tzomah wrote on 24 Apr 2017 09:44:

Care to be more specific?

i beat a record and started to feel edgy i went to open a twitter account and spent 6 hours there 
this morning i woke up was learning and having an inner fight that i wont continue and i'll just erase the account but i knew that it wasn't true iknew i would give in while i was telling myself this it was totally crazy i then spent the whole morning before i davened doing s/t  very lustful on twitter with another person witch makes me feel all the more guilt
but i learnt some valuable lessons and i reached out for the first time in my life to a person live and had a real life conversation that left me feeling good and more normal afterwards

tzomah wrote on 24 Apr 2017 17:06:

This is really the first time you ever spoke to a live person?

Thats sad, no?

See
gye.vids.io/videos/489ad9b21415e3c5c0/digital-insanity

sorry to hear about the fall. do you mind sharing what happened that triggered it?

i went out to eat with my wife yesterday at day 39 witch was already a few days passed my record there were many nice women there 
she went her way and i went mine but the main thing was a craving my marriage is doing better than ever and i know i came a long way 

Markz wrote on 24 Apr 2017 17:14:

no ive spoken yo many people
just not about this
its the nature of the beast

tzomah wrote on 24 Apr 2017 18:04:

Great move!!!

KOTalking/Trucking

Tzomah, you are doing great. Your attitude is so reality based yet positive. You are iyh going to be helpful to many.

I'm sorry to hear about your experience. It's admirable that you reached out to someone. Many people deliberate for many years before that happens. Good step.

tzomah wrote on 24 Apr 2017 18:02:

What a funny way to go out with your wife to eat.

is it my fault that other wives eat there too

tzomah wrote on 25 Apr 2017 08:21:

Are you really asking Trouble if it is your fault?

no 
i just couldn't figure out what he meant funny

look here

Keep on going, bro! You got my support.