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Re: Here we go 27 May 2016 21:00 #289075

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Ina -which shir hamaalos
also I had a fall today 
I need to get serious about soberity spoke to dov This week and plan on speaking again sometime and I think I'm going to join cords call hopefully I'll get some ideas 
i felt like I didn't need to post "why tell anyone about your fall it doesn't make a difference" but it does 
so here I am 
Soberity is a journey NOT a destination 
 

Re: Here we go 27 May 2016 21:09 #289077

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Kapitel 163, the one about telepathy. Duh.

Sorry to hear about the fall, glad to hear you're taking steps to change it.


KOT!

Re: Here we go 27 May 2016 21:16 #289078

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inastruggle wrote:
Kapitel 163, the one about telepathy. Duh.

Sorry to hear about the fall, glad to hear you're taking steps to change it.


KOT!

I meant which tune ?
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Re: Here we go 27 May 2016 21:25 #289080

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Kinda goes like this.

la la la
lalala lalala

LA LA LA 
LALALA LALALA

DUN dun DA dun dun da DEEN DUN DADEEDADUN

It's called the imperial march.

Re: Here we go 27 May 2016 21:32 #289081

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inastruggle wrote:
Kinda goes like this.

la la la
lalala lalala

LA LA LA 
LALALA LALALA

DUN dun DA dun dun da DEEN DUN DADEEDADUN

It's called the imperial march.

It's from reb nachmun? 
 
Soberity is a journey NOT a destination 
 

Re: Here we go 27 May 2016 21:34 #289082

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Um. 

Not exactly. 

Reb Williams, ah groiseh baal menagen.

Re: Here we go 29 May 2016 03:44 #289102

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Hey all so I'm looking for a sponsor/partner 
i don't really have any requirements besides being sober for a while though  not white knuckling 
and he has to be able to put up with my shnitzlefaceness (my iPod finally learned and now shnitzlefaceness is part of autocorrect (aryehfiying my ipod mwhahahahahahahahah))
Soberity is a journey NOT a destination 
 
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Re: Here we go 05 Jun 2016 02:57 #289594

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I fell once during the week 
I finally worked out my schedule so I can do his call regularly 
i got down this week for two main reasons  
the first is that my rebbi mentioned that we should work on ourselves and learn as much we could while young as we no major problems and responsibilities  to worry about such as a wife and kids  parnosah ETC that got me down as that unfortunately does not apply to me and I reallized that I really in a sense have ruined my teenage years which leads me to number 2
2 which is that I reallized I cant remember what it is like before this began when I was just an normal kid I've always had a problem with living in the present usually fixating on what I could have done better and what the future will bring 
I don't know if anyone gets Mishpacah magazine but we were mentioned this week 

 
Soberity is a journey NOT a destination 
 

Re: Here we go 06 Jun 2016 23:24 #289756

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inastruggle wrote on 27 May 2016 17:51:
How ya doing aryeh?

Don't just post when you fall, we like you even when you're clean.

Yea, except that the shnitzlefaceness makes me hungry.
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Re: Here we go 10 Jun 2016 15:39 #290009

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If I had to guess I'd say he's not posting because he's in yeshiva for shavuos.

Re: Here we go 17 Jun 2016 16:40 #290276

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I wish..
I wish I had wifi in Yeshivah so I could post more
i wish I had the courage to tell my mother when she asks me if/why I'm stressed I would say ya mom I actually have an addiction 
I wish I wasn't so involved in politics in Yeshivah
i wish I didn't want to fall so much 
I wish I didn't have two wet dreams in as many days 
i wish I hadn't been given this to start with 
I wish I was just normal 
I wish I wasn't so pathetic stop wishing and would start doing 
I am..
I am going to phone in to cords call once a week live (I can't do more because the number isn't local)
I am going to listen to the recordings for the days I miss
i am going to try and dis-engage myself from politics at Yeshivah (spoke to my reel I a bit about this)
Soberity is a journey NOT a destination 
 

Re: Here we go 17 Jun 2016 22:12 #290294

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I believe there is a local number.

Unless you're in Fargo, Calcutta or Jackson.
My email: thenewme613@hotmail.com
My threads:
GYE Handbook | Gibbor's Insights | GYE FAQ - Thanks Skep and DMS123456789 White Book | Big Book (Alcoholics Anonymous)

If one gives up at the first sign of a struggle, he is really not ready to be successful."
"Tryin' and doin' are two different thin's - tryin' is hopin'; doin' is succeedin'.
"The right thin' to do and the hard thin' to do are usually the same."


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Re: Here we go 19 Jun 2016 03:27 #290304

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Both the listed number for canada and the one skep gave me were listed as long distance 
Soberity is a journey NOT a destination 
 

Re: Here we go 19 Jun 2016 03:38 #290306

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Brother you don't sound like a tough cookie

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Re: Here we go 19 Jun 2016 03:38 #290307

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Please join our email group where there are fellows from Canada who call in.
They can help you as well.
My email: thenewme613@hotmail.com
My threads:
GYE Handbook | Gibbor's Insights | GYE FAQ - Thanks Skep and DMS123456789 White Book | Big Book (Alcoholics Anonymous)

If one gives up at the first sign of a struggle, he is really not ready to be successful."
"Tryin' and doin' are two different thin's - tryin' is hopin'; doin' is succeedin'.
"The right thin' to do and the hard thin' to do are usually the same."


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MY POSTS ARE NOT WRITTEN AS A MODERATOR UNLESS EXPLICITLY STATED.
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