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Scientific studies show that it takes 90 days to break an addictive pattern in the mind. Start your own Log of your journey to 90 days! Post here to update us on your status and to give each other chizuk to stay strong!

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Re: Ninety days... 08 Oct 2015 13:32 #265301

Damientweeter Current streak: 45 days OFFLINE Senior Boarder Posts: 45 Karma: 1	Of course I could be kidding myself, but life's a journey you need to take in your own mind and concience, and all I can do is pray to find the truth along the way.

Re: Ninety days... 09 Oct 2015 00:42 #265415

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Had my strongest urge yet today... sitting and waiting for my shift to start. Not just I'm bored and looking for something to do, a real sexual urge to DO IT NOW. Alone. With my feet up playing a game on my phone.

Kinda why I don't have alot of sympathy for the guys who just can't seem to avoid temptation. I mean all I need is 3 walls and a broken door in a run down plant and I'm ready to act out, damn the consequences.

What stopped me was the absurdity of the situation. And that I've been thinking about being a better Jew.

Last Edit: 12 Oct 2015 23:33 by cordnoy.

Re: Ninety days... 09 Oct 2015 01:12 #265417

Markz OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 8203 Karma: 426	Man, you are STRONG! Next time you're in a tight spot how about scrolling posts on this forum. Start with the Just having fun category. Come back to me when you're done with that Warning: Spoiler! for a farher
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Re: Ninety days... 09 Oct 2015 01:53 #265422

Damientweeter Current streak: 45 days OFFLINE Senior Boarder Posts: 45 Karma: 1	Tai chi and meditation for me thanks. But man, the things you can find on then internet...

Re: Ninety days... 11 Oct 2015 02:41 #265531

Damientweeter Current streak: 45 days OFFLINE Senior Boarder Posts: 45 Karma: 1	Spent Shabbos on the country. Family had a great time, totally refreshing.

Re: Ninety days... 12 Oct 2015 20:21 #265725

Damientweeter Current streak: 45 days OFFLINE Senior Boarder Posts: 45 Karma: 1	Bothers me that I can't identify what could cause me to give in. Almost seem to be on autopilot, just waiting to trip.

Re: Ninety days... 12 Oct 2015 21:53 #265737

Markz OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 8203 Karma: 426	Our autopilot is forever gonna be SA and SSA. I don't think it's our job / possible to change that. Question is if we are using the tools to ensure this autopilot stays in the safe zone and doesn't head to Las Vegas, G-d save us
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Re: Ninety days... 12 Oct 2015 22:55 #265745

Damientweeter Current streak: 45 days OFFLINE Senior Boarder Posts: 45 Karma: 1	Seeing Hillary in Vegas= Manuel amputation with a carrot peeler
	Last Edit: 12 Oct 2015 23:31 by cordnoy.

Re: Ninety days... 13 Oct 2015 00:09 #265750

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I've never been to Vegas. People who know me say I'd never return. I fear they may be right, so I'll just stay away.

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--"If, when you honestly want to, you find you cannot quit entirely, or if when drinking (or lusting), you have little control over the amount you take, you are probably alcoholic (or sexaholic)." AA Big Book P. 45. Parenthesis added.
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Re: Ninety days... 16 Oct 2015 14:56 #266152

Damientweeter Current streak: 45 days OFFLINE Senior Boarder Posts: 45 Karma: 1	If I wanted to be celibate I'd have become a priest... or maybe not...

Re: Ninety days... 19 Oct 2015 23:25 #266380

Damientweeter Current streak: 45 days OFFLINE Senior Boarder Posts: 45 Karma: 1	Bible says about the generation of the flood, "their thought were only of bad things, the whole day". Been there.

Re: Ninety days... 19 Oct 2015 23:29 #266381

shlomo24 Current streak: 1 day OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 2213 Karma: 134	Damientweeter wrote: Bible says about the generation of the flood, "their thought were only of bad things, the whole day". Been there. In SA we learn that we aren't bad getting good. We are sick getting better.
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Re: Ninety days... 23 Oct 2015 18:11 #266716

Damientweeter Current streak: 45 days OFFLINE Senior Boarder Posts: 45 Karma: 1	It's sort of like feal in hungry. Really really hungry.

Re: Ninety days... 01 Nov 2015 02:56 #267412

Damientweeter Current streak: 45 days OFFLINE Senior Boarder Posts: 45 Karma: 1	So here is where I am: 41 days in, havent masturbating or visited sites that would facilitate it. I have however read articles and watched videos that I find arrousing, and find myself fantasizing. So I need to decide whether to risk everything by confronting the beast or just fead it untIl I'm stronger...

Re: Ninety days... 01 Nov 2015 03:11 #267414

skeptical OFFLINE Moderator Posts: 1118 Karma: 78	Feed the beast until you're stronger? How does making it stronger help you?
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