Lou wrote on 03 May 2021 07:27:
Paying my $150 bli neder.
Hatzlocha to everyone else
Lou
I hope you don't hate me. I'm not sure what has gotten into me today, but here goes.
This sounds like dejection. Surrendering. Losing the will to fight.
Lou? You? You are the man who came in with swords flashing and guns blazing. A man who knew what he truly wanted and fought his way through hell and high water. You decided already to hell with all the crap. You know what life begs, you know what to do.
Is your goal to get up every day and gleefully try to see up some piece of trashs skirt? To rub yourself like some unemployed homeless man who fishes a New York Times out of the trash bin? Heck no! You are Lou of GYE! Hero and role model! The fighter! The warrior! The winner!
Enough of this feet dragging. You are not happy. I know it and you know it. Hard? Hard shmard. Take your circumstances and build you life upon it, not because of it.
I know I may be beating on you but I feel like you lost your drive. Stop it. Just stop it.
Pay your $150. Reaccept the challenge and become the man you want to be when you face death.
(Disclaimer. I may erase this post if I get too many messages that I am a mean and insensitive person. I promise it comes from a place of love and solidarity. )
Thank you very much for the outpouring of support (wrath?) from all ends. Just to clarify my posts were very brief last night because it was literally the middle of the night and I forced myself to post here and in my thread to be accountable right away.
That being said,I am not going anywhere. I am still here. I am not recommitting to this exact challenge right now(or at least not until my debt is paid off). However,I am working diligently on a plan for myself beH. My plan may differ from what is typically done on here,but I obviously need to change something up.
