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Re: chasdei hashem 29 Nov 2013 05:33 #224243

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I'm still working on understanding and hopefully internalizing this,
thanks alot.
Not sure if I completely can relate (thats not the right word) to every prat but I think its not exactly the same by everyone at least thats the impression that I get from some other posts. ksheim she'ain partzufayhem domos...

Re: chasdei hashem 03 Dec 2013 04:34 #224356

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I cant manage to take the leap of joining a real live meeting here in EY but I really believe that that is what I need, I have spoken to a Rav and met with someone 1 on 1 but I'm scared of going to a group who knows who I'll meet, Dov told me how unfounded this fear is but I still need more chizuk to be able to take this step.

Re: chasdei hashem 03 Dec 2013 22:04 #224382

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chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk

Is that enough?

Re: chasdei hashem 04 Dec 2013 00:13 #224385

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Did you ever entertain the thought of joining OINK?

You can read all about it here!!!
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Re: chasdei hashem 04 Dec 2013 03:34 #224402

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gibbor120 wrote:
chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk chizuk

Is that enough?


thanks but never enough

Re: chasdei hashem 04 Dec 2013 03:37 #224403

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Pidaini wrote:
Did you ever entertain the thought of joining OINK?

You can read all about it here!!!


I've thought and thought and thought and thought
I think that I have to stop thinking so much

Re: chasdei hashem 04 Dec 2013 20:38 #224443

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kilochalu wrote:
Pidaini wrote:
Did you ever entertain the thought of joining OINK?

You can read all about it here!!!


I've thought and thought and thought and thought
I think that I have to stop thinking so much
Amen! Stop thinking and just join!

Re: chasdei hashem 01 Jul 2015 17:16 #258319

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kilochalu wrote:
Pidaini wrote:
Did you ever entertain the thought of joining OINK?

You can read all about it here!!!


I've thought and thought and thought and thought
I think that I have to stop thinking so much


I think I agree.

R' Kilo, please keep those emails comin'....thanks so much.
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Re: chasdei hashem 02 Jul 2015 01:07 #258411

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ribono shel olam! i can't handle this! i can't! i can't! i can't!
at least not by myself

i was 'clean' since a year and a half ago, around 500 days and just now i had a big nisayon (my computer is filtered with the best filters etc... but i found something that i had dowloaded years ago and subsequently erased, and erased from the recycle bin etc... and to make a long story short it showed up somehow, the details are not important, now it is gone from there also) and i fell
oy vey, i can't handle this
also i will have to tell my wife, i had made up with her that i will be 100% honest with her about this, i don't know what's going to be

i was thinking about posting and the weirdest thing happened, i did not even remember where my post was and all of a sudden here it is

(if the oilam did not know yet, at least now we know that reb cordney has ruach hakodesh, is he a chacham gibor and ashir, or like the chasam sofer and others say the ikar is really just taluy on anav)

Re: chasdei hashem 02 Jul 2015 02:24 #258415

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kilochalu wrote:
ribono shel olam! i can't handle this! i can't! i can't! i can't!
at least not by myself

i was 'clean' since a year and a half ago, around 500 days and just now i had a big nisayon (my computer is filtered with the best filters etc... but i found something that i had dowloaded years ago and subsequently erased, and erased from the recycle bin etc... and to make a long story short it showed up somehow, the details are not important, now it is gone from there also) and i fell
oy vey, i can't handle this
also i will have to tell my wife, i had made up with her that i will be 100% honest with her about this, i don't know what's going to be

i was thinking about posting and the weirdest thing happened, i did not even remember where my post was and all of a sudden here it is

(if the oilam did not know yet, at least now we know that reb cordney has ruach hakodesh, is he a chacham gibor and ashir, or like the chasam sofer and others say the ikar is really just taluy on anav)


Oish
It should be bhatzlachah

Ruach hakodesh is given to minors and those who are insane. I fit the latter category.
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Re: chasdei hashem 02 Jul 2015 03:26 #258418

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Welcome back! 500 days clean it quite a long time. Do u feel you have grown as a person in that time? Has being clean helped u to grow?
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Re: chasdei hashem 02 Jul 2015 04:14 #258421

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Hey kilo,

Sorry to hear about your fall.

You still have my number, and OINK still has potential, we just need some commitment that has been missing, but I think the guys are getting it back (being that now two of our longest sober members have fallen in the last month). TZ is coming to EY soon as well!!

If there are any other Jerusalemites reading this, please do contact me either through PM or at Pidaini@gmail.com, it would really be great to get this going again.
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Re: chasdei hashem 02 Jul 2015 11:06 #258438

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Hi Kilo.

I'm so sorry to hear about your fall. But from the little bit that i know you you should be able to learn from this one and remember that those 500 days are yours for ever!!!

You have reached such great level don't let the bad feeling after a fall get to you. Please for your sake!!!

KOMT!!!!

P.s. MAZEL TOV ON 500 DAYS!!!!!!

Re: chasdei hashem 03 Jul 2015 00:06 #258531

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cordnoy wrote:

Ruach hakodesh is given to minors and those who are insane. I fit the latter category.

even more anava!
will get you to even bigger ruach hakodesh! shetalchu machayil el chayil!

Re: chasdei hashem 03 Jul 2015 00:08 #258533

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serenity wrote:
Welcome back! 500 days clean it quite a long time. Do u feel you have grown as a person in that time? Has being clean helped u to grow?

definitely
definitely
but could be i was feeling that way, more than what was actually true.
I was definitely feeling that this would not happen to me.
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