Mazel tov Shlomo. You always have wise and intellectually stimulating posts. Honest, perceptive, and inspiring. May Hashem give you continued success in your development as a healthy ehrliche normal eved Hashem. May you especially have the ability to pass cleanly through the challenging times you write about.

For those who have been following my saga, it seems to be that things calmed down. Now we have to deal with life...

It's great to see you trucking along with us despite your tight schedule

AND 
Congrats on the well earned 100K!

Markz wrote on 13 Jul 2017 01:01:

You can thank Gev for that. I'm not really a karmaniac. But it's kool.

On a side note. I got really excited when you said 100k. One day I'll get that, if God wants me to.

Shlomo24 wrote on 13 Jul 2017 02:43:

Your expectations are WAY too low

SHLOMO!

You are massively inspiring. Keep on living!!!

If anyone is going to the SA convention and wants to meet me, my number is in my signature.

Quick update: I don't really share my life on this forum anymore, but this I wanted to share. I went to an SA convention over the weekend and I learned a lot about myself. I have had a very dramatic year in my personal life and during the convention I realized that I might need extra help, beyond SA alone. I spoke with my Sponsor about it and he supported me and encouraged me to explore and try to get the help I need. I am now admitting that I, Shlomo, qualify for the S-Anon program and I am going to seek help in the anon fellowship area. The first step of S-Anon is that "We admitted we were powerless over sexaholism, that our lives had become unmanageable." I admit that 100%. I am powerless over it. Whether it be other sex addicts or myself. I have found recovery in my SA program, and thankfully I no longer suffer or struggle with lust. But my serenity and emotional sobriety has been a complete roller coaster. Not getting too much into it, but one of the parts of the S-Anon problem is "We consistently fell for people who could not or would not be able to love and support us the way we needed." I relate to that very strongly.
I feel like I am at Step 1 again (I literally wrote a Step 1 about this under the suggestion of my Sponsor) and I need a lot of help. But I am grateful that there is help out there for me. I hope that I find what I am looking for in the Anon groups.

I was given access to the married men's forum. Not sure how that happened. I had 700 new replies today. I'm assuming this was a mistake. I emailed Guard, but I wanted to publicize it if anyone can do something about it.

Shlomo24 wrote on 18 Jul 2017 18:29:

Just get married and all your problems will be solved

Markz wrote on 18 Jul 2017 18:41:

Apparently I'm still married... Anyone else having this issue? (Not that they are still married, Lol. But that they can access the married forum).

Look out boys here come the newest Mod.       

MayanHamisgaber wrote on 21 Jul 2017 08:25:

I hope not... Ain't nobody got time for that.

sup Shlomo?