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Its Almost impossible 05 Aug 2015 03:58 #260924

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The other Friday I was really getting over myself as I am a yeshiva guys and I feel embarrassed catching myself on these sites and I really told gd I want out and don't test me anymore, the struggle is just not worth it, I been stuck for already 4 yrs and this is my last resort

Re: Its Almost impossible 05 Aug 2015 04:36 #260926

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Welcome!!! You have come to the right place... i was stuck for like 7 years and although i am still far from perfect, i have still made massive imorovment!
Wishing you alot of hatzlocho in your journey!!

Re: Its Almost impossible 05 Aug 2015 04:45 #260927

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welcome. this thing really really works. but its not as instant as not wanting to get tested, and poof, it disappears. take a look around the site, download and read the gye handbook, and keep posting ... we feel what you are going through, and we are here...
Have a corny day ... and if you do have other plans, change 'em!!
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Re: Its Almost impossible 05 Aug 2015 05:24 #260931

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Binyamin2711 wrote:
The other Friday I was really getting over myself as I am a yeshiva guys and I feel embarrassed catching myself on these sites and I really told gd I want out and don't test me anymore, the struggle is just not worth it, I been stuck for already 4 yrs and this is my last resort


Welcome

You are ashamed of bein' on which sites? the other sites or this one?
Struggle is not worth it, but this is your last resort!? Is it worth it, or isn't it?

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Re: Its Almost impossible 05 Aug 2015 15:09 #260950

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Binyamin2711 wrote:
The other Friday I was really getting over myself as I am a yeshiva guys and I feel embarrassed catching myself on these sites and I really told gd I want out and don't test me anymore, the struggle is just not worth it

What did He answer?
Handbook | Skep's Tips
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www.guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/236329-Bigmoishs-path-to-tahara

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Re: Its Almost impossible 05 Aug 2015 17:59 #260969

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WELCOME! Read the handbook. Post on the forum. Tell us some more about your struggles. We are all in the same boat. There is nothing to be ashamed of here. We are all here to support and help one another. Many people have been helped here, you can be too.

Re: Its Almost impossible 05 Aug 2015 18:47 #260986

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Welcome!
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