls on one night but ended up hanging out with them the next two daysnow my family is all sitting around on their smart phones and I recently got rid of mine and I'm not friendly enough to go chill with the co-ed group I generally just wait for them to call ,me over or something so I'm really bored and really lonely and I just found  out today(motzai yom tov) that there are computers here with no supervision so its not the best situation 

Aryeh821 wrote on 19 Apr 2017 04:00:

Sorry to hear you're having a bit of a rough ride and feeling lonely. Just remember, porn just makes you feel more disconnected from​ people and even lonelier. At least in my experience. Maybe find a good book to read, or read through some threads here on gye. Anyways, all the best! Never give up!

Aryeh821 wrote on 19 Apr 2017 04:00:

Shame, and they call these hotel getaways "kosher".

Hold up, we're all rootin' for you! 

Aryeh821 wrote on 19 Apr 2017 04:00:

There were times I didn't go places with my parents because they were too lust endearing for me.
No one else is gonna drive your truck for you 

But it's not necessarily the location that will make it or break it
If you hadn't gone with the fam to the hotel, rather stayed home with friends, are you certain you wouldn't have had access to lust material
If the answer is no, then maybe you want to try something else

And hey - realllllllllly alone isn't a good thing - sorry you had that

feeling very unworthy
unworthy of G-ds love
His forgivness
my love for myself
maybe i dont deserve to get up and keep trying-make that start trying