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Re: Yearning for Serenity 11 Apr 2021 14:44 #366648

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Rebuild613 wrote on 23 Mar 2021 14:53:
Nasty day, didn't fell yet,
in the worst case if i don't pull through the day, i ain't trying any more.


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Re: Yearning for Serenity 14 Apr 2021 09:53 #366810

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Demolished is my real name
Fool is my middle name
Last Edit: 06 Oct 2021 16:29 by Rebuild613. Reason: .

Re: Yearning for Serenity 14 Apr 2021 12:59 #366814

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Rebuild613 wrote on 14 Apr 2021 09:53:
I pulled through those difficult days, although there is no guarantee for the future,
i am resigning from gye for different reasons.

 please at least come visit us from time to time. Hope you change your mind.
Last Edit: 14 Apr 2021 13:00 by sapy.

Re: Yearning for Serenity 14 Apr 2021 13:04 #366816

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Would my saying "If you withdraw I withdraw" - constitute coercion?

...cuz I have no place here without you, as you were the one who pulled me out of the dumps 145 days ago.

Devastated in Grodno ~ IMG

ה׳ עמך גבור החיל! [שופטים ו׳ יב׳]

 Perhaps you can find chizuk from my thread at guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/356161-Intro 

Feel free to reach out to me at
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Re: Yearning for Serenity 07 Oct 2021 11:59 #373040

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יא יא!! די בהמה האט זיך אויפגיוועקט       
  
Demolished is my real name
Demolished is my real name
Fool is my middle name
Last Edit: 07 Oct 2021 12:01 by Rebuild613. Reason: .

Re: Yearning for Serenity 07 Oct 2021 13:23 #373047

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Dear Demolished,

I am so happy to see that you are back. Your friends here missed you (whatever way you want to bebe called).

Unfortunately my yiddish is quite poor but if your yetzer hara gets you, it doesn't define you. You have shown so much strength in the past (your posts may be deleted but they can't be deleted from my mind and surely not from Hashem's knowledge) and those amazing acts are the true part of you.

(For those who don't know, our dear friend here decided he had enough, but it was late at night and TAG was closed and he didn't want to risk anything changing before the morning, so he threw his phone down the sewer. Truly an inspiration!)
In the place where ba’alei teshuva stand, even pure tzaddikim who never sinned cannot stand. (Rabbi Avohu, Brachos 34b)

Great free resources:
My favorite book for breaking free: The Battle of the Generation 
https://guardyoureyes.com/ebooks/item/the-battle-of-the-generation. Change your attitude and change your life!

Rabbi Shafier's incredible lectures on breaking free: The Fight. Download here: 
https://theshmuz.com/series/the-fight/

If you're only ready to try something small, check out an easier way to do self-talk here:
https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/378128-Captain—Shtarkemotionals-Secret90Day-Challenge

Re: Yearning for Serenity 07 Oct 2021 18:06 #373055

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If you insist, I'll call you demolished..After all, it was YOU who inspired me to demolish my yetzer hara 320 days ago!

Forever indebted ~ IMG

ה׳ עמך גבור החיל! [שופטים ו׳ יב׳]

 Perhaps you can find chizuk from my thread at guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/356161-Intro 

Feel free to reach out to me at
jackz90dys@gmail.com

Last Edit: 07 Oct 2021 18:08 by Ish MiGrodno.

Re: Yearning for Serenity 07 Oct 2021 22:08 #373059

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Rebuild613 wrote on 07 Oct 2021 11:59:
יא יא!! די בהמה האט זיך אויפגיוועקט       
  
Demolished is my real name

Wow!!!!!!!!!! HOOOORRRRAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!! I am so happy you are back. I used to log in just to see whether you had added anything on your thread. 
Oh, but please don't talk about yourself like that...... for my sake at least...

Re: Yearning for Serenity 07 Oct 2021 23:54 #373064

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Obviously our chaver is a big mekubal and the different gematrias of rebuild and demolished call for different kavanos - in my humble mind he is just emulating Hashem who was "bo'neh olamos u'machrivan....just our friend is doing the next step of rebuilding after demolishing....
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Re: Yearning for Serenity 08 Oct 2021 05:53 #373073

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@Demolished/Rebuild613, I don't know why you left or why you came back but you should know that you mean a lot to me. I got a lot of chizzuk from shmoozing with you on the chat and from when you posted on mine and others threads.

איך טראכט, אַז יעדער מענטש איז א חלק מענטש און א חלק בהמה. עס טוט וויי צו פילן
ווי א בהמה, אבער א מענטש איז א מענטש ווען ער איז מנצח נסיונות. מיר דארפ נישט מנצח זיין יעדער מאל, נאר אז מיר פראבירן צו זיין אנדירעשט מאכט אונז שוין פאר מענטשען און ווארפט אוועק די חלק פון בהמה.

Sorry, there is no spell check. I don't know why you left, but if it has anything to do with GYE stuff you must know that you are a fighter, and that is the most humanistic thing there could possibly be. We are here with you through thick and through thin, please stick around even through your struggles, you have so much to offer. 

Happy to have you here with us,
Wilnevergiveup
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Last Edit: 08 Oct 2021 05:56 by wilnevergiveup.

Re: Yearning for Serenity 08 Oct 2021 15:06 #373082

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Hi my friend, Thanks for coming back! Missed you here!

Re: Yearning for Serenity 13 Oct 2021 15:48 #373252

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היום יום ד' לסדר: והרגו אותי.

Demolished is my real name
Fool is my middle name

Re: Yearning for Serenity 13 Oct 2021 16:48 #373255

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Ouch! Sorry so much pain.
Feel free to contact me at michelgelner@gmail.com

My threads: Lessons Learned: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/335248-Lessons-Learned

                    My Story and G-d Bless GYE: guardyoureyes.com/forum/17-Balei-Battims-Forum/303036-My-story-and-G-d-bless-GYE

Re: Yearning for Serenity 13 Oct 2021 17:48 #373258

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Rebuild613 wrote on 13 Oct 2021 15:48:

היום יום ד' לסדר: והרגו אותי.


i hope that it was killed the old rebuild613 and a new and improved one restarts 

Re: Yearning for Serenity 15 Oct 2021 10:31 #373307

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Was looking at the haftorah of this week and found some comfort.
אל תירא כי עמך אני אמצתיך אף עזרתיך 
אף תמכתיך בימין צדקי


כל עוד נפשי בי אצעק אליך 
כל עוד רוחי בקרבי אצפצף לרחמיך
Demolished is my real name
Fool is my middle name
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