You just go here and change your User Name.
https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/profile/my-profile/edit

Name change?

You should get a minyan of gye guys together and change it, its that simple 

Or email gye.help@gmail.com

lol thanks for the idea markz hows this name

grow strong thanks don't know why i couldn't do that before...

thanks613 thanks for replying



first yes i might be very hard on myself however many things that i take personally are things that are true meaning really do need to be worked on however you are right that i need to "chill out" a little but my thoughts are that do to some bullying when i was younger i became very (overly) sensitive (phew that was hard glad i let that out )



regarding your' p.s....while i think my rebbe gets it for he has taught highly at risk teens in N.Y. for years i just think his approach is to rough for me



I do feel that there are people here that can get me but still not sure who i would "open up" to just yet still feeling everyone out



let me know if there is still something that needs clarifying



B'hatzlacha

Thanks for your reply Mayan! (and for yours GS!)

I'm glad to hear you say that the things that bug you are "real stuff".  Sometimes I get oversensitive or overreact to things that maybe I shouldn't too. Not so much because I was bullied, but maybe some other things when I was younger that are partly responsible for my reactions nowadays - family/parent stuff mostly.  I think that if I don't recognize that it's real stuff, at least to me, then I am lying to myself.  And if I want to be entirely honest with myself, then maybe I can still find ways to manage those things better so that I can react more like "normal" people might (people who don't have the same associations that I do).  

Either way ,the fact that it's real stuff probably means you're not crazy with a capital "C", and I'm pretty sure I'm mostly sane as well.

And 'feeling out the forum' sounds like a reasonable approach to take for now, but keep your options open.  

Continued Hatzlacha to you too.

MH nice name 

I think you should end your posts this week (formerly cz...) so people know who you are...

as if they don't...

thanks for the feedback guys.



Day 15 had a good day nothing to write home about (how's that for Yad Hashem)





gotta go do insurance stuff again tomorrow but have shiurim to listen to so should be okay



catcha later (formerly cz)



B'hatzlacha

hey markz (or anyone else)
how can i skip to pages on a thread that don't show?

That don't show what 

like at the top or bottom of the page on the right side it says 1...43 44 45 46 and so on how can i go to page 30 without having to go to page 8 then 11 then14 ....

look in the address bar at the top of the browser.
says "start=xx"
for whatever page you want, subtract one page, then multiply each page by 15.
for page 4 type in "start=45" (3x15)
for page 10 type in "start=135" (9x15)

Thanks How the ........... did figure that out????????????????

change of plans not doing insurance stuff just a regular day (Please Hashem)

B'hatzlacha

Abie wrote on 02 Jan 2017 20:29:

Let's hope that just because they can't spell, they know arithmetic.

Day 16

doing well started with a new chavrusa today went well but need a week or so to really tell

baby screamed till 2 AM so bombed totally slept through shiur oh well

still having urges for the sites that i shouldn't go to but holding out pretty well

having really good communication with wife though stressed from work she seems happier and shows excitement about what i tell her what I'm doing here.

B'hatzlacha