well things are still going well. I've been thinking a lot about this addiction, reading and
discussing with my wife. reading the response to my question "why should I stop".
what I've come to realize is I had no idea how deep this is in me. how much I get thrill from the smallest peek, just thinking about getting a peek.
I've been asking hashem for help every morning.
the biggest boost I get, is when I feel an urge to look at someone and I ask hashem for help.
maybe I'm nuts. but I really feel hashem is taking care of me.