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Re: My ENTIRE story 26 Jun 2024 13:01 #415863

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Amazing!! 
מגלגלין זכות ע”י זכאי

And btw I'm crawling along 2 days behind you (I'm 47 days today)... so go on and lead the way to 1000 days clean iyH!! We have many צדיקים to look up to on the wall of honor of GYE!
My favourite resources:
1. "זאת בריתי". hebrewbooks.org/56572 (PM me for a sharper version)
2. "שערי גדולה". hebrewbooks.org/48344
3.  guardyoureyes.com/ebooks/item/the-battle-of-the-generation

My journey: Emunah struggles, Celebrating a fall, I'm fed up(main thread), I'm drowning, Tips for Shmiras Einayim.

Re: My ENTIRE story 26 Jun 2024 13:20 #415864

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upanddown wrote on 26 Jun 2024 13:01:
Amazing!! 
מגלגלין זכות ע”י זכאי

And btw I'm crawling along 2 days behind you (I'm 47 days today)... so go on and lead the way to 1000 days clean iyH!! We have many צדיקים to look up to on the wall of honor of GYE!

אמן!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!Thank you for your kind words and to you as well

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Re: My ENTIRE story 26 Jun 2024 15:39 #415874

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Muttel wrote on 26 Jun 2024 08:33:
Dear GYE friends,

Today is a special day for me, for 2 reasons she’heim achas.

Today is my personal erev Shavuos, my personal kabbalas haTorah after 49 days of reaching so many rungs of madreigaos in taharah… I’ll be hearing my personal “Anochi” after having bh, through the grace of HKBH reached this point with the help of all of you!

This wonderful feeling is augmented by having read about PY and Eerie’s clarion call to action to take what’s been given to us and passing it along to others. The second reason why today is special is because I’m happy to report: I’ve got a second talmid in the bag!!!!

What makes me so joyous about it is that he didn’t open to me like my first. I initiated with this one, chosemyahem’s letter to his Rebbi in my mind’s eye when I sat him down and opened the door of communication wide open….. he came back the next day (yesterday) asking for tips and help in controlling his urges and I began giving him HHM’s shmooz, woke up this morning to find a one word text from him - “clean”. What joy and happiness! That one word engenders such feelings of strength, accomplishment, challenge, and most of all, purity…..

It’ll be a long journey for him, but we’re looking to change the world, one bachur at a time……..

Signing off full of joyous emotion,
Muttel

WOW WOW WOW!!!
It's been a little while since a post has gotten me to cry. Muttel, that is AMAZING!!! Your purity shines through your beautiful words!
And your talmidim are so lucky!!!!!! Watching you soar, watching your impact grow, it's making me cry. Ashrecha Yisroel!!!
Feel free to say hi. My email is 1gimpelovitz@gmail.com

Re: My ENTIRE story 26 Jun 2024 17:10 #415891

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The sun's rays glistened off of his orange beard,
The sweet smile accompanied by a strong, quick hug.
Before long they were engrossed in conversation, 
oblivious to those around them.
Sharing game strategies, experiences on the court, 
two teammates full of adrenaline to take on the opponent. 
Teammates is weak by way of comparison; they are rather brothers bonded by challenge,
struggle, disappointment, courage, success, and most importantly, growth. 

The connection is what carries the successes,  
The communication solidifies the bond.
Mutual respect fosters action, and action fosters mutual respect....

'Twas a glorious first meeting, the first of many more!


Muttel
We're in this struggle together; feel free to reach out! 
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Last Edit: 27 Jun 2024 00:58 by Muttel.

Re: My ENTIRE story 26 Jun 2024 19:04 #415900

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Muttel wrote on 26 Jun 2024 17:10:
The sun's rays glistened off of his orange beard,
The sweet smile accompanied by a strong, quick hug.
Before long they were engrossed in conversation, 
oblivious to those around them.
Sharing game strategies, experiences on the court, 
two teammates full of adrenaline to take on the opponent. 
Teammates is weak by way of comparison; they are rather brothers bonded by EFFORT,
struggle, disappointment, courage, success, and most importantly, growth. 

The connection is what carries the successes,  
The communication solidifies the bond.
Mutual respect fosters action, and action fosters mutual respect....

'Twas a glorious first meeting, the first of many more!


Muttel

I warned you that you'll be edited!!
Was glorious indeed
May you slide down the banister of happiness and get many splinters of success up your career

Feel free to send me an owl, a howler, or even a Crumple-Horned Snorkack to Iamredfaced@gmail.com


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Last Edit: 26 Jun 2024 19:36 by redfaced.

Re: My ENTIRE story 26 Jun 2024 22:10 #415907

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redfaced wrote on 26 Jun 2024 19:04:

Muttel wrote on 26 Jun 2024 17:10:
The sun's rays glistened off of his orange beard,
The sweet smile accompanied by a strong, quick hug.
Before long they were engrossed in conversation, 
oblivious to those around them.
Sharing game strategies, experiences on the court, 
two teammates full of adrenaline to take on the opponent. 
Teammates is weak by way of comparison; they are rather brothers bonded by EFFORT,
struggle, disappointment, courage, success, and most importantly, growth. 

The connection is what carries the successes,  
The communication solidifies the bond.
Mutual respect fosters action, and action fosters mutual respect....

'Twas a glorious first meeting, the first of many more!


Muttel

I warned you that you'll be edited!!
Was glorious indeed

You didn't even tell me that you were meeting! You could've taken me out for at least a few minutes! BH! 
:pinch: Warning: Spoiler!
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Re: My ENTIRE story 27 Jun 2024 00:59 #415918

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Our flight to Burma should land soon….

Muttel
We're in this struggle together; feel free to reach out! 
Muttel15@gmail.com

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Check out my thread here: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/413043-My-ENTIRE-story#413043

Re: My ENTIRE story 27 Jun 2024 14:57 #415941

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Muttel wrote on 26 Jun 2024 17:10:
The sun's rays glistened off of his orange beard,
The sweet smile accompanied by a strong, quick hug.
Before long they were engrossed in conversation, 
oblivious to those around them.
Sharing game strategies, experiences on the court, 
two teammates full of adrenaline to take on the opponent. 
Teammates is weak by way of comparison; they are rather brothers bonded by challenge,
struggle, disappointment, courage, success, and most importantly, growth. 

The connection is what carries the successes,  
The communication solidifies the bond.
Mutual respect fosters action, and action fosters mutual respect....

'Twas a glorious first meeting, the first of many more!


Muttel

Thank you for announcing publicly that I have an orange beard. Its gotten me out of a unhealthy relationship with someone here
May you slide down the banister of happiness and get many splinters of success up your career

Feel free to send me an owl, a howler, or even a Crumple-Horned Snorkack to Iamredfaced@gmail.com


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Last Edit: 27 Jun 2024 15:12 by redfaced.

Re: My ENTIRE story 27 Jun 2024 15:24 #415944

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redfaced wrote on 27 Jun 2024 14:57:

Muttel wrote on 26 Jun 2024 17:10:
The sun's rays glistened off of his orange beard,


Thank you for announcing publicly that I have an orange beard. Its gotten me out of a unhealthy relationship with someone here

Nah...I actually have a thing for redheads. Was just looking for an excuse to get rid of you forever. 

Bye Bye. 

Re: My ENTIRE story 28 Jun 2024 01:13 #415978

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youknowwho wrote on 27 Jun 2024 15:24:

redfaced wrote on 27 Jun 2024 14:57:

Muttel wrote on 26 Jun 2024 17:10:
The sun's rays glistened off of his orange beard,



Thank you for announcing publicly that I have an orange beard. Its gotten me out of a unhealthy relationship with someone here

Nah...I actually have a thing for redheads. Was just looking for an excuse to get rid of you forever. 

Bye Bye. 

Actually, he never could stomach the Weasleys....
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Re: My ENTIRE story 28 Jun 2024 16:07 #416001

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I'm a few days late in posting this:

They walked down the small flight of stairs entered the well-appointed living room/ dining room
like 2 Generals hunkering down in their bunker strategizing their troops' operations. 
Many ideas flowed back and forth. The one with salt and pepper on his face sat in amazement and with
boundless love and respect hearing about his younger counterpart's Holy Operation. 
Reflecting on how someone's years of falls developed into a burning life's mission seared a deep impression.
The minutes flew by and quickly the critically important highly classified meeting came to a close.
The purity on his shining face combined with the joy and conviction in his all-important undercover role

Leaves one gaping with awe.....

'Twas a sweet meeting, with many more to follow!

Muttel
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Re: My ENTIRE story 28 Jun 2024 18:08 #416011

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The garbage can, hose, and spraying water was not a booby trap btw
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Re: My ENTIRE story 28 Jun 2024 18:11 #416012

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I just completed a long post at the request of a Rebbi here, detailing the tips I've given others in a clear format. It got deleted! I've never had that happen to me!

Wondering if I shouldn't be posting it.....

Muttel
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Re: My ENTIRE story 28 Jun 2024 18:13 #416013

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Muttel wrote on 28 Jun 2024 18:11:
I just completed a long post at the request of a Rebbi here, detailing the tips I've given others in a clear format. It got deleted! I've never had that happen to me!

Wondering if I shouldn't be posting it.....

Muttel

Long posts often get deleted when you try to post bc the page does something after awhile. Nothing to do with content. Safer to type elsewhere and copy paste. 
I'd love to hear the "R Muttel shmooze"

Re: My ENTIRE story 28 Jun 2024 18:25 #416014

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You can also do a quick 'ctrl+C' before hitting the submit button. Just make sure to ctrl+C something else afterwards if you don't want it to stay on your clipboard.

Perhaps you will make a slight adjustment the 2nd time writing and Hashem want's that one  please don't be deterred. 
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In order to love who you are, you cannot hate the experiences that shaped you.
It doesn't matter how big the number is, only that today it is going up by one.

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