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TOPIC: Starting up 35188 Views

Re: Starting up 03 Jun 2016 20:15 #289578

Markz OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 8259 Karma: 428	Don't bother, you'll overhear your chavrusa tell the Gabbai the name for the Misheberach, and you'll say "Hey I recognize you from somewhere" Just kidding you know Good Shabbos GYEs
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Re: Starting up 07 Jun 2016 03:04 #289771

abd297 OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 282 Karma: 12	We added a name. Meir Refoel Shimon Ben Bluma Roiza. Was away for a wedding these few days. Did well considering the lax situation at the wedding. Completely exhausted and overwhelmed. Back to yeshiva really early in the morning.
	Let Hashem Do His Job! We need to jump off the conveyor belt of life and walk on our own. You cannot make yourself feel something you do not feel, but you can make yourself do right in spite of your feelings. Life begins at the end of your comfort zone.

Re: Starting up 09 Jun 2016 21:39 #289959

abd297 OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 282 Karma: 12	My uncle passed away, Baruch Dayan Haemes. Funeral tomorrow. Running around like crazy between the wedding, funeral, yeshiva, Shavuos.
	Let Hashem Do His Job! We need to jump off the conveyor belt of life and walk on our own. You cannot make yourself feel something you do not feel, but you can make yourself do right in spite of your feelings. Life begins at the end of your comfort zone.

Re: Starting up 10 Jun 2016 01:04 #289969

Abie OFFLINE Expert Boarder למען שמו באהבה Posts: 124 Karma: 6	ברוך דיין האמת
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Re: Starting up 10 Jun 2016 03:59 #289984

yiraishamaim OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1031 Karma: 101	So sorry to hear. Please keep in mind any emotionally challenging time demands a little extra precaution from acting out. Besoros Tovos

Re: Starting up 10 Jun 2016 13:56 #289995

realsimcha Current streak: 1 day OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 425 Karma: 22	ברוך דיין האמת

Re: Starting up 10 Jun 2016 14:55 #290001

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Re: Starting up 10 Jun 2016 21:22 #290027

birshusi Current streak: 214 days OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 298 Karma: 20	Baruch Dayan HaEmes.

Re: Starting up 17 Jun 2016 17:58 #290279

abd297 OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 282 Karma: 12	Been doing ok lately. Had some strong urges and fantasies recently too. I've been getting much more time to speak with my rebbi about yeshiva and stuff. We still need to do a follow up about our conversation about my lust and masturbation. Doing optional summer zman which is for 1st half. Not sure about 2nd half yet. Should be fun.
	Let Hashem Do His Job! We need to jump off the conveyor belt of life and walk on our own. You cannot make yourself feel something you do not feel, but you can make yourself do right in spite of your feelings. Life begins at the end of your comfort zone.

Re: Starting up 23 Jun 2016 04:59 #290588

inastruggle Current streak: 25 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder the picture is shimshon hagibor. not st. mary.... Posts: 1263 Karma: 35	I love updates full of good news. KOT!

Re: Starting up 26 Jun 2016 14:38 #290713

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Going back for summer zman tomorrow. Had 2 wet dreams over the weekend so I'm feeling the urges more often and stronger. Really stressed out about finding a job for 2nd half. It'll be really bad to just be home with nothing to do.

I'm kind of waking up now and realizing that I'm not young and have no idea what to do with my life. I really don't want to be in school for the next 4 to 8 years. I trying to find shorter programs geared towards job placement but I'm coming up a little short. Really stressed about that. My father isn't too crazy about it. People around me don't know anything about me. Just listening to them saying, " you wouldn't like this" or " you don't want to do that", makes me frustrated. Just because all of my relatives went to school for many years and got high power high paying jobs doesn't mean anything for me. My father said that I'll probably need at least a bachelors degree for most things. He also spent a ton of years in school.

I'm realizing that time is running out. I'm almost 20 and have no job or experience. I don't know what my parents assumed my plan was or wanted it to be but I have nothing now.

Let Hashem Do His Job!

We need to jump off the conveyor belt of life and walk on our own.

You cannot make yourself feel something you do not feel, but you can make yourself do right in spite of your feelings.

Life begins at the end of your comfort zone.

Re: Starting up 30 Jun 2016 02:41 #291061

abd297 OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 282 Karma: 12	I hit 90 days again. I'm really not focusing on it. I don't want to fall into the "I can never fall now" thinking.
	Let Hashem Do His Job! We need to jump off the conveyor belt of life and walk on our own. You cannot make yourself feel something you do not feel, but you can make yourself do right in spite of your feelings. Life begins at the end of your comfort zone.

Re: Starting up 30 Jun 2016 02:47 #291062

shmirashachaim OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 436 Karma: 19	abd297 wrote: I hit 90 days again. I'm really not focusing on it. I don't want to fall into the "I can never fall now" thinking. Good thinking!

Re: Starting up 30 Jun 2016 14:32 #291083

yiraishamaim OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1031 Karma: 101	abd297 wrote on 30 Jun 2016 02:41: I hit 90 days again. I'm really not focusing on it. I don't want to fall into the "I can never fall now" thinking. I can so relate. The idea is to be motivated by the milestone without the false sense of security. Mazel Tov on the milestone. May Hashem continue to help you succeed in sobriety and all areas of your life!

Re: Starting up 01 Jul 2016 03:05 #291138

inastruggle Current streak: 25 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder the picture is shimshon hagibor. not st. mary.... Posts: 1263 Karma: 35	Ditto
	Last Edit: 01 Jul 2016 03:05 by inastruggle.