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Some stuff about me... 25 Feb 2018 04:06 #327424

oivedelokim
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Still a teenager. Going through a hard time. I've had an account on here for a few years, but haven't been so on top of my game. I've been falling a lot lately as an escape from various emotional issues that i am struggling to deal with. So i started spending a lot more time on here. I hope i will find what i'm looking for-relief from my lonely struggle with lust, and help for developing a healthier relationship with myself and others, and building a strong sense of self-worth that can withstand the lure of the rampant immorality that is so easily available to us...
Wishing you all a Gut Voch and much success in everything you do,
OivedElokim

I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).

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Re: Some stuff about me... 25 Feb 2018 16:04 #327458

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Welcome aboard! Glad you are making an effort. What's the game plan???

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"The need is a perceived one. There has not been one reported case on these pages of a death occurrin' on account of not fulfillin' that need”

“I avoid looking forward or backward, and try to keep looking upward.”

"My recovery must come first so that everything I love in life doesn’t have to come last."

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Re: Some stuff about me... 26 Feb 2018 01:44 #327495

ieeyc OFFLINE Banned Soaring to Har Sinai on the wings of an eagle! Posts: 572 Karma: -9	hi and welcome ! im sure every fight that you are fighting is causing Hashem such nachas, keep it up Tzadik and dont ever give up !
	*לב טהור ברא לי אלקים , ורוח* *נכון חדש בקרבי* to all my friends who heeded my request to be so generous and give me a negative karma for the sake of me acquiring . humility ,i humbly thank you

Re: Some stuff about me... 27 Feb 2018 04:51 #327556

abieham Current streak: 142 days OFFLINE Expert Boarder Posts: 123 Karma: 6	OivedElokim I think I was in the same situation. I am 21. If you want message me and we can talk. I would love to help you.

Re: Some stuff about me... 27 Feb 2018 11:38 #327564

Singularity Current streak: 72 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder To write, or not to write? Posts: 1507 Karma: 78	Welcome!!
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Re: Some stuff about me... 27 Feb 2018 12:27 #327569

Hashem Help Me Current streak: 2918 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 4070	Welcome. It should be with hatzlocha! Many here, including me went through the same. And bh we broke free. Hang around and keep posting.
	Feel free to contact me at michelgelner@gmail.com My threads: Lessons Learned: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/335248-Lessons-Learned My Story and G-d Bless GYE: guardyoureyes.com/forum/17-Balei-Battims-Forum/303036-My-story-and-G-d-bless-GYE

Re: Some stuff about me... 28 Feb 2018 14:32 #327615

gibbor120 OFFLINE Platinum Boarder NEVER EVER GIVE UP! Posts: 5251 Karma: 166	Welcome! What can you do to step up your game? Make a plan of action. How can you deal with your emotional issues in a healthy way?
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Re: Some stuff about me... 01 May 2018 00:52 #330509

oivedelokim
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I keep falling using a relatives unfiltered device.
The simplest thing to do would to stop using it unless i'm around people.
But i keep deciding to do that and then disregarding that desicon b/c i "just need to check one thing etc..." and then it goes down from there...

Re: Some stuff about me... 01 May 2018 01:11 #330510

lifebound OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 225 Karma: 35	Sounds like a surefire way to keep falling... So what can you do to change that, to not end up in that situation?
	My story so far

Re: Some stuff about me... 01 May 2018 11:23 #330526

Hashem Help Me Current streak: 2918 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 4070	Maybe make a contract that you wont use that device even for kosher purposes. Make it muktza, and create a small knas for using it for anything. If you stay away before being triggered, your "curiosity" wont be aroused to just "look a little further"......
	Feel free to contact me at michelgelner@gmail.com My threads: Lessons Learned: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/335248-Lessons-Learned My Story and G-d Bless GYE: guardyoureyes.com/forum/17-Balei-Battims-Forum/303036-My-story-and-G-d-bless-GYE

Re: Some stuff about me... 01 May 2018 16:07 #330538

oivedelokim
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Sounds like a great idea, but who makes sure i keep that contract?

Re: Some stuff about me... 01 May 2018 16:41 #330539

lifebound OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 225 Karma: 35	OivedElokim wrote on 01 May 2018 16:07: Sounds like a great idea, but who makes sure i keep that contract? No one but yourself. Or more specifically, your aversion to the consequences and desire to do the right thing/keep your word. Same as any contract Doesn't work for everyone but reportedly "has freed many people from the obsession": guardyoureyes.com/tools/taphsic-method?onepage=1
	My story so far

Re: Some stuff about me... 01 May 2018 16:57 #330541

ieeyc OFFLINE Banned Soaring to Har Sinai on the wings of an eagle! Posts: 572 Karma: -9	are your relatives someone who you can confide in ,and tell them that its tempting to have access ,can they keep it not so accessible, put a code on it, theyll think youre a TZADIK! make sure you erase your history so they dont check what you used it for,be honest .are you married and your wife will get suspicious over such a request, maybe thatll be a different story and my idea is NOT good.
	*לב טהור ברא לי אלקים , ורוח* *נכון חדש בקרבי* to all my friends who heeded my request to be so generous and give me a negative karma for the sake of me acquiring . humility ,i humbly thank you Last Edit: 01 May 2018 17:02 by ieeyc.

Re: Some stuff about me... 01 May 2018 21:26 #330565

oivedelokim
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I cannot confide in my relatives.
I always use the browser that doesn't record my history.
I am not married yet, BH.

Re: Some stuff about me... 01 May 2018 23:04 #330567

Hashem Help Me Current streak: 2918 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 4070	OivedElokim wrote on 01 May 2018 16:07: Sounds like a great idea, but who makes sure i keep that contract? Of course the real answer is you. Having an accountability partner is helpful too as long as you stay in touch often.
	Feel free to contact me at michelgelner@gmail.com My threads: Lessons Learned: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/335248-Lessons-Learned My Story and G-d Bless GYE: guardyoureyes.com/forum/17-Balei-Battims-Forum/303036-My-story-and-G-d-bless-GYE