Hi everyone

Here is my story. I was introduced to pornography at an early age. It was during my primary school years in public school. I visited a friend who's older brother had pornographic magazines. From there my interest in pornography was sparked and grew. Later on when we got internet at home, during my high school years it pulled me in.

I never spent money on pornographic material, due to the fact that it is so freely available on the internet today, which is a sad reality.

I do not watch inappropriate material every day, but find myself drawn to it whenever I am feeling down, depressed, tired or had a hard day, stressed, etc. I always feel so guilty about it. I just want to be totally free.

I cannot bear the thought of hurting my wife with this dark issue, nor my children. Most of all I hate the fact that it hurts my relationship with G-d.

Welcome Ranger!

You'll definitely need a 4x4

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