Dear all,
I keep on yoyoing up and off the 90 days chart, and I just never manage to fill the 90 days straight.
I am doing this now for about 10 years, tried everything and nothing helps me in
the end.
I don't know what to do: Help!

Hi, 
Ah freilichen Chanuka

You mentioned that you tried everything. 
Can you give us some examples of what you tried? 

There are many amazing people here who have been in your situation (myself I'm 117 days clean but before that was 24 years of the total opposite of clean) 
I am sure they will be able to give you the knowledge and tools to help you break free. 

Share more information with us. We would love to hear from you. 

Feel free to contact me. My info is below. 
I can put you in touch with some awesome people. 

All my love
Od Yossef Chai 

Someone mentioned on the forums recently that those of us that are "yoyoing" through the battle are VERY special. Without that motivation of being clean and still standing up after a fall to try again is amazing.

It seems it's your first time posting. Congratulations on the move! You won't regret it.

As a first please reach out to Hashem Help Me, he is a really special person who had similar struggles like us but has been clean for years. You can send him an email @ michelgelner@gmail.com. Send him your story and he will get back to you. He's helped hundreds here get back on track.

Wishing you the best of luck and please keep us updated.

welcome! To echo those who came before me, please give some examples of what you have tried in the past and what you are currently trying. Also have you been on GYE for 10 years? trying to stop for 10 years? or just swallowed in this struggle for 10 years?
Please feel free to reach out through text or a phone call, my number is in my signature.
Try the F2F program if you haven't yet and let me know how it goes.
Keep posting and keep on fighting warrior!