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DaveKo Log 30 Dec 2015 15:21 #272831

daveko Current streak: 1 day OFFLINE Junior Boarder Posts: 28 Karma: 0	I am required to put a thread link. Ok. This is it. Hello. Day 1. Hangover. Lack of energy. Regret. No clarity. I usually recover the following day two. So I am going to see star wars in the movies. "There has been an awakening... (From guard your eyes) Have you felt it?" Cheers

Re: DaveKo Log 30 Dec 2015 15:27 #272833

Markz OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 8228 Karma: 426	Welcome!! You're not required to do nothing! Just put your thumb out for a trucking hitch, and enjoy the ride! I'm enjoying every minute
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Re: DaveKo Log 30 Dec 2015 15:33 #272836

daveko Current streak: 1 day OFFLINE Junior Boarder Posts: 28 Karma: 0	Thank you.

Re: DaveKo Log 30 Dec 2015 16:37 #272840

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Re: DaveKo Log 30 Dec 2015 18:00 #272851

iwant2begood Current streak: 3206 days OFFLINE Expert Boarder Posts: 136 Karma: 13	You came to the right place good luck on your journey keep on posting!

Re: DaveKo Log 31 Dec 2015 11:18 #272962

daveko Current streak: 1 day OFFLINE Junior Boarder Posts: 28 Karma: 0	First day clean. So, no I remember the boost of energy, positivity and awesomeness being clean entails. I read the handbook first few content. Wow. Thank you. And the website and the community as a whole. Rcommend it.

Re: DaveKo Log 31 Dec 2015 12:06 #272965

iwant2begood Current streak: 3206 days OFFLINE Expert Boarder Posts: 136 Karma: 13	You got the right attitude!! Keep on going!

Re: DaveKo Log 31 Dec 2015 17:28 #272995

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Welcome. The community as a whole is indeed amazing. Thanks for joining.

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www.guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/236329-Bigmoishs-path-to-tahara

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Re: DaveKo Log 31 Dec 2015 18:37 #273004

abe2710 Current streak: 32 days OFFLINE Senior Boarder Posts: 44 Karma: 1	DaveKo good to have you on board with us. it might be a long journey, it might be a hard journey but dont give up you can do it!
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Re: DaveKo Log 31 Dec 2015 19:59 #273009

gibbor120 OFFLINE Platinum Boarder NEVER EVER GIVE UP! Posts: 5251 Karma: 166	WELCOME! Keep posting.
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Re: DaveKo Log 02 Jan 2016 17:53 #273127

daveko Current streak: 1 day OFFLINE Junior Boarder Posts: 28 Karma: 0	I have resisted temptation because I could no bear let down people reading or posting on this thread. That and a little reminder that is an addiction what we are dealing. Also seeing so many people on 80's is a reminder that I also can be there, and should be there.

Re: DaveKo Log 03 Jan 2016 02:02 #273148

daveko Current streak: 1 day OFFLINE Junior Boarder Posts: 28 Karma: 0	Ok. Day 4. What do you do if I am up at 3 am? First, get out of my bedroom, check my chart, and write on the log. Weather the storm, I guess. And some little reading of the beautiful manual.

Re: DaveKo Log 03 Jan 2016 02:31 #273150

Markz OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 8228 Karma: 426	DaveKo wrote: Ok. Day 4. What do you do if I am up at 3 am? First, get out of my bedroom, check my chart, and write on the log. Weather the storm, I guess. And some little reading of the beautiful manual. I think a lot of us can learn from you! POWERFUL STUFF at 3am Keep on trucking!!
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Re: DaveKo Log 04 Jan 2016 07:20 #273266

daveko Current streak: 1 day OFFLINE Junior Boarder Posts: 28 Karma: 0	I should not do that, but I guess if my imagination goes a little fired up only at night, that is an slip. Hopefully it is, but better reduce the intensity before it goes to worst...

Re: DaveKo Log 05 Jan 2016 18:48 #273437

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I failed.
My mistake for not stoping fantasies.
Be totally clean, is difficult.
That is why stick to the given definition helps to draw the line.
Is up to me next time to that if I feel unclean, but by definition I am clean, continue.
Not look for perfection, and learn to backtrack from slips, do not use them as an excuse.
Like now. Restarting, but not use it as excuse to watch porn. This is serious.
I will restart without porn! Something is something.
May Hashem help my grandmother, deceased yesterday, for the merit of rising as honest and caring man as is my father.