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My Journey 15 Aug 2016 16:29 #293848

  • thatguy8pie
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It's day 25.
I haven't written at all until now.
But, when I feel I will fall. I will stand up and talk it out. 

Re: My Journey 15 Aug 2016 17:44 #293851

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ThatGuy8Pie wrote on 15 Aug 2016 16:29:
It's day 25.
I haven't written at all until now.
But, when I feel I will fall. I will stand up and talk it out. 

Welcome.
I hope that works for you.
I know that in the past when I feel I will fall, I go into hibernation.....even now sometimes.

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Re: My Journey 15 Aug 2016 18:21 #293852

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I have seen things, I should not see.
Heard things I should not hear.
A Jew, me, is more precious than this...
I was able to stop myself only by the grace of Hashem today.
Irony has a weird sense of humor, albeit a dark one.
I cannot be in isolation; or else my mind will get the best of me.
It starts at a thought, and it needs to end there.
No eyes, no action, no fall, no depression, no excuses.
How will we win this war?
One thought at a time.
One moment at a time.
How can I win this battle for 90 days, when my Y.H. still craves what I don't want?
What I don't need?
What I want to forget...
How do I make these thoughts go away?
They nag me like a child asking his Tati for a new bike. 
Never losing energy, never missing a beat.
Shall I play him at his own game.
Tried that.
Exhausted. 
Now what?

Re: My Journey 15 Aug 2016 18:24 #293854

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You sound like cordnoys 2nd cousin

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Re: My Journey 15 Aug 2016 21:07 #293858

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Thanks. I'll take the compliment!

I think a way to get out my emotions pent up inside through a creative medium will help a ton. 
Paints, and smocks here I come? Yes... I think so.
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