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Struggling 01 Aug 2016 14:50 #293070

  • Mark7378
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hey there,

i have been been an addict for 22 years and have once been sober for 2 years straight. I have realized that I am living a double life and just felt totally out of control so I finally decided to stop again. I am scared! I hope this will last. I am not attracted to my wife (which is what was my excuse all the years)and that is making this very difficult . That being said I will stay strong!

Re: Struggling 01 Aug 2016 16:50 #293075

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Welcome Mark

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Re: Struggling 04 Aug 2016 02:53 #293296

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Welcome to gye,

Keep on posting, there's so much to gain here.

Hatzlacha!

Re: Struggling 04 Aug 2016 14:55 #293344

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Welcome!  Did you act out before meeting your wife?  Your story is pretty common.  Please tell us more.

Re: Struggling 11 Aug 2016 18:06 #293695

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I did act out a few times before meeting my wife. i am really struglling as now i have absolutely zero desire for her

Re: Struggling 11 Aug 2016 18:11 #293696

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So... What came first the chicken or the egg?
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