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Hello 19 Dec 2016 19:44 #300398

baalshem91
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Hi guys, so I started watching inappropriate things at age 16, at first used to just watch a few months later I started wasting seed, I didn't know it was wrong in beginning and got hooked, once I learned it was a terrible sin I wanted to stop and never quite good at it, the most I've gone is about 7 months, I though I would stop once I got married but didn't, then had a kid and still not able to control it, I go good for a few weeks and then when I fall it's several times and then I repeat the cycle again, it's gotten to the point when my lust is so big that I can wake up at 5/6am and go on the computer and start, I have even done it on the job a few times, I have the strongest filters set up and still manage to break them when I really become desperate or find a computer at home that does not have a filter, I'm trying to overcome this but it's becoming very depressing and difficult and keeps me thinking that I will lose everything that's good in my life due to this

Re: Hello 19 Dec 2016 19:53 #300399

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Re: Hello 19 Dec 2016 19:56 #300400

shlomo24 Current streak: 1 day OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 2213 Karma: 135	Wow. That's a heavy share. Welcome. What have you tried so far? Besides filters, that is.
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Re: Hello 19 Dec 2016 20:17 #300402

360gye Current streak: 760 days OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 237 Karma: 13	Welcome to GYE, Thanks for posting all of that, i wish you much luck in your journey

Re: Hello 19 Dec 2016 21:00 #300409

YidFromMonsey Current streak: 1653 days OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 189 Karma: 15	Welcome aboard. Very impressive how much info you offered in your first post! You came to the right place, stick around and use the tools!!!
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Re: Hello 19 Dec 2016 21:43 #300414

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Welcome! I can totally relate. My longest "streak" before marriage was also about 7 months. I also could not stop even after I got married. I tried many times, but it never lasted. Finally, my wife caught me, which was hell on earth at the time, but ultimately made our marriage much stronger. I found GYE and have been sober now for 7 1/2 years. You can check out the links in my signature. Finding GYE was a turning point for me. Read the handbook. Keep sharing on the forum.

Re: Hello 20 Dec 2016 09:10 #300487

Singularity Current streak: 72 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder To write, or not to write? Posts: 1507 Karma: 78	Ah, the "marriage fixes everything" clause. I'm sorry you had to come to the same crashing realisation that most of us have, too Welcome! Pick it up and haul yourself to the articles, forums, VIDEOS, and really try define your level of dependency. Then you'll know which tools are most effective.
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Re: Hello 20 Dec 2016 12:46 #300507

baalshem91 Current streak: 27 days OFFLINE Fresh Boarder Posts: 2 Karma: 0	thank you, I have never really tired anything besides filters, try to keep my eyes away from the lades on the street, I took myself off of all social media, but that is all I have done till today

Re: Hello 20 Dec 2016 13:12 #300510

shlomo24 Current streak: 1 day OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 2213 Karma: 135	baalshem91 wrote on 20 Dec 2016 12:46: thank you, I have never really tired anything besides filters, try to keep my eyes away from the lades on the street, I took myself off of all social media, but that is all I have done till today Have you tried anything proactive? Like learning or mussar or therapy?
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Re: Hello 20 Dec 2016 14:46 #300529

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Shlomo24 wrote on 20 Dec 2016 13:12:

baalshem91 wrote on 20 Dec 2016 12:46:

thank you, I have never really tired anything besides filters, try to keep my eyes away from the lades on the street, I took myself off of all social media, but that is all I have done till today

Have you tried anything proactive? Like learning or mussar or therapy?

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