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Re: mischaretani's climb to 90 01 May 2017 14:37 #312005

Back to day 1:confused:.
I haven't been here for a long time, but I think it will be good for me to return.
Last Edit: 01 May 2017 14:38 by mischaretani.

Re: mischaretani's climb to 90 01 May 2017 14:44 #312006

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Welcome back

Should we go to the beginning of the thread to hear your story or can you post it again...
very important thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21">FEEL THE HUGS!!!

Re: mischaretani's climb to 90 01 May 2017 14:50 #312007

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mischaretani wrote on 01 May 2017 14:37:
Back to day 1:confused:.
I haven't been here for a long time, but I think it will be good for me to return.

Welcome back brother

Actually "day one" isn't a day back, it's the way forward. Stay with it tommorow too ;-)
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Re: mischaretani's climb to 90 01 May 2017 15:05 #312008

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Re: mischaretani's climb to 90 01 May 2017 16:28 #312013

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Thats one of your best decisions you had made in your life, Chazak Vamatz
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כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים

Re: mischaretani's climb to 90 02 May 2017 14:02 #312101

mischaretani wrote on 21 May 2014 16:04:
Hey everybody,
I'm new to GYE, and I figured it would be a good idea for me to open a thread to help me on my journey to 90.
I struggled with masturbation throughout high school, and on rare occasions I viewed pornography. But for the most part, masturbation was my problem. I quit pornography years ago, and was also clean from masturbating for a while. Until a few weeks ago I fell. Then I discovered GYE.
My wife knows about it, and she is extremely supportive and helpful. She is my daily inspiration, and I owe it to her that I am now at 25 days and counting!

So that's my story as I posted it when I first joined GYE. Since then I had a long clean stretch, but I slipped up after our second child was born. After the first time my wife went to the mikvah giving birth, we had a long and enjoyable, but we're now in her first niddah cycle and I need to get used to going 12 days without her touch again.
Last night was pretty good, but this morning I was very aroused - got myself under control but not before intentionally making myself hard. Does that count as a fall?

Re: mischaretani's climb to 90 03 May 2017 03:52 #312173

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Welcome back and thanks for posting!
i don't know in regard to GYE but in my book I call that a slip but not an actual fall. May this be the beginning many more clean happy healthy days iyh!!!!

Re: mischaretani's climb to 90 03 May 2017 08:04 #312187

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Welcome back! Keep it up!!

Depends on where you see yourself, if you consider it something on your level to refrain from.
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Re: mischaretani's climb to 90 03 May 2017 15:44 #312218

Had a fall this morning.
Wife is in niddah and I could really use a hug from her right now.

Re: mischaretani's climb to 90 03 May 2017 19:02 #312231

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 Love the honesty 
To quote one of yesteryears greats Fell Shmell I will get up and continue trucking vieter

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very important thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21">FEEL THE HUGS!!!

Re: mischaretani's climb to 90 03 May 2017 19:51 #312236

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And another quote from someone answering that great one after a fall

Yosef Hatzadik wrote on 08 Mar 2010 17:10:
Asher nassi yecheta, ashrei l'hador asher hanassi choteh umevi korban, We are lucky to have someone with your attitude as our REBBE!

V'chol beis yisroel yivku ess hasreifoh asher saref (Think: Noorah Bei Amram), after reading your post I cried, Hen b'kodoshov lo ya'amin, what can the little ones like us hope for?
very important thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21">FEEL THE HUGS!!!
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