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Re: My Story - Thank Gd 22 Mar 2017 02:53 #308780

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Markz wrote on 22 Mar 2017 01:19:
Reading the last 15 posts I'm not sure if I landed on my thread...

you guys can continue your gatecrash, i just wanted to post a  simple share which may help me

I recently been feeling 0.01% less in control.
Lusting after the wife only a little.
Last night when too tired, masturbating was a disturbing consideration although had no lustful thoughts in the day

May Gd keep all our tired tires on the Trucking Road


Stay shtark, I mean it when I say my heart is completely with you and I'm thinking about you and wishing for your continued hatzlacha.

Re: My Story - Thank Gd 22 Mar 2017 07:55 #308802

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Hatzlocha, Markz.

I see it a problem if a fleeting thought in my mind says, "Well, let's masturbate, why not?" As an impulse, or something. I hate that feeling. But I feel your wheels are where they need to be.
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Re: My Story - Thank Gd 22 Mar 2017 09:30 #308808

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Markz wrote on 22 Mar 2017 01:19:
Reading the last 15 posts I'm not sure if I landed on my thread...

you guys can continue your gatecrash, i just wanted to post a  simple share which may help me

I recently been feeling 0.01% less in control.
Lusting after the wife only a little.
Last night when too tired, masturbating was a disturbing consideration although had no lustful thoughts in the day

May Gd keep all our tired tires on the Trucking Road

Please make sure all your tires are at the correct pressure.
You may consider adding a bit of extra air since yours is a monstah truck.
And don't forget to take the snow tires off now that spring is here.
Also i know its obvious to some but check brake fluid and steering alignment...

Re: My Story - Thank Gd 23 Mar 2017 12:18 #308927

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GrowStrong wrote on 22 Mar 2017 09:30:

Markz wrote on 22 Mar 2017 01:19:
Reading the last 15 posts I'm not sure if I landed on my thread...

you guys can continue your gatecrash, i just wanted to post a  simple share which may help me

I recently been feeling 0.01% less in control.
Lusting after the wife only a little.
Last night when too tired, masturbating was a disturbing consideration although had no lustful thoughts in the day

May Gd keep all our tired tires on the Trucking Road

Please make sure all your tires are at the correct pressure.
You may consider adding a bit of extra air since yours is a monstah truck.
And don't forget to take the snow tires off now that spring is here.
Also i know its obvious to some but check brake fluid and steering alignment...

Might I also add (especially after purim) to make sure that your' woodford reserves are also stocked :-P

But on a serious note sorry to hear that you are having a hard time it sucks to be reminded that we are human...
very important thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21">FEEL THE HUGS!!!

Re: My Story - Thank Gd 23 Mar 2017 12:54 #308939

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MayanHamisgaber wrote on 23 Mar 2017 12:18:

GrowStrong wrote on 22 Mar 2017 09:30:

Markz wrote on 22 Mar 2017 01:19:
Reading the last 15 posts I'm not sure if I landed on my thread...

you guys can continue your gatecrash, i just wanted to post a  simple share which may help me

I recently been feeling 0.01% less in control.
Lusting after the wife only a little.
Last night when too tired, masturbating was a disturbing consideration although had no lustful thoughts in the day

May Gd keep all our tired tires on the Trucking Road

Please make sure all your tires are at the correct pressure.
You may consider adding a bit of extra air since yours is a monstah truck.
And don't forget to take the snow tires off now that spring is here.
Also i know its obvious to some but check brake fluid and steering alignment...

Might I also add (especially after purim) to make sure that your' woodford reserves are also stocked :-P

But on a serious note sorry to hear that you are having a hard time it sucks to be reminded that we are human...

Or you can choose to look at it positively and realize that it's beautiful to be reminded that you're a human.
If you're an LGBTQ or LGBTQ-questioning person and looking for someone who can understand you, feel free to reach out. I promise no judgement and to try and listen the best I can. 

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Re: My Story - Thank Gd 23 Mar 2017 13:17 #308947

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Shlomo24 wrote on 23 Mar 2017 12:54:

MayanHamisgaber wrote on 23 Mar 2017 12:18:

GrowStrong wrote on 22 Mar 2017 09:30:

Markz wrote on 22 Mar 2017 01:19:
Reading the last 15 posts I'm not sure if I landed on my thread...

you guys can continue your gatecrash, i just wanted to post a  simple share which may help me

I recently been feeling 0.01% less in control.
Lusting after the wife only a little.
Last night when too tired, masturbating was a disturbing consideration although had no lustful thoughts in the day

May Gd keep all our tired tires on the Trucking Road

Please make sure all your tires are at the correct pressure.
You may consider adding a bit of extra air since yours is a monstah truck.
And don't forget to take the snow tires off now that spring is here.
Also i know its obvious to some but check brake fluid and steering alignment...

Might I also add (especially after purim) to make sure that your' woodford reserves are also stocked :-P

But on a serious note sorry to hear that you are having a hard time it sucks to be reminded that we are human...

Or you can choose to look at it positively and realize that it's beautiful to be reminded that you're a human.

Maybe one day I will be holding by your' madriaga but for now honestly I do not enjoy being reminded that I still have a long way to go in tikun hamiddos
very important thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21">FEEL THE HUGS!!!

Re: My Story - Thank Gd 23 Mar 2017 13:21 #308948

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Honesty is great, but know that honestly knowin' that (that our middos need rectifyin') is more than half the struggle (even if you may not like it).
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Re: My Story - Thank Gd 23 Mar 2017 19:28 #308992

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cordnoy wrote on 23 Mar 2017 13:21:
Honesty is great, but know that honestly knowin' that (that our middos need rectifyin') is more than half the struggle (even if you may not like it).

Thanks for the chizuk I personally need to be reminded that constantly
:pinch: Warning: Spoiler!
very important thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21">FEEL THE HUGS!!!

Re: My Story - Thank Gd 17 May 2017 01:45 #313382

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For the sake of not scaring off newcomers, if anyone has any issues with my posts to others I kindly ask of you to please share them with me as others have done, via PM (durin' Mincha?), email, text etc...

Im open to criticism, so go ahead, but try to be clear since my truck only takes concrete input
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Re: My Story - Thank Gd 17 May 2017 02:04 #313384

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Markz wrote on 17 May 2017 01:45:
For the sake of not scaring off newcomers, if anyone has any issues with my posts to others I kindly ask of you to please share them with me as others have done, via PM (durin' Mincha?), email, text etc...

Im open to criticism, so go ahead, but try to be clear since my truck only takes concrete input

I'm only gonna comment on your askin' for clarity. Some of your posts (like some of mine) can be cryptic. Is it fair to ask people to respond only if they are clear?
My email: thenewme613@hotmail.com
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Re: My Story - Thank Gd 23 May 2017 17:09 #313937

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This is how I was feeling as I was slipping last night
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Actually I found the picture last night as I was loopholing trying to find something triggering on my phone which is filtered better than the Mexico fence, but didn't find anything that would pass my [dis]approval, until another truck overtook me and his name is sleep

I could easily have gone on my PC and found porn in 2 seconds flat. But I have standards, so I wouldn't do THAT. Am I crazed? Probaby

Why am I sharing this?
Because even if no-one replies, it can help
And perhaps Lionking will let out another roar
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Re: My Story - Thank Gd 23 May 2017 17:40 #313940

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Hang in there Markz. 
Stay strong. we are all behind you.
You have given all of us so much Chizuk, hopefully that will be a Zchus for you.
Hatzlacha

Re: My Story - Thank Gd 23 May 2017 17:50 #313941

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Re: My Story - Thank Gd 23 May 2017 21:29 #313965

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Not crazed at all. When I struggle I won't necessarily go use an open computer, but to test the waters and loophole- much bigger nisayon for me. So I totally relate. 

Re: My Story - Thank Gd 23 May 2017 22:04 #313968

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Markz wrote on 23 May 2017 17:09:
This is how I was feeling as I was slipping last night
img_0963.PNG


Actually I found the picture last night as I was loopholing trying to find something triggering on my phone which is filtered better than the Mexico fence, but didn't find anything that would pass my [dis]approval, until another truck overtook me and his name is sleep

I could easily have gone on my PC and found porn in 2 seconds flat. But I have standards, so I wouldn't do THAT. Am I crazed? Probaby

Why am I sharing this?
Because even if no-one replies, it can help
And perhaps Lionking will let out another roar

Maybe you should delete Snapchat and delete all those selfies with dog filters also.
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