Another day Clean!

Today came with some obstacles. Something triggered me a few hours ago and I really wanted to act out, BH I made it till now clean. I won't say I won because I simply had no access to act out to my urges. But thank God I am still clean.

PS Knowing myself I have a while left to my night so I hope to finish it clean!

stopsurvivingstartliving wrote on 19 Nov 2024 22:04:

Dude. Don't negate your wins. You are awesome! 

Unless you've somehow removed your hands, mind, and male organ, you had access to act out. You chose not to. That is amazing!

Keep on surviving and living and trucking!
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chosemyshem wrote on 19 Nov 2024 22:24:

Truth is I wasn't down to masturbate so there goes your post. Sorry.

Still Clean thank God!

I had very strong urges to do something I've never done and would have been crossing a red line of mine. I spoke it out with an amazing GYE'er and after a long and straightforward conversation he said something that really hit me. He said along the following lines, if you do this thing you are putting yourself in a position that will make your whole marriage hard. You will never be able to face your wife and truly feel she is mine and my only.

I am having a hard time putting it down on paper but when he told it to me it really hit home. Thank you!

Have a good night.

Day 15 Clean!

Thank God I didn't have any of those feelings to do bad things today.

Amazing!!! Don't stop at 15. You got this. 

stopsurvivingstartliving is an amazing guy. The honesty and courage just come shining through the posts.

Friday and Shabbos Clean!

Baruch Hashem!