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; Shalom Aleichem Ya’akov, ; MANY THANKS – I did my 1st ;Shvua after we emailed last month, and not one slip BH. It expired today and I just renewed. I had restricted my iPhone (long ago – friend set up code) but temporarily he gave me back the code as this was only way I could renew whatsapp, ...

I'm currently going through the beautiful and incredible GYE Handbook, and I really find it helpful. I read a bit of it every day or so. At some point, I came to something very interesting in Tool n° 3. They write that if you're blind, then you don't lust. ; Well, I'm blind, and I would like to ...

; My name is Binyomin, and I am a sexaholic. I have been sexually sober since August 18, 2016 with the help of Hashem, the fellowship of SA, going to meetings and working the steps. ; I was introduced ;to ;sexual stimuli as a young child. Since then, I lived a fantasy life. Always craving and d...

; I came to this site by accident, of sorts. Yes, there were several decades of filth and smut in my days, but I always stopped, at least for a week or two, or more. Recovery and lack thereof did not consume my life. I was fine with the pattern. Of course, yamim noraim (mostly), I'd cry and beg ...

Thank G-d, I'm over 100 days clean B"H. My life has changed around. I'm a happy man, home early, awake early, done great deeds during these past 15 weeks. And I feel strong, because with all this good, it would just be a pity to fall and lose all this! ~Shalom4511

; I have struggled with shmirat habrit, like many of us, my whole life, ever since I was about 10. I always used to think only I had this insane problem, and I felt guilty, sick, depressed, alone, suicidal etc. - that is until, Baruch HaShem, I came across GYE and realized we all go through the ...

I'm pretty sure I've gone more than 90 days clean, BH, ;of not masturbating. ; The trick was having a chevrusa at night till 10:45 and then one in the morning at 6:15. ; I also do not have internet access on a laptop and enough gigs on my phone to last me 3 hours if I watch videos. ;With so lit...

I am a 30 year-old Chassidic man who learns in kollel. Ever since I can remember, I have always been obsessed with desire for women of every type, denomination and variation. Over the years, I would masturbate in hiding. Gradually, it got worse and I started getting involved with porn on the inte...

Hello, GYE! I'm so excited for having reached this point and experiencing the cleanest, most honest and most growing 3 months in my entire life, or whatever I called "life" before now. Death, perhaps. What helped me? The forum. The dedicated, constant posters, moderators and Dov, for always-ope...

; An email we received from a wife, Jan 1, 2016: My husband is in a leadership position in our community. We are currently married 20+ years. The "perfect" couple, totally "in love." In year 16, i caught him with porn. He confessed, wanted to get out, but didn’t know how to break free. He was v...