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Re: Here we go 08 May 2016 02:52 #287068

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Yesod wrote:
I imagine you have alot of qualified people to talk to, but in case you run out of numbers and you need another I'm more than glad to share mine. 

B'H I've got a few but the more the merrier 
you want my email? 
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Re: Here we go 08 May 2016 02:54 #287069

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Re: Here we go 08 May 2016 02:57 #287071

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markz wrote:
Yesods email is in the "Free Towing" page success story list, and I'm planning to have yours here too

Thanks and I hope so too
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Re: Here we go 08 May 2016 03:26 #287080

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It's great that you're still clean.

Like a retired member used to say, falls don't happen in a vaccum. It might be a good idea for you to figure out why you almost fell, what led up to it etc.

KOMT!

Re: Here we go 08 May 2016 03:45 #287085

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inastruggle wrote:
It's great that you're still clean.

Like a retired member used to say, falls don't happen in a vaccum. It might be a good idea for you to figure out why you almost fell, what led up to it etc.

KOMT!

Ya I made an appointment with my mashgiach tomorrow to discuss underlying issues  my progress plans going forward ETC I'll update how it goes probably Friday 
Soberity is a journey NOT a destination 
 
Last Edit: 08 May 2016 03:45 by Aryeh821.

Re: Here we go 11 May 2016 02:56 #287430

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It's late an I gotta go to sleep but I'm feeling the feelings so I gotta post (as opposed to doing it tomorrow) this post is both a cry for help and putting my thoughts to concrete which I've found helps 

today hasn't Been the best day and I've been struggling with one particular fantasy which I alternate between being sickened and aroused

im scared I don't want to fall but I want to give in to stop fighting  but I don't want to fall back down to the mud

this is me reaching out thoughts/help/ideas?

 
Soberity is a journey NOT a destination 
 

Re: Here we go 11 May 2016 03:35 #287432

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Aryeh, from the posts at the top of this page it sounds like you have the numbers and/or email addresses of a few people here. Maybe you can use them tonight. I'm sure they won't mind if you are trying to avoid a fall.
I'm praying for you.

Re: Here we go 11 May 2016 04:31 #287444

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Yeah Aryeh, why don't you call?

I have unlimited minutes on my plan

 

Re: Here we go 11 May 2016 04:36 #287446

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Yesod wrote:
Yeah Aryeh, why don't you call?

I have unlimited minutes on my plan
 

First of all thanks but cords helped me out already 
I e-mailed you as of right now phoning wouldn't work but I wrote down your number to take to yeshivah in case I need back up (can't email there)
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Re: Here we go 11 May 2016 13:06 #287474

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Anytime,  have a good one

Re: Here we go 11 May 2016 22:15 #287553

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Aryeh, how's it going today, and how was last night?
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Re: Here we go 13 May 2016 17:37 #287729

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Hey Chevra 
so suprisingly enough I don't actually know everything 
on Tuesday night one of the people I reached out to was cordnoy and he told me to pray I was incensed he was supposed to be one the guys with the answers doesn't he know that I've been  davening for 5 years what's it going to help so anyways I did pray and wadya know it worked I survived so thanks for that 
I have a fantasy that's been tugging at me for days and my neighbors using my trampoline pretty much everyday definitely does not help the situation 
ideas/thoughts
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Re: Here we go 13 May 2016 17:47 #287731

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Are you reaching out for how to be rescued, or are you seeking a life mindset changer?
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Re: Here we go 13 May 2016 19:25 #287742

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cordnoy wrote:
Are you reaching out for how to be rescued, or are you seeking a life mindset changer?

Both
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Re: Here we go 13 May 2016 21:31 #287757

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I feel like a creep I fell again 
I left my house to go play tennis with some friends hoping to get lust out of my system and some exercise 
unfortunately when I came back my neighbors were still  there and after a few minutes of internal struggling I started staring out my window after that it was just downhill
Soberity is a journey NOT a destination 
 
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