Hi everyone it is nice to meet you and thanks for the support. As markz pointed out if I would not have the will power I would not have signed up three months ago. The problem is however that I signed up three months ago at a low point in my struggles and didn't really look at the site since until now when I was feeling really down again. I see there is potentially, much to gain from this site and from you all, but I don't know if In a week from now il be able to keep it up. Due to my inherently unmotivated and lazy nature I fear that I may just lose interest and only come back again in times of great despair, only to repeat the cycle. That being said i was wondering if it would be a good idea for me to try and attempt the 90 day challenge as a form of אחריות for myself to at least stay committed to the site. Although I don't know if I'm completely ready for the challenge and I may be skipping whatever steps come before it, I feel like it would be worth a try and I am "clean" now for a little while which I saw was one of the qualifications for the challenge. I am ready to try it out but I would like to get some input from you guys first. If you have any suggestions, please let me know. Thanks

I don't have much to suggest

The 90 day chart is what began my Trucking journey, and I highly recommend it

Poshuteryid wrote on 06 Apr 2016 04:56:

Have you read the Handbook? You'll find there many answers.
check out: guardyoureyes.com/breakingfree/first-time-here

Who cares about what will be next week?
Focus on today and your choices now!
You can't walk 2 steps without first taking 1.
If you focus on one good decision at a time, you'll look back and see a history of many good decisions, and many steps taken, B'ezras Hashem.

 

Poshuteryid wrote on 08 Apr 2016 21:16:


My friend is gye the first time you're counting days?

I assume not

The difference between before gye, and now, is that your friends here will grab onto you and Tow you past 90 days

If you're determined, to post and reach out

Gye has a 100 success rate...