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Re: MY PATH TO SANITY 06 Oct 2019 02:58 #344025

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I hope you realize that only a great man can submit a post like the one you posted. It displays courage, humility, determination, resilience, and great depth. You are a real inspiration for so many of us here. B'ezras Hashem when this battle of our generation is won, you will be on the front lines of victory. Sorry to hear of this fall, but maybe now you can show others how to move on and upwards despite it. Gut voch chaver.

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Re: MY PATH TO SANITY 06 Oct 2019 03:23 #344027

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Markz wrote on 06 Oct 2019 00:18:

I noticed the title of your thread, and then...

lionking wrote on 24 Sep 2019 11:56:

Life is extremely stressful. I'm balancing tons of projects and not eating or sleeping normally the last few weeks.

Sounds like a “Path To inSanity”
Idk how I’d survive like this...

What has helped me along the path was to follow the GPS, G-d's Planning System. Keep on recalculating what does Hashem want me to do.

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Re: MY PATH TO SANITY 06 Oct 2019 03:29 #344028

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Hashem Help Me wrote on 06 Oct 2019 02:58:

I don't feel like a great man, rather a broken one. It was difficult for me to post. Outwardly I'm going on and leading a normal life, however במסתרים תבכה נפשי.
Thanks for the Chizuk, You are amazing!

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Re: MY PATH TO SANITY 06 Oct 2019 22:50 #344059

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lionking wrote on 06 Oct 2019 03:23:

Markz wrote on 06 Oct 2019 00:18:

I noticed the title of your thread, and then...

lionking wrote on 24 Sep 2019 11:56:

Life is extremely stressful. I'm balancing tons of projects and not eating or sleeping normally the last few weeks.

Sounds like a “Path To inSanity”
Idk how I’d survive like this...

What has helped me along the path was to follow the GPS, G-d's Planning System. Keep on recalculating what does Hashem want me to do.

LK we met once and I’ll be in your neck of the woods again sometime soon iyH

Have you upgraded recently? Did you turn 40?
How in the world do you know what G-d wants?

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Re: MY PATH TO SANITY 07 Oct 2019 09:24 #344075

lionking OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 966 Karma: 102	Markz, I owe you a ton for being there for me and encouraging me to open to people. Looking forward to your visit, (will fit you in, in between catching my breath...) I BH don't age so quickly, and I wouldn't know what Hashem wants even by 40. I do recharge my batteries from time to time, and I'm constantly recalculating. Gmar Tov
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Re: MY PATH TO SANITY 07 Oct 2019 16:18 #344081

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lionking wrote on 07 Oct 2019 09:24:

Markz, I owe you a ton for being there for me and encouraging me to open to people.
Looking forward to your visit, (will fit you in, in between catching my breath...)
I BH don't age so quickly, and I wouldn't know what Hashem wants even by 40. I do recharge my batteries from time to time, and I'm constantly recalculating.
Gmar Tov

I didn’t see ‘my breath’ post on the forum yet, is he an anon-anon?

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Re: MY PATH TO SANITY 08 Oct 2019 15:52 #344122

lionking OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 966 Karma: 102	I would like to ask forgiveness from anyone I might have offended. If anyone bears a grudge on me, please reach out to me privately. Thanks! A Gmar Tov everyone. May we all be Zoche to a year of Yeshios, Slicha, Mechila and Hatzlacha in all inyonim.
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Re: MY PATH TO SANITY 10 Oct 2019 02:15 #344131

Markz OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 8258 Karma: 428	Dov wrote on 21 Feb 2011 23:21: Kreegtzich arois mit dem kleiner benkletzufloigenmashinn! (a ba'al teshuvah in) Williamsburg Any idea what this means??? English please!
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Re: MY PATH TO SANITY 10 Oct 2019 02:50 #344132

lionking OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 966 Karma: 102	Markz wrote on 10 Oct 2019 02:15: Dov wrote on 21 Feb 2011 23:21: Kreegtzich arois mit dem kleiner benkletzufloigenmashinn! (a ba'al teshuvah in) Williamsburg Any idea what this means??? English please! I can't explain Dov's cryptic messages. Literal translation, if I got the last word correct is: "fight it out with the small ?disheveled chair machine?" How was your Yom Kippur?
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Re: MY PATH TO SANITY 10 Oct 2019 02:53 #344133

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lionking wrote on 10 Oct 2019 02:50:

Markz wrote on 10 Oct 2019 02:15:

Dov wrote on 21 Feb 2011 23:21:

Kreegtzich arois mit dem kleiner benkletzufloigenmashinn!

(a ba'al teshuvah in) Williamsburg

Any idea what this means???
English please!

I can't explain Dov's cryptic messages.
Literal translation, if I got the last word correct is: "fight it out with the small ?disheveled chair machine?"
How was your Yom Kippur?

Not so easy for me to focus on other misdemeanors
The YH says to me “You’ve been clean for 6 months+ - chill!”

How was yours?

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Re: MY PATH TO SANITY 10 Oct 2019 03:29 #344135

lionking OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 966 Karma: 102	The YH is a smart cookie. Always finding different ways to get us. For some he comes and tries to get them complacent, "look you're doing so great, you're such a Tzadik, etc..." For others he does the opposite, "How can daven, your going to burn in hell anyways, don't you remember what you did, etc..." ובתחבולות עשה מלחמה. B"H Yom Kippur was good. A git kvittal
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Re: MY PATH TO SANITY 10 Oct 2019 22:13 #344149

colincolin Current streak: 757 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 528 Karma: 8	lionking Sometimes you have to go down in order to rise up. The urge to fall can be strongest on holiest days....the Yetzer Hara is stronger those days, it wants to destroy the holiness. But you have shown that you want to ignore it and be enjoy the extra Kedusha. That shows real good intent. When the urge to fall is strong, treat it as an external thought. There is no need to act on it.

Re: MY PATH TO SANITY 10 Oct 2019 23:41 #344151

lionking OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 966 Karma: 102	Colin, Thanks! I B"H didn't have an urge to fall on Y"K. Can't say the same about today unfortunately. I had urges today. Slipped 5 minutes with random browsing, some entertainment site, B"H not porn, but could've easily led to it. I was responding to Markz about his feeling to chill.
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Re: MY PATH TO SANITY 11 Oct 2019 07:36 #344159

lionking OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 966 Karma: 102	What is wrong with me? I just masturbated instead of sleeping. I'm I insane?!
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Re: MY PATH TO SANITY 11 Oct 2019 08:27 #344160

lionking OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 966 Karma: 102	I'm BL"N renewing my kabalah not to watch movies or shows even if they are supposedly clean. I have stopped for a while, started today again and it didn't end well. Also, I need to have some special activity for when I can't sleep, reading, listening to a shiur, etc...
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